Chapter 41 Winter has arrived, and spring is not far away
That is, every new employee in the company has to undergo pre-job training, well, this is indeed a bit formal, Fang Yemei's heart is becoming more and more steady, and she also understands the first personnel commissioner who received her in her heart, no wonder she only has a Chinese certificate, and she is a girl, so no one will easily believe her......
There is no need to work overtime during the training, so I got off work at five o'clock, and Fang Yemei just walked out of the company gate, but unexpectedly received a call from Xiao Yuan.
Ohara got married, and her husband's house installed a telephone, which was the most extravagant consumer appliance for their newlywed.
Ohara's voice trembled a little, obviously excited. However, what she said was not about herself, but about Fang Yemei: Zhang Da is married! The bride is naturally Liu Biyuan.
Xiao Yuan was a little indignant and advised Fang Yemei not to be sad and not to be sad.
"He doesn't deserve your love at all! Start again, Fang Yemei, don't think about this conscienceless. ”
"Don't worry, I'm living a full life now, and I don't have time to think about him at all." Fang Yemei was unusually calm.
Ohara let out a long sigh on the other end of the phone, as if a big stone in his heart had finally fallen.
Zhang Da didn't have a phone call, let alone an invitation. In fact, this year, he has long been silent, and there is no point in sending invitations.
He finally got married, yes, he got married, and when he heard the news of his marriage, Fang Yemei had a dream all night, and the dream was full of him.
In the dream, Zhang Da was in the outside room, Fang Yemei was in the inner room, he seemed to know that Fang Yemei was inside, and he wanted to come in, but he seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't help himself. Fang Yemei also seemed to know that he was outside, and wanted to go out, but felt that something was wrong. Then, I don't know who pulled Fang Yemei to another room, and they just missed it. In the dream, Zhang Da has been looking for Fang Yemei, and he has been looking for it, but he has missed it again and again. They played hide and seek in their dreams, and each time they felt close at hand, and they heard each other's voices, but they couldn't touch each other. The dream is strange, incoherent, and illogical, in the dream Fang Yemei did not say a word to Zhang Da, but received his love letter, which was very long and sprinkled with a large article.
When I woke up, everything was empty, the sun was shining lazily, and there was nothing around me, how could there be Zhang Da's shadow?
"He's married......" Fang Yemei sighed, as if to say to the air, and as if to herself.
He is married, so it no longer makes sense for him to still love himself, whether he once loved himself deeply, and life will give him other tasks: he must love his wife, he must take care of his family...... His gaze had stayed on Fang Yemei, and his heart had stayed for Fang Yemei...... So what, he's married!
Well, that period is history, and history should let it pass,
So, Jian Nantao is also married? Yes, he must also be married, and there will be money when the hukou is moved, and there will be money when the child is born......
What is the so-called love?
What did they bring to Fang Yemei? Pain? Helpless? It's not enough to let go easily, so why does Fang Yemei still want them to do it? There can be no more love in her life, at least not for now, she has to cultivate fruit trees first, she has to wait, and the flowers that bloom late are not necessarily inferior.
Alright, Fang Yemei, let's start your new life! Don't wait hopelessly, don't make hopeless fantasies...... All indulgence, all infatuation, all nostalgia...... Let's go, she needs a new life, she needs a new direction.
In order to release the depression in her heart, Fang Yemei decided to go out and eat a big meal in a way that treated herself.
This is Fang Yemei's first day off when she goes to work in the new company, and most of the shops in Xiasha have just opened.
Fang Yemei decided to eat a hard meal, anyway, her job was stable, and she didn't have to worry about money anymore.
The mobile phone rang suddenly, and it was Chen Shubin calling.
"Fang Yemei, where are you, I'm in Xiasha now, let's meet."
Fang Yemei was startled, why did he run down the sand?
Since you are here, there is no reason not to meet.
What Fang Yemei didn't expect was that he was actually in Zhige Village, and walking two hundred meters inside was where Fang Yemei rented a house! Can't let her see the house she rented, Fang Yemei hurriedly ran outside to pick him up.
Fang Yemei hurriedly ran to see Chen Shubin, but he was moved by his own emotions for a while: This girl!
"You're in such a hurry?" Chen Shubin smiled, and a burst of inexplicable joy swelled in his heart.
"Habit, it's my walking style." Fang Yemei found out her embarrassment at this time, yes, as for being in such a hurry?
"Haha, this...... It's really like you, doing things in a hurry, and we're ...... Going for a lap? ”
"Where are you going?"
"I invite you to Wushan Square to eat Hangzhou snacks, which is very famous."
"Yes." Fang Yemei is also welcome, isn't she just trying to eat a big meal to relieve her worries? Wouldn't it be better to have someone to accompany you and pay the bills? She also laughed: Strange, could it be that he has telepathy with this guy, and he was about to binge-eat, so he came to have a treat?
said that she was going to eat wildly, and Fang Yemei spread her stomach and ate wildly.
