I've been annoyed lately......

The surrounding high-decibel voices have been in my ears for a long time, and once it goes up, it doesn't want to come down, the sound of quarrels, the annoying familiarity; The heat for several days in a row still made me feel uncomfortable, sweat slowly seeped out, wiped dry, and then came out; The sudden wind and the dark clouds that spread in the distance drifted all over my head, and I put down my racket helplessly and went home helplessly; Time is beating on me, it's going to end, it's going to end, but I don't know that the sense of urgency I bring to myself is enough to choke; The heart is indeed a hundred times more tired than the body, and there is not only bitterness in the mouth, but also some suffering in the heart......

Slowly, slowly, I felt that I wanted to sleep, but the more I slept, the more uncomfortable I was, and when I woke up, it was like I was sick, no, or even more uncomfortable, and my heart was heavy, I didn't know what I was pretending? Or maybe there's nothing in there.

Holding a glass of soy milk, looking at the biscuits in his hand blankly, the room was dull, as dull as himself, and a moment later, looking at the empty glass, packaging bag, the most tender moment of the sun in the early morning, it was also in the dull, quietly gone.

The breeze drifts in and out with troubles for a while, but it doesn't go away.

Depression is like a quagmire, once I step in, I will unconsciously sink deeper and deeper, I reach out and grab the things around me, but it is too fragile, and it will break when I pull it.

So I stopped struggling, I looked at myself, I meditated on myself, what are I worrying about?

Nothing is smooth, but isn't it normal? Day by day, I feel that my plans are blurring a little bit, and I feel that I am looking for happiness in tiredness, which is a draining thing, but without happiness, what is left?

The rest is an empty shell of me.

It turns out that life is still a little fresh, too calm and too lifeless, I am now looking forward to a sudden storm, I want to watch a movie that makes me laugh, I want to go out and tease, I want to tease the dog, I want to pick up a fallen leaf on the ground~

Thinking about it, I don't get annoyed, and every time, every time I tell a little bit here, I will be in a good mood, like a broken stopper, hahaha......

Now I feel like my head is finally a little lighter~