Chapter 41: Try to like

He tried his best to make me gasp, but I didn't dare scream.

I punched him hard and stopped him coldly: "Enough, enough to leave a mark." ”

But he grabbed my arms with both hands and folded them behind my back.

He couldn't stop talking, his teeth digging deep into my flesh, and I could feel the blood coming out.

I really couldn't stand the pain, and my voice was crying: "It really hurts." ”

He let go of his teeth, as if he was awake, and looked up at me with remorse in his eyes.

What's the use of regret? Who will bear my pain for me?

I knew I was being a little hypocritical, but I couldn't help but get angry.

As if to make amends, he lowered his head in a panic and kissed my wound that was about to lose consciousness.

I pushed him away, I didn't need this kind of pretense.

I felt like I was playing with him as if I was playing with him, and he was so moody that I had no idea what would happen to him.

I decided that I could no longer wronged myself, and said in a deep voice: "I can't fall in love with you, your love scares me, I can't accept it, either I die, or you let go." ”

His eyes were full of incredulity: "Xi'er, you don't want me anymore?" ”

Have I ever asked for him?

He begged bitterly: "Xi'er, don't be like this, I know it's wrong, I'll change it." ”

My emotions have calmed down, and I patiently explained to him: "Love is not something that can be obtained in captivity, and I don't like your character, let me go and let you go, it's good for us." ”

His head shook like a rattle, and his poor appearance did not see his shrewdness or domineering at all.

A person who gave the Great Qianguo a headache behaved so humbly in front of me.

Why?

I'm a little soft-hearted, but I can't be soft-mouthed.

"Release me tomorrow, although I can't kill you, I have a hundred ways to kill myself."

His hand touched my face, trembling a little: "Xi'er, don't force me." ”

I reiterate: "I won't love you." ”

He added strength to his hand and said, "Xi'er, take back what you just said." ”

I slapped his hand away: "I'm telling the truth. ”

His hand grabbed my neck with a force that astonished me.

I couldn't breathe for a moment, and my eyes began to roll.

I may need to add one more way to kill myself, to provoke him and be killed by him.

But I was suddenly relieved that people have a life and death, and it is the same if they die early or late, and death can also be a relief.

But my father's revenge has not yet been avenged, and I hope my father and mother can forgive their daughter's unfilial piety.

When I thought I was about to ascend, the man suddenly let go, like a child who had done something wrong, and began to feel at a loss.

"Xi'er, Xi'er, are you okay, I'm sorry, I'm really not intentional, how could I be willing to hurt you, I won't be willing to give up, it's all it," he pointed to his hand, "It's hurting you, I'll chop it up to avenge you!" ”

After speaking, I don't know where he took out a dagger with a cold light, and inserted it into his hand without mercy.

I was so frightened that I was probably possessed by a demon, and I didn't hesitate to stop him.

I didn't know how I could be so fast, my hand gripped the blade, the tip of the knife resting on his wrist.

Drops of blood dripped on his wrists, which were as white as snow, like blooming manzhu sawa.

He whispered, "Xi'er." ”

There's so much emotion in it, I don't understand it.

I don't understand him, and I can't understand myself.

Why is it distressing? Why did the devil send a god to stop it? Why would you rather be injured yourself than see him get hurt?

He imprisoned me, what is there to be sorry for me?

He persecuted me, what is worth it?

Is it because he reminds me of that little beggar who can't control his emotions either?

Is it because he reminds me of the little beggar who said that he was not hurt and no one wanted him?

Is it because he reminds me of the crazy little beggar who loves me and loves?

He let go of the dagger in a panic, and his soft voice urged me to let go of the blade, but his voice sounded like he was about to cry, and it didn't have any effect on soothing.

I threw the dagger to the ground viciously, and raised my hand to show him the blood on my hand.

"I can't afford your love."

His eyes were full of pain.

I bit my lip, "Love is a matter of two people, not you, I hope you can consider my feelings." ”

His eyes were full of remorse, but there was only one me in those deep eyes.

I sighed silently: "If you really don't want to let me go, I, I'm willing to try to like you." ”

He didn't believe it, and grabbed my shoulders with both hands, as if they were going to break my bones.

"Really?"

"Xi'er, are you telling the truth?"

He asked over and over again, and I couldn't help but roll my eyes: "Didn't you say you could know my heart?" You know what I think with a look on my face, and you still ask me. ”

The corners of his mouth were full of smiles: "You have never had me in your eyes before, you never look at me when you talk to me, but just now, your eyes are full of me." ”

I don't know why I'm like this, so I'm silent.

