Chapter 1: I am guilty
The wind mixed with the heavy rain was reckless outside, I don't know what kind of stimulation Qianye received outside today, as soon as he got home, he pressed me to the bed and forced me to kneel.
His large, protruding knuckles landed on my shoulder, staring into my eyes.
It seemed to be the most intimate foreplay between husband and wife, but my body couldn't stop shaking, and my heart was terrified.
I subconsciously wanted to dodge, but Qian Ye pinched my shoulder and asked viciously, "Do you think I can't do it too?" Do you look down on me too? Yes?! ”
Looking at his hideous face, my heart was terrified.
"No...... I, there is no ......" In Qian Ye's cold and dim vision, I didn't even dare to shake my head gently, so I had to speak weakly to defend myself.
"Jian Keyin, don't you just dislike me for being a waste? Yes, you all hate me! But don't forget! Who made me who I am now! Qian Ye grabbed my head and leaned back vigorously, forcing me to stare at his distorted face, "Look at you like this!" It's such a debauchery! I'm telling you, you're not even as good as a chicken! Don't set up a chastity archway for yourself all day long! Phew! ”
I looked at the unrecognizable Qianye, where would he have the appearance of a humble son who usually works with a personable demeanor.
Qian Ye humiliated me like this, it wasn't once or twice, it should have become commonplace a long time ago, but why did I still feel pain in my heart? That feeling is like the punishment of a thousand cuts, slicing off the flesh of the body one by one, and preventing the prisoner from dying happily, until the end of the blood is dripping, and he has to survive after all the pain.
He pressed me with absolute dominance and kept me from struggling.
Even though Qianye has long been unable to do his best, I have to endure such humiliation every day.
I slowly closed my eyes, no longer looking at his perverted humiliation.
However, my silence seemed to annoy him, who was already angry.
The huge room was eerily quiet at the moment.
I have wondered more than once that I would die under him like this.
The long night finally passed slowly, and the storm outside the window seemed to be much less.
Qian Ye got off top of me, he walked to the window, lit a cigarette, and slumped into the sofa decadently.
In the smoke, I felt like a puppet at the mercy of others, lying on the bed as if I was dead.
I don't know how long this torture will last.
Perhaps, for a lifetime......
After a while, Qian Ye opened his mouth and asked, "Jian Keyin, do you particularly regret marrying me?" Are you gritting your teeth and hating me?! ”
However, do I really have the right to regret it?
Of course...... Not at all! I have no right to regret it!
Because in front of him, in front of his family.
I, Jane Keyin, am a sinner who cannot be forgiven or forgiven!
In the sudden car accident back then, Qianye pushed me away in order to save me.
Since then, Qianye was lucky enough to pick up a life, but he hurt the root of his life and could no longer do his best.
In order to repay the favor, I married Qianye. He said that he loved me and would give me happiness so that my brother could receive the best treatment so that my mother would not have to work so hard anymore.
But the moment I didn't want to get married, I started a never-ending life of abuse, and all the promises I had made came to naught.
I don't understand why he changed in an instant after marriage.
Maybe it's because of this? Men's self-esteem.
"Stop talking? Hehe...... I was told that something was going on in the center! Jian Keyin, you must not have forgotten your old lover Mu Jingchen, right? It's a pity, I told you Jian Keyin, you'd better die as soon as possible, unless I die, you don't want to leave me in your life! ”
He said these words over and over again and again for more than I could count, and my ears were calloused and numb when I heard them.
I slowly got up, dragged my scarred body, and walked to the bathroom without saying a word.
But my silence infuriated him once more.
When I came back to my senses, the bathroom door had been forcibly kicked open by Qianye, and he ran towards me angrily and slapped me with his backhand.
I lay on the ground and had no strength to resist his atrocities.
Wait until he's had enough before slamming the door and leaving.
Looking again, the newly installed door in the bathroom looked like it was broken again......
I slowly crouched down along the corner and hugged myself, but my eyes were dry and I couldn't squeeze out a single tear.
It hurt like peeling skin and bones, something shattered to the ground, and my self-esteem was shattered along with it.