Ever since I was pregnant, I have been in a bad mood, and my heart is like ashes. Coupled with my weak body, the child almost lost a few times.

The old doctor said to Chu Hanyu a few times, always locking me up can only make my health worse and worse, and suggested that he take me out more to relax.

Chu Hanyu naturally listened to the words, but he definitely wouldn't let me out of his sight.

He took me to the grassland to watch the herdsmen herding sheep and running horses, took me to the teahouse to listen to small songs, and sometimes pretended to be a husband who loved his wife and carefully helped me go shopping.

In short, the seemingly peaceful life hides darkness, and the surface is warm and the inside is ruined.

I am five months pregnant, and in three days it will be the Spring Festival, which is the first Spring Festival after I met him, but except for the lanterns in the house to change the peach charm and paste the New Year's painting, the taste of the New Year has never stepped into my house.

Chu Hanyu doesn't know what he's busy with these days, and I can't see him almost every day. Occasionally, I saw it, but only in the dead of night after I had already fallen asleep, he got into my bed coldly, woke me up, and then he kissed me with a tired face, sometimes saying that he loved me very much, sometimes saying that he hated me, I generally ignored him at this time, he would fall asleep in a daze and hug me, and then disappear the next morning.

During the day today, he is still not there, and I want to go to the yard for a walk, barely wrapped in a fox fur, and slowly move to the door by holding on to the wall.

I'm actually scared of my body, I'm afraid that I'll really become crippled in my life, and it will be difficult for me to walk.

I opened the door and saw a figure standing in front of me, holding a month-old child in her arms.

I didn't expect the Phantom Princess to come here to see me, but her face was not good, she didn't speak, so I had to turn sideways and let her in.

The Phantom Princess threw Qi Guan Rongzhen on the bed at will, and then pulled out a chair and sat down.

I had no choice but to untie the fox fur and sit down with her.

"He asked me to come and see you, and he said that you are depressed and don't want to live at all, so let me send Qi Guanrong to you."

I laughed in my heart, I just didn't want to continue to entangle with him, I wanted to die, but I couldn't die if my natal Gu was always alive and kicking in my body.

But I like Rongzhen's kid.

"Will the king agree?"

The Phantom Princess was surprised, "You still don't know? ”

I shook my head in confusion, "What's going on?" ”

The Phantom Princess said coldly: "King Rong She is dead, Qi Guan Rongzheng and the wizards of the Wizard Academy are missing, and Qi Guan Rong really succeeds to King Rong She." ”

She wasn't too sad, but her face was gloomy.

I asked, "What's going on?" ”

"The master has already replaced all the ministers of Rong She Country with the people of the Xizi Alliance, using the disguise technique, killing wave by wave, and changing by wave. It's incredible, Rong She is such a powerful country, and there will be a big change of blood in the court within a few months, and the people are still those people, but the core doesn't know who it is. ”

I opened my mouth in surprise, I didn't expect Chu Hanyu to make such a big move and steal a country without a single soldier.

"I see he's been very busy these days, what's going on to give him a headache?"

The Phantom Princess looked at me with a calm look in her eyes, and then sneered, "Who can make him suffer except you!" ”

I think I've been honest lately and haven't messed with the little beggar, and I really don't know what kind of anger the Phantom Princess has.

There was a nameless anger burning in her eyes, "The master hates your mistress, and he ordered someone to dig three feet into the ground to find him!" I don't know if Qi Guanrong's brain was kicked by a donkey, he openly provoked a few days ago, and he said that he wanted to take you away! The master loves you so much, why do you still mess with flowers? Are you so cheap? Seduce man after man and watch men fight for you, you're proud of it, isn't it! You're a vicious goblin! ”

I took a deep breath and felt like I didn't have much to say to this woman.

She has her own selfishness, and she must be biased towards Chu Hanyu. But she didn't know that Chu Hanyu and I couldn't be together anymore, not to mention that the personalities were incompatible, the old feuds of the previous generation were all a knife stuck in my heart.

I said to the Phantom Princess: "Xiao Rong She Wang let me here for a few days first, I will take care of him, if the Phantom Princess is fine, please go slowly." ”

Princess Phantom got up, her face gloomy and dripping water: "Feng Xi'er, no matter whether you have true or false feelings for Qi Guanrong, I ask you to look at the master's humble love for you for ten years, and Qi Guanrong is clean and clean!" I don't want my master to be sad anymore, otherwise, you may not be able to bear my means! ”

I really didn't pay any attention to her intimidation. Chu Hanyu is not cruel enough to me, I don't need her to do anything at all, sooner or later I will die at the hands of that moody person.

After sending the Phantom Princess away, I went back to bed to see the little one.

Qi Guanrong is really beautiful, with fair skin, big eyes like water grapes, and a pair of eyelashes that are long and curved, flickering like sweeping at the tip of people's hearts. No matter how much pain there is in my heart, when I see him, my heart is soft and messy.