He was extremely excited: "Xi'er, I believe you." ”

I raised an eyebrow: "I just said try." ”

He was still laughing: "I know. ”

I put my hand in front of his face: "Then you don't behave well." ”

When he saw his bloody hands, his eyes were full of distress, and he hurriedly helped me bandage them.

I noticed a strange thing, his bandaging technique turned out to be similar to mine, I like to tie the "ten" knot the most, and at the end tie a little butterfly, he turned out to be like this.

I think he paid a lot of attention to me, otherwise he would have learned this little detail.

I lamented silently in my heart, if it weren't for this person's temper that was not in line with me, I was afraid that I would also be moved by him to fall in love with him.

After he finished bandaging me, I told him what I had been thinking about for a long time: "Like someone, it takes time and understanding, and you can't be so tough at first," I suddenly didn't know how to say it, afraid that it would touch his scales, sighed, and said boldly, "So, let's keep some distance for the time being, you give me freedom, otherwise, I'm really afraid of you in my heart." ”

I added: "Distance produces beauty, and I may find you good." ”

He said softly: "Okay, I'll take you around the Xizi League tomorrow." ”

Didn't he get it?

I thought about it for a long time, and finally pointed out my thoughts: "Don't stick to me all the time, especially when you are resting, I will be really scared." ”

"No, don't." He pretended to be pitiful at this time, "Xi'er don't drive me out, if I can't hold Xi'er, I'll think Xi'er doesn't want me anymore." ”

I'm going crazy.

I finally know why he wears a mask, because he has a hundred faces, gentle, domineering, crazy, cute, pathetic...... If he didn't wear a mask, I couldn't tell it was the same person.

I couldn't be soft-hearted anymore and said very toughly, "If you don't have to be like this, I won't like you." ”

He hugged me into his arms, rested his chin on my shoulder, and his voice was warm and moist: "Xi'er will like it, because Xi'er has a good heart." ”

Everyone in the world knows that poisonous doctors have the heart of snakes and scorpions, and if you save someone, you must first let that person taste the pain of the five poisons.

Only he thinks I'm kind-hearted.

I am indeed soft-hearted, but I am only soft-hearted to those I care about, and he has successfully improved my soft-hearted ability to strangers again and again, which is also magical.

I felt that I couldn't control him, so I slipped into his arms, put the pillow away, closed my eyes and turned my back to him.

A few moments later, I heard a low sigh, and then he slipped in, reached out, and scooped me into his arms.

The next day, he talked and took me out, but only allowed me to move around as far as he could see.

I felt like a little prey that had been caught.

He consulted with his subordinates, and I could only move in front of the temple gate, so that he could catch a glimpse of me when he raised his eyes.

Every time I peeked at him, he looked at me as if he could perceive it, and I was so scared that my heart was going to pop out.

Helpless, he deceived himself and did not look at him, but had to admire the stone city that stood magically in the desert.

The two maids who served me, one named Peach and the other Willow Green, watched over me the whole time.

Pink is bigger, and smarter, while Willow Green looks timid and simple-minded.

I said to Taohong: "The weather is so dry, go make some tea and send it to your master." ”

I don't know if she knew I was going to let her go, but she just smiled happily: "I'll go now, and if the master knows that you care about him, he will be very happy." ”

I nodded perfunctorily.

When Peach left, I pulled Liu Lu and said: "There are cooler places in the desert, and I am a little dizzy in the sun." ”

Liu Lu hurriedly raised his hand to shade me: "The coolest place in Stone City is the main hall, why don't you go inside to rest and rest?" ”

The main hall is where the masked man is, can I still live in peace when I enter?

I shook my head and asked her, "I want to take a bath, where is the water here?" ”

Liu Lu said: "If Miss Xi'er wants to take a bath, Liu Lu can help you prepare water." ”

I resolutely said, "Don't bother, go to the water's edge, I don't want to be bored in the house." ”

She shook her head: "No, Miss Xi'er is the master's person, how can her body be seen by others." I'll help Miss fetch water, you can go to the hall to cool down a little. ”

She pushed me into the main hall, and the words inside came to an abrupt halt.

The ghost-faced man's shining eyes looked at me gently, and the corners of his mouth were smiling.

Liu Lu broke the silence with a loud voice: "Master, Miss Xi'er is dizzy from the sun, take a look." ”

My whole person is not good.

I see people wrongly, where is this willow green cowardly and cowardly and scheming, obviously smart tight, it is that weak face that deceives me, you can't judge people, I have learned a lesson since then.

There were five people sitting in the main hall, and I only knew two, the masked man and Song Lang.

At this time, it seems that the Xizi League should be a master of medicine, otherwise it would be impossible for Song Lang to do this safely in three or two days.