Chapter 82: Don't You Want Me
Besides, Sang Yuan returned to the village, but he did not live in the courtyard of the Xi family, but in the mulberry garden. Hua Yingzi and others started from the most basic breeding, seedling planting, fertilization, watering, etc., and they got used to it after a while. Seeing him come back, I asked some questions I wanted to ask.
Sang Yuan doesn't hide anything, as long as they ask, he will answer all questions. When they weren't looking for him, he was writing down the memories in his room.
Mainly his research in agriculture, as well as examples of success in previous lives and later. Even the equipment is listed, and the details are like manuals.
Jin Ming came to help him transcribe and sort out when he was idle, and if he had any questions, he would ask them by the way. As a result, I was shocked again. He never imagined that one person could achieve so much!
A month after returning to the village from Sang Yuan, he was helping him copy!
And they didn't hide it from anyone, but no one knew what they were doing.
Of course, another reason why no one approached was that Xi Shao was ghostly guarding outside Sang Yuan's gate, but as soon as Sang Yuan went out, he disappeared without a trace.
Jin Ming mentioned this to Sang Yuan, and Sang Yuan said to let him go, and he would no longer care.
Sometimes when he saw Xi Shaokun sitting outside the door, he felt that the two of them were too stubborn. What can't we talk about?
Finally, Sang Yuan paused for a while after writing about his research on agriculture. He took the manuscript that Jin Ming had copied to the house on the top of the hill and put it away, and leaned against the door and looked at the sky.
"Xi Shao, shall we go to see the sea and snow mountains?" Knowing that he must be nearby, Sang Yuan asked so abruptly.
There was silence for a moment, and a voice came from the wall. "Okay."
"If I can't see you, won't you dare to appear in front of me? I haven't run away from you treating me like that before. Sensing his timidity, Sang Yuan looked at the sky without the slightest expression on his face.
Xi Shao walked out slowly, but stood still when he was one step away from him. "Don't you want me ......"
He said that he seemed to be a merciless person, and Sang Yuan turned his head to look at him. lost his usual look, but like a frosted eggplant, which made Sang Yuan slightly stunned.
It's not the first time he's fallen out of love, what's going on like this?
He still clearly remembers that when he was dumped by Wang Qianqian, he was so angry that he came to trouble him as soon as possible, and then although he was a little miserable, he didn't lose his soul like this.
"You ......" For the first time, he was a little overwhelmed.
"Sang Yuan, you can beat me and scold me, but can you not want me?" Xi Shao didn't dare to look at him at all, and asked again very weakly.
Sang Yuan looked at his clenched fists, and saw what was dripping with sharp eyes, and his heart felt like being beaten with a heavy hammer.
Why?
Why did he cry when he got everything he wanted?
Is this really the guy who's been fighting him for decades?
"Xi Shao, I didn't want you ......" He is obviously afraid of losing, why do you want him to comfort him instead?
"I'm sorry......" got the answer he wanted, Xi Shao was no longer depressed, and slowly hugged him and cried. He never knew that the fear of losing someone would be such a painful thing.
And before, he had been torturing him!
Listening to Xi Shao's cry, Sang Yuan also unconsciously burst into tears. When he calmed down, his clothes were ruined.
Fortunately, although they don't live in the house on the top of the mountain, they also have prepared clothes, and after washing it, he looked at Xi Shao and laughed.
Xi Shao knew what he was laughing at, and let him stare at it with some embarrassment.
These days, the more he can sit still, the more panicked he becomes. Although they have a legal marriage certificate, it is not impossible to get a divorce. What scared him even more was that he no longer belonged to him.
As soon as he thought of his smile, his good might belong to others, and he felt that there was a knife in his heart to cut one by one.
"You are like this, I always feel like you are a different person." Sang Yuan was a little helpless, not knowing that he was the type who couldn't stand the setbacks. He had worked so hard before, but he couldn't stand the slightest fright.
"I also realized that I was vulnerable." Xi Shao pulled Sang Yuan's hand and intertwined his fingers. It seems that this can make him feel more at ease.
"I thought you'd triumphantly declare that I was still incorrigibly in love with you, and then laugh at me, only to feel like I was torturing you on purpose!" Sang Yuan pursed his lips, speechless that this was completely different from the situation he had imagined.
"I did it to myself, and I didn't dare to tell me that I was also born again, because I was afraid that you wouldn't want me because of what happened before. I obviously said those three words that day, but you died of anger, I am afraid that if you leave again, I will not be able to find you......" Xi Shao explained cautiously, his ten fingers tightened slightly.
"In my previous life, I didn't say I liked you, and you suddenly ran to say ...... I thought it was your new whole person game......" Speaking of the death of his previous life, Sang Yuan was a little embarrassed.
I've been fighting with him all my life, who wants to be by the answer he wants?
