In this way, Xu Shu joined the highway construction team under the introduction of an acquaintance and cooked for the workers.

Well, let's introduce that acquaintance, in fact, he is also a backstage actor in the troupe, but he plays drums, and his talent is not as good as Hu Lei, his name is Chen Feng.

Chen Feng is not a villager from this village just now, he also came here to work as a worker.

He also likes Xu Shu, how can he bear that Xu Shu didn't take a fancy to him.

After Hu Lei and Xu Shu got married, the troupe lacked a leading role, and it would not be able to recruit new ones for a while, and they didn't usually act much, so they only acted during the New Year's holidays, so they were all dispersed for the time being, and they probably had to wait until the month of Layue to start classes.

Compared with construction work, Chen Feng prefers the work of the troupe.

Therefore, when the drama troupe starts again, he will still go.

In the highway construction team, there are workers who are settled on a monthly basis and temporary workers who are settled on a daily basis, and Chen Feng is settled on a daily basis.

Because there are few people who cook rice, Xu Shu's work is relatively stable, anyway, it is better to pay for food and housing, and the salary is still settled on a monthly basis.

The place where I live is the village hall of the village, the hall is very spacious, but it is a little cold in winter, and there are few women in the team, so I made a small cubicle for Xu Shu alone, which is very small, and there is almost no space after putting a bed and a bench.

Dragging a child, life must be difficult, cold, diarrhea, where are the sprains...... Minutes can make you crash. Especially when you sleep at night, if you don't coax, he can toss until eleven or twelve o'clock. Xu Shuke didn't have the patience to coax the child, and after a busy day, the bones fell apart, and she still let the child be coaxed? I can't wait to beat it up! Anyway, she didn't have much to do, and the room wasn't big, so she took out all the dangerous things, closed the door and played with the child, and when he was tired, he slept by himself.

Because she sleeps late, she wakes up late in the morning, so that Xu Shu has time to cook for the workers.

Here, tired is tired, but in a good mood, you don't need to look at people's eyes, you don't need to listen to gossip......

A woman, and such a beautiful woman, mingling in the pile of men, dragging a child, saying that there is no risk, that is impossible.

But Xu Shu has a strong temperament, isn't she in charge of the kitchen? I can touch a kitchen knife at all times.

Once, when a worker wanted to take advantage, Xu Shu insisted on putting the kitchen knife on his neck: "If you come over again, I will row in......"

The other party was afraid of her life, so she was so frightened that she ran away, and no one dared to take advantage of her after that.

After working for about half a year, the weather is cold, and winter is coming, but Xu Jie is almost leaving, fortunately, Xu Shu can use her salary to add some clothes to the child at this time, but she is still reluctant to buy good and thick ones, she has to prepare for emergencies.

Chen Feng is also preparing to leave the construction team when winter comes, and go to the drama troupe to learn drama and perform again.

He still likes Xu Shu, but he also knows that it is impossible for them to be impossible, his parents will never agree to marry a woman who already has children, will never agree to help others raise their sons, and will never agree to be a stepfather.

He kept Xu Shu's secret and only told people that her husband was dead...... This village is just right

The troupe has never been here, so no one recognizes Xu Shulai.

Before leaving, he always felt that he should do something for Xu Shu.

Now, the most difficult thing for Xu Shu is the child's dress, right? So, he secretly asked for a few old clothes from the family with children in the village, and he also bought a few with his own money, and gave them to Xu Shu.

Xu Shu is a little embarrassed, but in order to survive, she can't care about being ashamed, the most important thing is that the child does not get cold!

Taking the clothes, she suddenly wanted to cry.

"You want to keep it a secret for me......"

She wasn't sure if Hu Lei would still act.

Personally, she has no hatred for Hu Lei, but blames him for being weak and unassertive.

But if he knew he was here, he would definitely come to her, and then she would not have a peaceful life...... She didn't want to eat back grass, and she didn't want to give her son to them.

Looking at the back of Chen Feng leaving, she cried, yes, cried, cried for the first time since the day she escaped.

People are very strange animals, and they don't cry when they are very bitter, but once someone touches your emotional strings, you can't control yourself from crying.

Emotions erupted in such a moment, even she felt scared, fortunately she didn't drink, otherwise, I really don't know who she would talk to in her heart.

Tiredness is not what she is most afraid of confronting, what she is most afraid of is loneliness.

Here, she can't tell anyone the truth, she can't say anything related to her in-laws' family, and she doesn't dare to tell others where she is from......

She is blind, blindly living the days in front of her, not daring to think about the future at all.

If she thinks about the future, how can she have the courage to live?

She had no choice but to treat her son as a confidant, sing to him, and make up stories for him......

She didn't realize that this was a kind of intellectual enlightenment for Xiao Xu Jie.

If Xu Jie still got some resources from the family, it is genes, yes, genes, Hu Lei and Xu Shu have relatively higher IQs than other villagers, not to mention their appearance, and they also have some talent cells......

