Chapter 1997: Deep Self-Blame
Chu Weiwei came out of the hotel and directly stopped a taxi and reported the address of his home.
When she arrived at the door, her eyes were still wet.
The dream just now was too real, and the despair and heart-rending pain in the dream were as real as they were at the beginning.
She wiped away her tears, opened the door and entered, sitting alone in the dark living room for several minutes.
When she returned to the bedroom, she found that the light was on in the bedroom, and Xiao Moyue was sitting on the bed, staring at the door with big eyes for a moment.
Seeing her come back, the little one did not pounce, but pouted and stared at her quietly.
"Mommy, where have you been?"
Chu Weiwei hurriedly pulled up the feather quilt and wrapped her daughter's thin little body, "Mommy went to the bathroom, what's wrong with Xiaoyue?" ”
"You lie, when Satsuki woke up and wanted to boo, she found that Mommy was no longer there, Satsuki waited for Mommy alone for a long time, and Satsuki thought Mommy didn't want me anymore......"
Speaking of this, the crystal tears held in Xiao Moyue's big eyes finally couldn't help but slide down.
Chu Weiwei's already bad mood was made more and more sad by her daughter's soft and crying voice.
Since she divorced Mo Jiyan two years ago, the little guy was taken away, and the few times she talked to her on the phone, the little guy has been very strong and has been comforting her.
Knowing that after Daddy Mommy divorced, she just locked herself in the room for a while, and then said very understandingly that she just wanted Mommy to be happy.
Chu Weiwei always thought that his daughter was not too affected by this incident.
But at this moment, Chu Weiwei knew that she was so insecure and vulnerable.
For a long time, she has not handled the relationship between herself and Mo Jiyan, and she has not been a good mother.
She felt ashamed of her daughter and her parents.
For a moment, deep self-blame enveloped her heart.
She reached out and took her daughter into her arms, tears streaming down her face.
"How so? How could Mommy not want Satsuki? Mommy, even if there is no one, she can't lose Satsuki......"
Xiao Moyue raised her little hand and wiped the tears from her face seriously, "Xiao Yue doesn't cry, Mommy doesn't cry, Xiao Yue is wrong, she shouldn't make Mommy sad, Xiao Yue was just a little scared just now......"
The little guy is so sensible, Chu Weiwei originally wanted to laugh, but he didn't know what was going on, his lips moved, and a salty taste immediately flowed in.
"Mommy will never leave you again, never ...... again"
"Mommy, Xiaoyue wants to boo......" After a while, the child in her arms muttered quietly.
Chu wiped away his tears slightly and went to the bathroom with his daughter in his arms.
Back on the bed, Chu Weiwei wrapped the two tightly with the quilt, and the little guy in his arms quickly let out a sweet breath in Mommy's arms.
Chu's slightly red and swollen eyes looked out the window, and the dark night gradually turned white, but she never fell asleep again.
The next morning, she woke up early.
Afraid that her parents would find out that her eyes were wrong, she deliberately put ice cubes on her for a while.
She went to the breakfast shop early to buy fried dough sticks, and came back to beat the soy milk thickly.
When they got up, she was just in time to put breakfast on the table.
"Mom and Dad, let's have breakfast today and then go for a run."
Chu Li and Ji Wenshu have always been very tolerant, and did not ask her about the situation of Mo Jiyan yesterday.
"Today's soy milk is so fragrant, or my daughter does it well."
Chu nodded with a smile as usual.
"Where's Satsuki? Haven't gotten up yet? ”
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