Chapter 260: Thinking and Remembering
Lan Jing'an knew as soon as he heard it that he had misunderstood this Jiang Mingshu before. It turned out that her observation of words and expressions, calm and unchanged, was forced to hone after such a tortuous and tragic life. I think that at the beginning, she was a fifteen or sixteen-year-old girl, but she had to go through such inhuman torture, and her life was a hundred times more painful than her own.
No wonder she would help herself like this without asking the reason, I'm afraid it's not because she is the big boss, but because she heard that she was angry by rumors, and remembered her when she came. Lan Jing'an sighed: "It's really difficult for people to live. ”
After Bi Luan finished speaking, her eyes turned red, and when she heard Lan Jing'an's long sigh, her heart was even more uncomfortable. Lan Jing'an saw her appearance and patted her hand: "The past is gone." Let's just treat her well. Just over halfway through her life, she still has a lot of good time to enjoy. ”
Bi Luan nodded, packed up her things in a depressed mood, and began to worry about Lan Jing'an again. Jiang Mingshu's experience forced her to live in seclusion in Jiangling. What about the girl? Do you want to be like this for the rest of your life, and you can no longer stand by the marshal's side openly?
At this time, Lan Jing'an's mind was also fluctuating. She had heard too many tragic stories of the fall of the Qianguo, and she thought that the destruction of the city was the most painful, but now Jiang Mingshu's experience made her rethink. In any case, she knew that under the nest, there were no eggs. If you don't want to repeat the mistakes of the past, Brother Qingyun, you must defeat Dayong.
When Biluan finished packing up her things and returned to the hall, she saw that Lan Jing'an was still holding her cheeks, and her brows were furrowed. She sat next to Lan Jing'an and said to her, "Girl, don't think about it. Tell me what you plan to do in the future, and calm my heart. ”
Lan Jing'an was not angry when he was interrupted from his contemplation, looked at Bi Luan seriously, and said, "Bi Luan, I have already negotiated with my eldest brother. He will send a message to Brother Qingyun and lead his troops north. I keep my promise to Xie Weining, stay here, and keep the northwest safe. I want to leave you and Feng Shen and the other five guards behind, and let the other shadow guards go north. What do you think? ”
Bi Luan sighed, the girl has always been the master who does what she says and makes up her mind unshaken, and it is difficult to persuade her. Bi Luan just said: "Why don't you let Qiu Zhonglang take someone to stay, with him, it will definitely be safe." and are not afraid of any intrigues they make. ”
Lan Jingan hesitated for a moment: "Qiu Shaoze is good at martial arts, with him by Brother Qingyun's side, I can rest assured." But you're talking about it. Although I don't think that Mu Tu and they have the ability to disadvantage me, if I leave a few shadow guards to deter them, I can also let them not be so arrogant in Jiangling, and maybe I can catch a few Xia Guo by the way. ”
Bi Luan nodded. Then he struggled for a while, gritted his teeth and said what he wanted to ask the most: "Are you really going to let go of the marshal?" Without you, how could the marshal be as happy as you hoped for? The Nine Emperors of Xia just treat you well, after all, it is not as good as the friendship between the marshal and you since childhood. Coupled with his domineering, I'm afraid that even if you follow him, you will be bullied by him. ”
Lan Jing'an was made to cry and laugh by her words, Bi Luan's opinion was really different from Bai Qingfeng, she only had herself as the master in her heart from beginning to end, and her first reaction to Xie Weining was not righteousness, but she was afraid that she would be bullied by him.
Lan Jing An thought about this, and reached out to put his arm around Biluan's shoulder: "Don't worry, I won't be with Xie Weining." I owe him and can only wait for the next life to pay it back. In this life, since I promised Brother Qingyun, I can't be half-hearted. As for me and Brother Qingyun, I really don't know what to do. ”
When Lan Jing'an said this, his tone sank: "So, I think, I need some time to figure out what is best for Brother Qingyun." What I want. If I'm going to be with Brother Qingyun, I'll have to solve my own troubles. I can't just rely on him to overcome obstacles for me, overwhelm my ministers, and forcibly push me to the top. ”
Lan Jing'an knew that this time, her enemy was herself. Lan Jing paused and said, "Big brother is right, let's have a long rest during this time, just do what we want to do." Since you and I left Baiyu Pass, we haven't acted recklessly for many years. Wouldn't it be nice to be free again this time? ”
Bi Luan sighed: "Let's go, let's go." The girl said what to do, so let's do it. I'm with the girl. Lan Jing'an shook Biluan with a hippie smile: "I know that you are the best for me." ”
Biluan took out two wooden hairpins from her arms and put them on the table: "Okay, okay, girl, stop, my head is going to be shaken." What you want, I've got it. However, who is this hairpin for? ”
Lan Jing'an held these two newly scalded wooden hairpins with beeswax, and had mixed feelings in his heart. Her hand caressed the auspicious cloud hairpin, which she carved for Qingyun's brother, and in the hut, she thought about it for a long time before setting the pattern. She reached out and touched another Loulan hairpin, and then quickly put her hand back again, and what she missed was missed after all.
Bi Luan saw her expression change, and she was also happy and sad. In the end, Lan Jing'an was silent for a long time before picking up the two hairpins and placing them among the treasures she was most careful about, which were all the things she had brought out from the Dingyuan Marquis Mansion.
Bi Luan looked at her with some surprise: "These two hairpins were not carved by you?" If you don't give it away, why do you lock it up? Lan Jing'an only said to Biluan: "I carved it myself, but I can't give it away now." I'll tell you to polish and wax these two hairpins, and don't tell anyone. It's good if it didn't happen. ”
Although Bi Luan was surprised by her actions, she still nodded. She felt that since the girl came out of the mountains, her mind seemed to be heavier than before. She was silent a lot, and when she laughed, it didn't seem to be the same laughing as she used to be. Although the girl is still the same girl, it is a little different.
Biluan's mind suddenly came up with the sentence "But I'm not that me anymore" when Lan Jing'an and Bai Qingfeng quarreled. She felt that what the girl said was really right, and that was how it felt to her. If she hadn't been by the girl's side day and night, she would probably have been a little creepy.
Lan Jing'an didn't know that Bi Luan looked at her like this, and her heart was still messed up. She had so much to think about. She suddenly remembered the moment when she and Xie Weining sat on the dead wood after bathing, forgetting everything. She smiled bitterly, in this life, I'm afraid I won't be able to go back to that time.
On June 16, Bai Qingfeng led an army of 100,000 troops from Jiangling to the north to support Xiao Qingyun. If Zhao Hu wanted to protect Yanzhou, he would inevitably withdraw part of Jizhou's troops.
In addition to Lu Min and Wan Mingde, the two mainstays of the cadre army, Bai Qingfeng also accompanied Qiu Shaoze and 160 shadow guards. According to Lan Jing'an's request, Qiu Shaoze left forty shadow guards to accompany her in Jiangling. On the day the army set off, Da Si Ming was seriously ill and could not see him off in person, so he only sent his most intimate Biluan and Feng Shen to see him off.
With the sound of the horn, Bai Qingfeng waved his hand and left Jiangling with an army of 100,000 under the congratulations of Zhang Xun, Yuan Zhengyan, Biluan and others. At this time, Lan Jing'an, who was sitting in the Chengjing Palace, was silently looking at the sky outside the window, rubbing the strong bow he was most familiar with in his hand.