Perhaps, Xu Shu is so angry, it is also a blessing to take him away from his original family, he will no longer be affected by those bad things in the family, but just pick up a useful treasure: genes. In this way, he will no longer have to be controlled by his parents even in his marriage, like Hu Lei. As for the adoptive father, the possibility of interfering in his marriage is not stronger than that of the biological father, right?

The great fortune of a man is that he, both in adulthood and in childhood, must tread a very difficult road, but it is the surest one; The misfortune of a woman lies in being surrounded by almost irresistible temptations; She was not asked to work hard, only encouraged to slide down to bliss. By the time she realizes that she has been fooled by a mirage, it is already too late, and her strength has been drained in a failed adventure.

- Simone? Morality? Beauvoir's "The Second Sex"

Xu Jie had an unhappy childhood, but he was also lucky because he was a boy.

The road in that village was completed a year later, and the construction team was left to work elsewhere.

Xu Shu was very scared of this

In the process, I will meet acquaintances, and I am even more afraid that the next stop of the construction team will be very close to my mother's house or my mother-in-law's house. But ......, begging is not the way to do it after all, and with a son, daily accommodation is a big problem. After thinking about it, I decided to follow the construction team.

Fortunately, that village is not near her mother-in-law's house and her mother's house, and Xu Shu has not heard of it before.

However, there will still be dangers.

For example, one time, she was picking up vegetables in the yard when a familiar voice suddenly came from outside: Wasn't that the accent of Hu Lei's village? She was so frightened that she ran away.

"Now that the road is open, I don't even know where the original road is......" the man laughed, and then when he listened again, he couldn't hear the sound.

It turned out to be asking for directions...... It's dangerous!

Fortunately, people at that time were not very mobile, and such dangers were only a handful.

So, things are going well.

After that, Xu Jie's mother followed the construction team to the north and south. Xu Jie has seen a lot of the world at a young age, before the age of five, he didn't know what to complain about, and where his mother was home was.

Xu Shu still has some unrealistic fantasies, and she wants to continue to perform on stage......

She likes to stand on stage and be applauded...... I like to use drama to express my feelings.

However, now, she has no audience, and the only audience is Xu Jie.

Strangely, although Xu Jie is young, he seems to have a good understanding of music.

He could tell whether the song was cheerful or sad, and he wept when he heard the sadness.

Xu Shu doesn't like to visit the door very much, first, she is not available, second, she is afraid of running into acquaintances and causing unnecessary trouble, and third, she is afraid that kind-hearted villagers will ask her about her past.

But Xu Jie is a child, and he will always flee to the village from time to time, going to this house and that house for a while.

This is a headache for Xu Shu, although every time she goes to someone's house to look for the child, the other party will say with sympathy: "Oh, you just let him play here, how can the child be locked up all day long?" ”

Xu Shu was moved, and wanted to stay and chat with others, but she didn't dare, so she had to say thank you to others, hugged her son and said that she was busy with work, and fled back as soon as she slipped away.

Although the City Hall is a temporary haven, it is home to their mother and son.

"If you don't run around obediently, I'll sing for you......" Xu Shu, who had no choice, said to Xiao Xu Jie.

Xiao Xu Jie's eyes widened, as if he didn't understand and nodded, he liked to listen to his mother sing.

But a child is a child after all, and after a few days, he will run out again.

Xu Shu was helpless, so she hurriedly carried him and ran up the mountain.

This trick is very clever, as soon as he arrives in the mountain, Xiao Xu Jie is like a wolf who has found a home, and he runs wildly, climbing trees for a while, moving stones for a while, watching ants for a while, and catching butterflies for a while...... It's as if nature is a treasure, and he can play for most of the day alone.

Nature is indeed a good companion, and he has inadvertently acted as a psychiatrist, soothing many wounded hearts.

Not only does Xiao Xu Jie like to come here, but Xu Shu also likes it very much.

Xu Shu suddenly found that when she was depressed, she yelled at the mountain, so

All the troubles will be gone.

Nature not only listened to her roar, but also listened to her singing, and became her most loyal listener.

Xu Shu herself thinks that this kind of day is very high, with income and children to accompany her, and freedom.

But the people around me don't think so.

Although she lived in seclusion and rarely chatted with the workers, many people noticed her.

"Xu Shu, you can't do this, can you introduce you to your mother-in-law?"

"Oh, no, we're fine." At this time, Xu Shu didn't dare to say more, and hurriedly walked away after saying this.

There will inevitably be people talking about it behind the scenes.

"Could there be something wrong with her?"

"No, I should be afraid that I will be wronged by remarrying my children."

"It's pitiful for a woman with a child."

"She's a good mother......"

Restlessness is Xu Shu's unique character, and the good thing to say is to have a dream, and to say it is to daydream.

Therefore, although there was an endless stream of people who came to introduce her to her, and there were many people who came to propose marriage in person, she refused them one by one.

She finally escaped from marriage, how could she easily remarry?

(End of chapter)