Chapter 164: A Lonely Man and a Widow
She knew what kind of love he wanted, what kind of submission. But she wasn't sure what kind of love she needed. Bergie proposed to Athora, but she didn't answer, before deciding, she knew his concept of love very well, and they had been in love with each other for a while, and they discussed it face-to-face when they fell in love. - "A Woman in Love"
Chiba's needs: Usually able to talk and talk about the heart. When you are lonely, one option is to enjoy the tranquility, and the other option is to find a friend to talk to, and if this person is not the one you like, it will only be more lonely, just like why you rarely chat with friends online, you feel that there is nothing to talk about, why not just block the greetings and discuss your views on some things together. More importantly, it is a guarantee of the future, and there is a comfort in the heart. Women may like that kind of love before and after the moon, but I don't think this is really needed, but sometimes two people occasionally stay together, that feeling is really good, maybe this is the most essential in love, but it is difficult to survive in reality.
What he needs is not the woman herself, but the satisfaction of his ideals.
Lu Junya and Ao Chuxue have gradually withdrawn from the stage of history. Recently, Chiba has been making things difficult for him, such as Xin Xiang, Zhao Shuidan, and Que Xinyue. He felt that all three of them might like him, but he didn't know what to do.
About Oxinka. Chiba's relationship with "them" is completely broken, and there will be some problems in the relationship with her, and if two single people are too deep together, it is easy to have suspicions and misunderstandings.
Chiba thought that if Xinxiang had that intention, he could say: "I treat you as myself, you are my only experiment, I have lost two important people around me, I can't lose you anymore, can I be my friend for a while, I contacted you less a while ago because I have scruples about you, you are from our class, if I talk to you, what will the girls in the class think, and the pressure you have to bear is not small." There is another point I want Junya to look up to me, I can't be with others so soon, I said that I would wait for Junya for four years. Damn, it's these unilateral vows that make me kick inflated, although that's just what I said unilaterally wishful thinking, not when the two of them were reconciled, Junya never promised me, so it didn't count, Ao Chuxue was the same, although I felt that it was okay with her, but she never promised me, and I never was with her, I met once, and I didn't care about the opinions of others. ”
Chiba thought that it would be better if Kokoka didn't have that intention.
Because what he wanted to say to Lu Junya was, "Hello! Mrs. Yuan, I am mentally prepared to enter the nursing home, so naturally I will not worry about not having a girlfriend. ”
Chiba knows a lot of things to face on her own, difficulties in studying, work, house, car, settling in the city, money needed for life, etc. As for the words of comfort and communication, it is enough to be friends.
There is also a very important point, he realized that being single will be more conducive to his struggle in the past few years, and if he bears it alone, he will become stronger, and it is too troublesome to fall in love, he is worried about that, and he is not stable in his heart.
The communication between Chiba and Xin Xiang gradually decreased, on the one hand, because he felt that only he was telling unilaterally, and Xin Xiang rarely took the initiative to tell him his own experiences and thoughts, which was very unfair to Xin Xiang, this was not a reciprocal exchange, but more like exploitation, so he didn't tell it much, on the other hand, the stabbing of the lies of the two English pen pals made their relationship an embarrassing situation, Chiba suspected that Xin Xiang might like him, so it was not easy to contact, after all, his mind was also uncertain, He also has a crush on Xinxiang, and if Xinxiang suddenly asks him if you like me, he doesn't know how to answer. And the third aspect is that he has found a new object to talk to, and Zhao Shuidan is different from Xinxiang, Chiba and her have a lot of common topics, a lot of mutual understanding, and they can support each other.