Recently, he felt that his brain volume had decreased and many memorization tasks were difficult to complete, and he planned to go to the university to see Inuyasha again and never touch the MP4 again. Think of yourself a little lower in your studies and exercises, and ask the teacher if you don't seem to understand.

In addition, he began to feel that he should communicate more with his classmates, and that he should see himself as high or even lower than his classmates. In fact, there is a deeper meaning here, he intends to change himself from a person full of "hatred" and "ruthlessness" in his heart to an ordinary person. After all, since his parents went to work in the second year of junior high school, he began to feel that he was different from other children, and it was this difference that made him feel that he was superior to others. We don't know whether such a heart is inferior or proud.

He persisted for 13 days without touching Inuyasha, but today, he still broke his vows. His reason for breaking the vows was as follows:

If a person does not pursue it, he is often unable to extricate himself when he encounters troubles and difficulties. In the past, the illusory world was his pursuit, and in that illusory world, Inuyasha still accounted for eighty or ninety percent, and he felt that he needed Inuyasha, and if he wanted to say the wrong thing, it was wrong that he shouldn't have touched it in the first place.

On the sixth day of the lunar calendar, his father Xia Chuyang came back from Zhejiang for a rare time, and when he parted with him on the way to school, he felt a tingling pain in his heart and was very sad.

He borrowed a book from the library, "Being a Man and Writing", and as soon as he arrived in the classroom, he showed off to his classmates at the table. When the tablemate took a book and borrowed someone to read a passage that he thought was very classic, the other person read it and said, "Lend it to me after reading it." "Now there are several people vying to see it. However, the deadline for borrowing books from the library was one week, which made Chiba speechless, and the book had reached the girl, and he didn't dare to talk to the girl, which made him feel overwhelmed.

In The Alchemist, the Brazilian writer Paulo Goero says, "Don't advance to others what doesn't belong to you." Because everything in life has a price.

Under the influence of Xing Chihong, a Chinese teacher and class teacher, and the influence of the mandatory reading of Chinese and foreign classics, there was a subtle change in his thinking, which made him feel very happy, and he moved from hatred to compassion, the noblest feeling of human beings.

He felt that he no longer existed for himself, but transcended time and space to breathe and share the fate of all living beings. Pay attention to the suffering creatures, care and compassion for all the vulnerable creatures. Truth, goodness and beauty have become his new pursuit, and he makes living beings forget vendetta and their own pain in love, which is the healing medicine for all living beings.

But can love and hate be one or the other?

He's still at a loss.

At this moment, he feels that the meaning of life lies in constantly improving himself in life.

Whether it is sighing, regretting, recalling, imagining, the days still have to go on, and time will not increase its length because of meetings, nor will it increase its thickness because of people's fantasies.

In the morning, the twelve of them finished breakfast at school, and then went to the county senior high school to participate in the biology competition under the leadership of Mr. Hu Yifei, the leader of the physical education group. He felt a little ashamed that he didn't review the three exam papers taught by the undergraduate and biology teachers before going to the exam, and he just kept up with the new lessons taught by the teacher, step by step.

He noticed a passage in the Dream of Red Mansions,

When you Jia Baoyu got married,

It is the day when my Lin Daiyu returns to heaven!

In a reflection form filled out, he was told by the head teacher Xing Chihong for some reason.