"Chen Shubin, are you weird? I was just going to eat a binge meal in the morning, and I didn't expect you to come to have a treat, so I don't want you to break too much, AA system, otherwise, I won't be at ease eating. ”
"It shows that we have telepathy." Chen Shubin laughed, he really wanted to hook Fang Yemei's nose, "What do you mean by underestimating me, ha, is it still AA system?" Your stomach won't be able to support tens of thousands, right, and this snack also needs to be made of AA? ”
"That's not, it's that I don't think it's AA, and it won't be able to achieve the effect I expected in the morning."
"What effect?"
"It's a girl's secret ......"
"That'...... It's so disappointing. ”
They ate all the way along, there were glutinous cakes, marshmallows, and rock sugar gourds...... However, as Chen Shubin said, I didn't eat much, and I felt full.
However, Fang Yemei, who just swore that she wanted the AA system, is indeed a little embarrassed now, how to say it, this is indeed a little cautious. The poverty of her family made her develop the habit of not taking advantage of others, but she didn't care about it. Well, let's buy him some gifts. What is a good gift? How to deliver it? Fang Yemei is always an idiot when it comes to giving gifts. Send a pen? Send a fan? Sending a tie? Isn't it a roundabout to just have a snack but not want to take advantage of others? Yes, it's roundabout, but she really doesn't want to ask for other people's things.
Buying a gift? How does this feel so awkward? Fang Yemei was still muttering in her heart, but Chen Shubin suddenly stopped at the side of the square and didn't leave.
"What's wrong?"
"Fang Ye Mei ......"
"What's wrong?"
Chen Shubin's face was red to his neck, and his words were not smooth.
"This pendant...... Coincidentally, you say? There is actually your name......" Chen Shubin stuffed the pendant into Fang Yemei's hand and laughed at a loss.
"This ......" Fang Yemei was puzzled, and glanced at the pendant in a panic, it was a "wild" word, it was indeed a coincidence!
But this gift ......
"Don't be embarrassed, I saw it by accident...... I bought it and there was nothing else...... Meaning. "Such a big man, he actually sent a pendant, Chen Shubin felt funny, but ...... How can it be so embarrassing?
"Well, that's good, I'll take it." Fang Yemei laughed mischievously, but her thoughts were deserted, is there a pure friendship between men and women? Could it be that Chen Shubin ......
No matter how you say it, I have to thank Chen Shubin, because because of him, the original depressed mood was swept away.
It's just that Fang Yemei always felt that she had to pay something for accepting his things and spending his money, so she suddenly asked, "When is your birthday?" ”
"My birthday? Oh, I haven't had a birthday for many years, I almost forgot, it should be the third day of the first month of March, don't we all have a lunar birthday? Hehe, my ID card is in the lunar calendar. ”
Fang Yemei just wanted to return the gift, but Chen Shubin began to think about it: She actually asked me for my birthday? She actually cares about my birthday?
"What about you? What is your birthday? ”
"I ...... I was born in winter when the plum blossoms were blooming, on the 23rd day of the 11th month of the lunar calendar, and the solar calendar happened to be New Year's Day, so my mother said that I was destined to suffer a little...... I went to school early, and I calculated my age according to the virtual year of the lunar calendar, which was actually one year younger than the first year of the year, and almost a year and a half younger than the second half of the first year. ”
"Haha, the fragrance of plum blossoms comes from the bitter cold. It is the cold that makes you, it is the cold that gives you fragrance, and I think you will definitely develop in the future. ”
"Really?" Fang Yemei followed suit.
Walking around in the afternoon, Fang Yemei only felt a voice calling out to her in her heart: she can't go on like this anymore, it's almost April, there is another exam waiting for her in April, and she can't waste a little time.
"I have to go back, I have to take a self-exam in April, and now I have only finished reading the book once, and the time is very short. Chen Shubin, thank you, I had a great time today. ”
"Oh? Do you want to take a self-exam? ”
"Well, I will apply for eight courses at a time and put four make-up exams, so that I can get my undergraduate diploma early."
"Crazy, isn't it? I wish you success, though! Chen Shubin was happy for Fang Yemei on the one hand, but a little lost on the other, Fang Yemei worked so hard, will the gap between himself and her get bigger and bigger?
"You have to be crazy once in life, either for this thing or for that, don't be cruel to yourself when you're young, the society is cruel to you in middle age, don't be cruel to yourself in middle age, and when you're old, everyone will be cruel to you."
"Haha, you've been forced by life to become a philosopher." Chen Shubin laughed.
"Haha, philosophers derive philosophical ideas from suffering, and suffering gives him insight into everything, whether human nature is ugly, evil, beautiful, good, selfish or not...... Isn't it only in suffering that we can deeply experience it? ”
"Well, if I have the opportunity to discuss philosophical issues with you again, you know, my logical thinking is still good."
When they broke up, Chen Shubin felt that he still had a lot to say to Fang Yemei. How do you talk to her so quickly, and why don't you get bored at all? What is so attractive about Fang Yemei?