I couldn't hold him, so I could only move him into the bed as best I could, and he was babbling, and he didn't cry when his mother was gone, and he was still laughing when I teased him.

I smiled and kissed his soft little face, wondering if the little guy in my belly would be as cute as him.

"So you're still laughing!"

The abrupt and cold voice broke into my ears, I don't know when Chu Hanyu came back, quietly, like a ghost.

A smile instantly closed on my face, ignoring his nameless anger and the fact that he was himself.

He stepped forward and pushed me against the wall, almost hurting Qi Guan Rongzhen, and I said unhappily: "Let go!" ”

He grabbed my collar and said angrily, "Is it because this kid looks like a good official that you smile at him?" ”

Ten thousand words of grass and mud drifted through my heart.

Xiao Rong She King is good in the palace, it was you who let the Phantom Princess hug me and make me happy, I am happy and you are not happy, this person is either sick or sick, there is no other reason.

I said coldly: "Chu Hanyu, don't look for trouble!" ”

He pinched my chin and asked, "Why fall in love with him, I sometimes get out of control, but am I not good to you?" I can't wait to give you my heart, but you're not rare at all, why? Why betray me! ”

I said angrily: "Any man in the world is better than you, you filthy heart to whom, anyway, I don't want it!" ”

Chu Hanyu leaned over, bit my lip with anger, pried open his lips and teeth, attacked with one attack, conquered the city, and punished those who disobeyed him like an overlord.

I don't want to bite him anymore, it will make him angrier.

After so many days, I've learned to make my life more comfortable.

After he finished kissing, he reluctantly left, cautiously with an almost pleading tone: "Xi'er, let's not make trouble, okay, you forget Qi Guan Rongzheng, love me again, okay?" ”

I said lightly, "Impossible." ”

He didn't get angry right away: "Xi'er, I love you, and my heart hurts when I love you." Xi'er, I was wrong, I shouldn't have done anything to you, I shouldn't have sent you to Qi Guanrongzheng. Forgive me for being okay or not, I can't live without you. Your coldness towards me really breaks my heart, I promise to love you well, okay? Can you love me again, Xi'er? ”

I said, "I'm a human being, and if I'm human, I have feelings." Some pain is not something that can be forgotten, and some hatred is not something that can be let go. Chu Hanyu, give up on me, I will also let go of hatred, let's get together and disperse, be good to each other, okay? ”

The corners of his mouth slightly provoked an evil smile: "Feng Xi'er, don't think I don't know what your idea is." As soon as I let you go, you'll go to Qi Guanrong, right! He cried out, "I will not fulfill you adulterers and adulteresses!" Unless I die, you won't be together for the rest of your lives! ”

Qi Guan Rongzhen was so frightened by Chu Hanyu that he cried "wow", and Chu Hanyu picked up Qi Guanrong Zhen by the neck in disgust and was about to throw it on the ground.

I was so frightened that I grabbed the child in my arms and yelled at him, "What are you doing to a child!" If you don't like it, send it back to the palace! ”

I couldn't hold Qi Guan Rongzhen with my arm at all, and I had already used all my strength when I grabbed it, I bent down to put the child down, patted him one by one, and coaxed him to stop crying, next time, I may not be able to protect it.

Chu Hanyu asked me, "You really like children, don't you?" ”

I nodded.

He touched my stomach and said aggrievedly, "Then why do you want to kill this child?" The doctor told me that these accidents were all due to your own secretly taking abortion pills. ”

My heart trembled, sure enough, he still knew, I thought about it for many days, and I still felt that this child could not be born, and as soon as the child was born, Chu Hanyu and I could no longer be clean.

He asked me sadly, "You like children so much, but you don't like the little one in your belly, it's because I've done a jerk, right?" You're just angry with me, not because you don't love me anymore, are you? ”

He already knew that I didn't want to have anything to do with him anymore, so why should he deceive himself.

"Chu Hanyu, let me go, and let yourself go. Believe it or not, this child is indeed your species, and I have never betrayed you from beginning to end. But he can't be born because I want to leave you clean. ”

He only picked up what he liked to listen: "It turns out that Xi'er has been lying to me all along, and I know that Xi'er will not betray me." Xi'er is mine, and the child is also mine, and no one can take it away. Xi'er, our children must be much better looking than this ugly monster," he pointed to the soft and cute Qi Guan Rongzhen, "Our family of three will be very happy, right?" ”

No matter how indifferent I am on the face, I am still uncomfortable in my heart, I am actually very tolerant of people, I have long known his temper, but when he is rude to me again and again or disrespectful to me, no amount of tolerance is useless, I am also a person who wants to be skinny and face to death.

I gently touched his smooth face, his eyebrows and eyes have long been carved into my bone marrow, I can't forget it, I can't pull it out.

"Little beggar, the scar on your face is gone, beautiful and sultry, there will be more girls to love you, let me leave, okay?"