It's the most humiliating way to die!
"It's a good thing I came after you, otherwise I wouldn't have seen you when I was a child!" For him to die with him without hesitation, Xi Shao was a little lucky.
Xi Shao didn't answer his question, after all, he liked him, and the Xi family saw it clearly from old to young, only the two of them didn't understand!
"I thought your temperament would be so bad because of the changes, but I didn't expect it to be the brutal temperament that I developed since childhood! It's changed a lot over the years! When it comes to being a child, Sang Yuan can't help but sigh.
fell slightly, and nestled in his arms, very nostalgic.
"Isn't that to avoid revealing the stuffing? As a result, you didn't let me make trouble, you don't know how much my parents thank you. Holding the treasure in his arms, Xi Shao'an also let go again after he made up his mind.
The feeling of being lost and regained is probably his mood at this time.
"I'm very grateful to you, if you hadn't found me at that time, probably I would have lost my mother again." Sang Yuan smiled, thinking back to what he thought at the time, and felt that it was better not to tell him, so that he could be proud.
"Thank you for still being willing to like me and accept me!" Xi Shao sighed softly.
"If you're not so well-behaved, who will like you?" Sang Yuan reminded him angrily.
Xi Shao, who came to this world, was only good to him, and he didn't even resist, how could he not like it?
"I know, that's why I don't dare to resist, if you are hooked up and taken away when I don't see it, then I won't cry to death?" Thinking of what he had been afraid of, Xi Shao felt how difficult it was to meet a person who was desperate.
Thinking about those people who divorced at every turn in his previous life, he felt terrible!
"Virtue! Let's go, go back to dinner, during this time, parents are worried enough! Seeing that it was getting dark outside, Sang Yuan glanced at him and pulled him down the mountain.
Jin Ming saw them coming down together, patted them on the shoulder, and told Sang Yuan that the documents he had copied were all in his room.
Sang Yuan asked him to take it to study it himself, and if he didn't understand, just ask him. And he wants to go home and live.
Jin Ming nodded clearly, saying that he would watch it, so he didn't keep them anymore.
When the people of the Xi family saw the two coming back, they were stunned for a moment, and then they smiled. Sang Yuan's two younger siblings finally saw him, and they were sticking tightly. Taking advantage of the fact that no one was paying attention, he pulled him and asked, "Brother, why can't we touch you last time you came back?" ”
"That's because you miss me so much, but I'm not here." Unable to explain that phenomenon, Sang Yuan could only explain it in other words.
"Is that so? That big bad guy is like a child! Sang Qing obviously didn't believe it.
Sang Yuan couldn't help but smile and rubbed her head. "You're a kid yourself!"
"But I'm not going to hit anyone! I won't cry my nose either! "Sang Qing is a serious righteous word.
"Well, it's not just a child who cries his nose, it's human nature to be happy, angry, sad, and happy." Sang Yuan felt that this explanation was also very troublesome.
"Does my brother cry too?" In an instant, the two little ones were full of anticipation.
"Yes, when I was younger than you, I cried every day!" Knowing that they had no concept of age, Sang Yuan didn't feel that he had deceived them.
"Wow! My brother will cry too! The two little ones were overjoyed as if they had received some treasure.
"If you two don't leave me again, I'll make you cry!" Xi Shao stuck up from behind Sang Yuan and glared at the two little guys viciously.
He had only finished crying once, and he didn't want to cry again!
Why do they want to rob him of people?
"The big bad guy is going to cry his nose by himself! My brother is ours! One person hugged Sang Yuan's leg, and the two little guys glared back at Xi Shao.
"Have you made enough trouble after eating?" Looking at the two big and two small ones glued together, Jin Fengshu had a tiger face.
The two little guys reluctantly let go of Sang Yuan, and saw Xi Shao's triumphant appearance, pouting at the old high.
When the others saw that Sang Yuan and the two had finally reconciled, they naturally didn't dare to joke at this time, in case they broke up again, they were still worried.
After eating, Sang Yuan told his parents that he wanted to go out to play. instantly aroused all kinds of excited eyes, but they just went out alone, making those who were looking forward to it resentful one by one.
Especially the children, looking at them one by one, in the end they still couldn't follow, and the obvious disappointment on their faces was almost written with the word disappointment!
In the end, Sang Yuan and the two left quietly.
Except for Zhan Feng who gave them a ride, the others didn't even know when they left. And at that time, the transportation was not developed, so Sang Yuan did not choose any secluded and remote places.
Straight to the nearest sea, old Shanghai!
At that time, Shanghai was already very prosperous, and the two of them had nothing to do, so they took a boat directly from the Huangpu River to the Yangtze River and the sea.
Crossing to Hengsha Township, which is surrounded by water, the two slowly inquired about the location facing the East China Sea, and ended the first trip.