From choosing to vacillating, from vacillating to making a firm choice again, the first thing he thought of was to send a message to Lu Junya.

Xia Qianye: A simple friend!! Lu Junya, happy life, happy learning, some things must be faced, some identities will eventually be faced, and some things need to be experienced in person to truly experience, now I can understand your mood at that time, because now I play a similar role...... Thank you for making me learn a lot......

After receiving the text message, Lu Junya angrily threw a book on his desk.

The fourth letter in English in college, Yu Xinxiang's reply to him in the letter was:

It's a bit of a surprise.

It should feel good to step into college and talk about a no-holds-barred romantic relationship!

Listening to my roommate Qiu Yiqing say that you and she are in progress, bless you, my friend.

If you have something to eat, a place to sleep, and someone you love, you are happy, Haizi said: "Feed the horses, chop wood, and travel around the world, how pleasant it should be!" "Now you should feel like this!

I believe that there are many things, as long as we keep doing it, we will definitely receive a result that we will not regret, so friends stick to what you are doing now, Fighting!

……

He texted his English pen pal about his last absence.

Yu Xinxiang: I'm sorry, I don't bring my phone much now, so I only see the text message now......

Xia Qianye: It's okay, it's okay, we're good friends, not to mention it's all over, I'm still absent from class for the first time, and yes, I'm still the leader of the life team of English speech, I have to win glory for the class, hehe......

At this stage, Chiba is very happy, and the main question he thinks about is how to be good to Hatsuyuki? How to fall in love?

At the beginning of the second semester of her freshman year, on March 26, 2011, Chiba went to the west of the first floor of the library to read books about love.

Some books say: The person who loves you will always be by your side, on call, silently guarding you for a lifetime, and accompanying you for the rest of your life;

Some books say: The person who loves you will only appear when you need help the most, and will not be seen when you are doing well.

Some books say: Love is when two people treat each other with the truest heart, communicate with each other, have no deception, and trust each other;

Some books say: The starting point of love is the other party, as long as you feel that you are good for the other party, you can deceive the other party, even if you sacrifice yourself.

Chiba's heart: I am the happiest boy in this earthly world, when I am free, think about her, when I study, concentrate on studying, and stay awake......

Chiba's heart: This is an obligation and responsibility, after choosing Ao Chuxue, I will not be shaken anymore, I am responsible for myself, I am responsible for her, I am responsible for taking responsibility, she is the object I want to protect in this life, the person who will spend my life waiting for her, be good to her more, think more about her, and listen to her more......

From past experiences, Chiba has learned that don't think too much about everything, because you don't know other people.

Chiba found herself with the problem of "thinking too much". One thing, in the vertical direction, can make him infinitely magnified and divergent. When I think of all kinds of future lives, I start to be afraid, afraid, anxious, afraid that I won't be able to support myself in the future and not be able to live the life I want. Horizontally, it allows him to think about all kinds of possibilities, and what might happen to make plans. Then it is likely that you will be caught up in the search for possibilities. Then I feel annoyed, pained, anxious, and fearful because I thought of a possibility but couldn't find a solution.