Do you prefer to walk alone? Or walking in a group of people? Knew or unrecognized, familiar or unfamiliar, wanted or unwanted.

Moving from a familiar environment to a strange place, often alone, always alone, is strange, is unsociable, is withdrawn, and seems to be looked at by others with strange eyes. It's just that it is also his right to choose a person, so why should he be talked about because of this?

I am very afraid of strangers, strange people, strange places, and strange languages. What I'm afraid of is not the ones themselves, but the fear that I won't be able to integrate quickly, and that I will be left alone before I start to integrate! Because it's the same every time. When I also stepped into a new school, everyone else was already a pair of friends, lovers, and rivals, and I happened to be the one who was left alone. The situation embarrassed me, it was not to retreat, it was not to advance, and finally I chose a person, and I met others by chance, and I didn't have a fixed friend around me. I don't want to get involved, I don't want to be a third party to someone else's friendship. Because I know that girls' friendships are fragile, I have read countless girls' disputes, quarrels, breakdowns, and even revenge, and I am really scared when I think about it!

In the beginning, I was worried about whether people would think that I was always weird, or sympathetic to me, and all kinds of thoughts ran around in my head, making me uneasy and nervous. Later, all this crankiness disappeared, and not only that, but I gradually became fond of the feeling of being alone, free and unrestrained.

After high school, my friends around me are like a short trip, I don't stay in the same place, I won't stay for a long time, when the temperature is just right, I will be at ease, whether to continue or say goodbye to the arrangement of fate. The only constant is that we once had a memory that we can't forget, and it was sweet!

Although it is short, it is very comforting to me, and the friends who were once short are still in touch today, as always, the temperature is just right, not sticky and not relaxed! Wherever I am, they're somewhere, and we're all pretending to be each other, and that's the best!

Now I still like to be alone, and I like to walk the slender and slender countryside path with mud, flowers and grass. If I have to say that a person is lonely, then I would rather enjoy solitude alone than being alone in a crowd.

It's just, am I really lonely?