After lunch that day, the sky was clear.

While cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks, Aunt Hu suddenly said, "Ya'er, do you want to go out for a walk?" Mom goes out with you? ”

Chu Ya was stunned for a moment, her eyes slightly surprised, "Go out?" ”

"Hmm. Aren't you bored when you stay at home? It has been raining for several days, and now that the weather has finally cleared, we will go out for a walk, or you will still have to use crutches when you go to Huizhou City tomorrow to get your prosthetic leg fitted. ”

Aunt Hu's words were not concealed.

Even if he really fits a prosthetic, Chu Ya's future life is still indispensable to use crutches.

Chu Ya looked at her mother's face full of expectations, which made her reluctant to refuse, so she had to nod lightly, "Okay." ”

Since she was discharged from the hospital and returned home, she has been out of the house once, and that trip went directly to Guangzhou Zhongshan Hospital for disability evaluation.

And now, it is the mother who is full of hope that she will be able to get out of the house.

After Chu Ya changed her clothes, she looked down at her left leg, and there was an empty presence under her left leg.

She didn't dare to show her stump, so even on a hot summer day, she wore trousers.

And because of the empty trouser legs, Aunt Hu found a pin, and while squatting down to pin the empty pants on her left leg, she comforted: "Walk slowly for a while, don't be in a hurry." ”

"Hmm."

Chu Ya nodded.

Frankly, when she used crutches, she was still a little afraid.

Especially when going down the stairs and going up the stairs, she should pay attention very carefully, because she is afraid that if she really falls down the stairs, she is most afraid that she will seriously injure the stump that has just had the stitches removed...... When she thought of this consequence, she didn't dare to be careless for a moment.

Because my family lives on the third floor, after going down to the third floor, I have to take another exit.

The terrain of the residence is relatively low, and if you want to get out, you have to climb another three flights of stairs to get out to the side of the road.

When she used her crutches, her movements were still very jerky, and Aunt Hu followed behind her, that is, she did not urge or come forward to help.

Aunt Hu has her own thoughts, her daughter was badly injured and lost a leg, but she and her wife will finally grow old one day, if Chu Ya can't stand up alone, at that time, who can help her?

In this world, the person who can really rely on is yourself after all!

Chu Ya went down three floors and then three floors, and then came out to the door.

When standing in the sidewalk, she did not immediately use crutches to walk, but the action of climbing the stairs just now made her right leg a little weak. Relying on one leg, supporting her up and down a total of six flights of stairs, plus she has only been discharged from the hospital for a month, her physical strength is a little unable to keep up.

Chu Ya is twenty-one years old, her appearance is not too ugly, and young is the label of her age at this time.

But when she was standing alone in the aisle like this, she made people turn their heads and look back.

The eyes of those crowds were full of pity, surprise, and indescribable disdain.

Obviously, they were a few meters away, but they couldn't suppress the curiosity in their hearts, and turned back to look at her.

The road in front of her house is called Ximen Road.

It is also the main arterial road in the central city of Lianping County, with an endless flow of cars and people.

In this way, Chu Ya's appearance, like an outlier, appeared in the crowd, making everyone pay attention to it.

This kind of gaze made Chu Ya feel indescribable.

She just stood there, looking at the stares of passers-by looking at her, what could she do but accept it silently?

She also imagines an ordinary person, she doesn't need any attention, she is an ordinary existence, not an existence like this, which has become everyone's attention.

Aunt Hu was behind her daughter, and she didn't feel good.

She looked at her daughter quietly, and she wondered if her daughter would let go of her guard because of the gaze of these people, and she could cry out loud, no longer suppress all her sorrow in her heart, not let anyone touch it, and refuse to care.

What Aunt Hu didn't expect was that Chu Ya just stood there, and after a few minutes, a determined look appeared on her face, and then moved.

Hit the ground with both crutches first, then the right heel.

Every step is so firm!

When Aunt Hu saw her daughter like this, her nose was sour, and tears poured out instantly.

Ya'er, what kind of situation do you have to go to cry!

Daughter, do you know that the way you look makes my mother even more worried.

If you don't cry again, my mother is really afraid that you will be on the tip of the bull's horns for a while, and you will commit suicide like this!

Chu Ya walked in front, she didn't know about her mother crying in the back, her attention at this time was only on the road under her feet, every step, she was very careful, she didn't want to let herself fall. She doesn't want to show her most vulnerable side!

She doesn't need sympathy at this time, she doesn't need pity!

What you need is the courage to set off again!

After walking around outside, Chu Ya returned home, and she didn't say a word at the dinner table.

Chu Tian looked at Aunt Hu suspiciously, he didn't know why his daughter went out for a walk, why was she so silent.

When eating, I didn't look at my abnormal mobile phone, so I ate silently.

You must know that since Chu Ya broke up with Yan Xu, she almost ignored everything, and she didn't respond when it was clear that it was related to her, and she looked at the novels on her phone all day long, quietly as if she had fallen into a world alone.

"Ya'er, you, what's wrong?"

At the suggestion of Aunt Hu, Chu Ya took the initiative to ask her daughter.

Chu Ya put down the dishes and chopsticks in her hand, her clear eyes were full of puzzlement, "Dad, I recalled today, in the past 21 years, whether it is at school or out of work, I have really never been in contact with people with disabilities. Most of the people I saw were people begging near stations and subway entrances and exits. Are there no disabled people in Lianping County? ”

Chu Tian smiled bitterly, looked at his daughter, controlled his tone, and didn't want to irritate her: "No matter where you are, there will be disabled people." It's just that people with disabilities do not appear in front of people, the answer to this question, you should ask yourself. Think about it, how long have you been discharged from the hospital, haven't you also never been out? ”

"I ......"

Chu Ya was dumbfounded and couldn't answer.

Aunt Hu said earnestly: "Ya'er, disability is not terrible, what is terrible is that you mind your own disability and the eyes of others." If you're always in the eyes of others, how do you deal with yourself? When others dislike you, do you dislike yourself too? If someone tells you to die, will you be obedient and die? Do you know that you are you, and no one can replace you? Is the gaze of others that important in your mind? ”

Of course, it doesn't matter what other people look at!

How could she continue to follow her own path under the gaze of those people today?

Chu Ya hooked her lips and chuckled, "I understand, don't care about others, I just care about those who are good to me, and those who are not good to me, just ignore them!" ”