Chiba's insight: I used to be very afraid of death. I will never see the sunrise of this world again, and I will no longer be able to participate in everything that happens in this world. But think about the same sun that rose and set billions of times before I was born. I used to miss all the things that happened in the world. At that time, I had already experienced a long and chaotic death. The great waves of history have pushed me to the world today, but I don't want to have the state of mind of today, and I don't want to live in this era that is in the same step. How many times have I dropped the things in my hand and said that Lao Tzu wants to live his own life, but I have been overwhelmed by the tide of the times. If I could still breathe, I would like to greet the values of this society, how many good souls have been distorted.

On September 23, 2014, Chiba wrote "Discussion on the Purpose of Studying in the Ministry of Information and Graduate School" about his recent troubles.

"Discussion on whether to enter the Department of Information and the purpose of graduate school"

1. The purpose of graduate school

1 thesis

2. Research ability

3. Professional knowledge

4 scholarships (not enough in college)

5 Level 6 (regret in college)

6 Keep playing, easy

7. Read the classics,

8. Watch anime

9. Play online games

10. Find a partner

11. Join a suitable department (something you gave up in college)

12. Make money as a tutor

Obviously, level 6 is the most important, and the cost-effective and cost-effective ratio is the best.

The second is scholarships and good students, who can get huge subsidies and prove their comprehensive ability.

Then there is the accompanying graduation thesis and research ability.

The last thing is to find a partner, which cannot be a mandatory requirement.

2. Whether to join the Department of Public Information

First, if the time spent in the Department of Public Information at level 6 can be improved from 413 to 425 points, then joining the Department of Public Information is the wrong choice.

On the other hand, you have other hobbies, even if you don't join the Ministry of Information, you will definitely do something with other hobbies after more time in level 6, so there is a big error in this calculation.

Second, the regret or not earning enough in college, the good side is that you can experience that kind of life, and the bad side is that you can do what you can do in college in graduate school, the only thing that can be explained is that you don't work hard in college, you don't do it in college, compared with those students who have done it in college, then your purpose of studying for three more years of graduate school has become to do what others have done in college, and get what they have obtained in other people's universities? It's so uncompromising.

Third, not for themselves, for those who get everything in college, the most important thing in graduate students, in addition to the most important things that should be obtained in the same way as undergraduates, the most important thing must be what cannot be obtained in universities, such as scientific research papers, scientific research ability, (scientific research environment. ）

Fourth, many people do not run for the class committee, there is a reason that they have been, what should be obtained in this position, they have already gotten, so if you do it again, the affirmation and pay are not proportional, unless you engage in this similar position in the future, (the possibility is very small), otherwise the repeated experience is of little use but occupies space, just like the sad first choice of chemistry teacher and then give up me, repeated teaching and tutoring energy for chemical work is of little use, not to choose a life, but to expand the horizonsIf you enrich your life, you must be doing something you haven't done before, that is, you don't know whether it's suitable or not.

(The fourth and fifth as a supplement to the previous article, choose a lifelong career, after many experiences, to choose the like, do not because of the dissuasion or advice of a few friends or close friends around you, just adhere to the direction that should not be adhered to, the most important thing is to be comfortable, when the teacher is in class, this scene alone, I feel very uncomfortable and uncomfortable, as uncomfortable as seeing a patient, what is the use of conforming to values, not suitable is not suitable.) A few years of temporary workers in a chemical plant should be fine, it is not excluded to be careful)

Fifth, in terms of motivation, I didn't want to repeat what I could do in college, that is, I didn't plan to enter the student union or club, just be a class committee, increase my popularity in the class, and give extra points to the awards, but unfortunately there is no suitable position for me in the class committee, and it is very unlikely that I will become familiar with the classmates around me as soon as I come in. (Referring to the undergraduate, I broke out in the late stage, and after a long time, they will understand if they don't understand, of course, my change is the internal cause and the main reason)

Sixth, I don't rule out the idea that I want to escape, spend more time playing, avoid interviews I don't like, avoid the busyness of the department, and don't like to deal with people very much.

Seventh, like teachers, no matter how much you exercise, how you exercise your communication skills, the first time you deal with people, (especially girls), you will feel uncomfortable, except for those who are very familiar, this is not a problem of ability, it is a problem of the heart, and a problem left in the heart. Now that the essence and purpose of verbal communication is understood, it is no wonder that the ability to express oneself in the shortest, most accurate, and most understandable words is the exact opposite of what is meant by the written expression.

——— Discussion on whether or not to enter the Department of Public Information and the purpose of graduate studies is over———