On February 22, 2013, Chiba wrote a journal about the contradiction between expressing ideas and harming reality, "Infinite satisfaction with values, optimal real life".

"Infinite Satisfaction Values, Optimal Real Life"

Infinitely satisfying values weakens real life; The best real life cannot achieve perfect values. Meet the values, that is, open oneself without limits, life, diaries, spaces, blogs, talks, novels, etc., some private may be leaked, unable to take reality as the highest standard, showing all instead of showing the best part, and only thinking about inheritance and not being able to get the bargaining chip of life - money. The best real life is the most conducive to self-improvement and the closest to real life, but it can't be infinitely open, it can't spread itself to the greatest extent, realize self-worth, and the text will be more worried, and the same is true when interacting with others. The current state is infinite values, and there is some imbalance in the heart. The compromise is to take reality as the premise and value as the guidance. Find some suitable ways to make a living, try to give priority to doing it in the way in life, and don't care too much about the text or pictures you publish, which sentence is not good, which album is more or less. Moreover, after graduating from high school and experiencing the choice of major, my values have been expanded, and real life is also a very important part of inheritance. The people around you are closest to you and live a good real life, which is to set an example for the people around you, and it has the greatest impact on them. is a small part of the surroundings, and that's enough.

—————— infinite satisfaction of values, the best real life ————————

This contradiction would affect Chiba for years to come, and he couldn't get a clear answer. These two parties are just a matter of which side is dominant, and it is impossible to completely eliminate the other party, and sometimes stimulated by a certain thing, it may suddenly change from one party to the other, and his habit of frequently deleting spatial content is also somewhat affected by this.

Contradiction, it reflects a special state of interaction and mutual influence between things, "contradiction" is not a thing, nor an entity, it belongs to the attribute relationship of things in essence. This kind of attribute relationship is a special relationship between things, and this special relationship is "opposite", and it is precisely because of this "opposite" relationship between things that they can constitute contradictions.

Broadly speaking: if two things must not exist when one exists, then there is a contradiction between the two things.

Also known as "self-contradiction". It refers to the judgments made by the same subject (individual or collective) that contradict each other (cannot be the same true or false) or oppose each other (cannot be the same true but can be the same as false). For example, "I admit that there are contradictions in everything, but I don't think there are contradictions in our class. "Logical contradiction is a contradiction in the mind of an individual, which is different from the contradiction in dialectics. The difference is as follows: (1) the former is a manifestation of ideological confusion, while the latter is an ideological reflection of the contradictions of objective things. (2) The former is the result of violating the rules of thinking, which is abnormal, and the latter is inherent in normal thinking. (3) The former is an obstacle to the development of thinking, and the latter is the driving force of thinking development. (4) The former can be ruled out, while the latter is unavoidable.

And paradox is also a logical contradiction:

The most common example of the liar's paradox is the sentence "I'm lying." For if what I say is true ("I am lying"), then I am not lying; But if what I'm saying is false ("I'm not lying"), then I'm lying. So whether the sentence is true or not, the situation cannot be true. Contradiction is the unity of opposites.

Chiba wants to express his thoughts, and this kind of expression does not mean to a certain person or a certain group, but to everyone. Therefore, he wants to publish his ideas on blogs, post bars and other places where everyone can see them, rather than just posting them in the space for his friends, he wants to let strangers he doesn't know see them, and some things and ideas don't want to be seen by acquaintances.