Chapter 035: Fool
After Xue Yang finished speaking, he just looked at me quietly, as if he wanted to get the answer he wanted from my mouth, but at this time, I couldn't figure out why this was, and how could I tell him the answer.
It's just that I suddenly remembered the photos I saw when I entered the white fox's room that day......
Yes, it definitely has something to do with those photos, and it is very likely that what Xue Yang saw was the person who looked exactly like me in the photos.
I took a deep breath, this is also a question that has been bothering me, but neither the white fox nor Jiang Xiaoshi seems to have any meaning to explain to me, that is to say, this problem is unsolvable for me at present.
"I'm human, I can guarantee that." I looked at Xue Yang, and finally said the answer that I was sure of, "If I really am a ghost, with your master's vast ability, it is impossible not to find out, right?" ”
When I said this, Xue Yang seemed to have figured out something, although he still looked at me with a suspicious look in his expression, but he was no longer as vigilant as he was just now.
"Okay, it's useless to dwell on this now, let's think about things about this village, whether it's a ghost market, a collapsed Buddha statue, and the hundred-meter-high baby stone statue, these are beyond my previous cognition, that is to say, the current Jiangji Village is no longer the Jiangji Village I escaped from, the changes are too great, I always have a bad premonition." I spoke.
Xue Yang glanced at me, "These things still have to wait for my master and them to come back to make it clear." ”
After chatting with Xue Yang for a while, we returned to the ancestral hall, to be honest, I didn't want to stay in the ancestral hall a little, because the smell inside was so weird, and the whole ancestral hall was filled with a disgusting smell of blood.
When I went back, I also remembered about my parents, and when I went in, I quickly found my aunt's family and walked towards them.
I don't know if it's my delusion, but after seeing me walk over, both my aunt and my cousin's expressions were a little subtle, as if they were nervous...... Or maybe it's scared.
The village chief didn't know what to say to them, and when he saw me passing, he turned to me and smiled at me, and left.
I walked up to my aunt and said straightforwardly, "Auntie, where are my parents?" Why didn't you see them? ”
My aunt looked at me, I could feel her panic, and she even trembled a little when she spoke, "Xiao Jiang, what I said to you, you must not be too sad." ”
Hearing my aunt's words, I felt a big chill in my heart, but I still only had a little illusion, thinking that maybe things weren't as bad as I thought, so I took a deep breath, "Well, you say." ”
"After you disappeared that time, your parents couldn't find you in the village, and the two of them broke into the fog alone, and until now, they haven't come back......," said the aunt and cried.
Bang!
My head is blank, how can this be?
I suddenly began to regret that if I had been able to talk to my parents while I was gone, this would not have happened.
I clenched my fists so hard that my nails sank deep into my flesh because of the exertion, and I stood there in such a daze, as if the air around me had been drained all at once, and I forgot to even cry.
Just stood there numbly.
At a loss.
began to laugh at himself in his heart, and he was still thinking about who to protect and who to protect, and in the end he couldn't even protect his parents.
Jiangliu, you are a waste!
"You have worked hard to save everyone, but we can't even protect your parents, Auntie is sorry for you!" My aunt cried louder as she spoke.
And I stood there as if I hadn't heard, like a fool, my eyes completely unfocused, hollow and godless, as if I were a dead thing.
I don't know how long it took, but someone seemed to be calling my name in the haze.
"Jiangliu!"
I was stunned for a moment, and then I saw a person in white standing in front of me, and when I saw this person, I was completely stunned, because he actually looked like me.
It's just that between his eyebrows and eyes, there is a trace of evil spirit, and just such a little change makes him look much better than me, with a mysterious temperament that makes people sink into it.
"Who are you?" I paused for a moment and asked.
"Me? My name is Zhao Lianfo, you can also call me Little Buddha. The wicked man looked at me with endless teasing in his eyes.
I was stunned for a moment, staring blankly at this person who claimed to be the little Buddha, and I didn't know what to say.
He was standing in front of me, but the people around me didn't seem to see him.
I noticed that Xue Yang was patting me beside me, making me mourn and change, but in my world, it seemed that there was only Zhao Lianfo in front of me, who claimed to be the little Buddha.
That's the one who looks exactly like me!
"You ......," I looked at the little Buddha, "what, you look like me?" ”
Zhao Lianfo smiled softly, "I'm you." ”
I was silent, not knowing what to say, and my mind became clearer and clearer, but it was empty, as if I was about to remember something, but then there was a severe headache, and I clutched my head.
"I'm just going to have a face-to-face with you today, and you don't need to pay attention to me." Zhao Lianfo smiled softly, I only felt that my head was suddenly confused, and when I came to my senses again, that Zhao Lianfo was gone.
The voice around him became clearer and clearer, "Jiang Liu, what's wrong with you?" Don't scare me! ”
This voice completely pulled my mind back, I was stunned for a moment, it was Jiang Xiaoshi's voice, I turned my head to look at Jiang Xiaoshi, probably frightened by my sluggish appearance, Jiang Xiaoshi's expression was also a little anxious.
I looked at Jiang Xiaoshi, forgot the inexplicable scene just now, and smiled bitterly at Jiang Xiaoshi, "You're here!" ”
"Hmm!" Jiang Xiaoshi nodded vigorously and said, "What happened to you just now?" ”
"It's okay......" I smiled, and even I felt that my laughter was worse than crying.
"I heard about my uncle and aunt, and I blame it, I was in a hurry to take you away that day......" As she spoke, Jiang Xiaoshi's voice trembled a little, obviously she was also very uncomfortable.
I reached out and touched her head, "It's okay, I don't blame you, I was in a hurry, besides, I don't have no relatives anymore, the people in this village are my relatives, you see, I have so many relatives, I don't have time to be sad now, and leaving with them is the most important thing." ”
"Are you really okay?" Jiang Xiaoshi looked at me and asked.
"It's fine. Don't think about it. I patted Jiang Xiaoshi on the shoulder, and also noticed that there was a white fox standing behind her, and the white fox looked at me with a hint of doubt in his eyes.
I don't know why, I didn't choose to tell them what I just saw Little Buddha, I always feel that the less people know about this thing, the better.
After saying that, I walked towards the empty corner alone, and even I felt that I was running away rather than walking, and after walking to the corner, I squatted down, hiding my body in the darkness, and my mind was completely broken, and tears fell down my eyes.
How could it be okay?
That's my parents, the parents who gave birth to me and raised me, they're gone, how can I still be okay?
It's just that I don't want Jiang Xiaoshi to feel guilty, so I forced that scene to appear.
Dad, Mom, it's all my fault, it's me who hurt you!
Tears blurred my eyes, I tried to tell myself not to cry, but the more I thought about it, the more tears could not stop flowing, at a certain moment, the slender white hand reached over to dry my tears, I looked up, just to see the pair of gentle eyes that flowed like the moonlight, the person who haunted me was standing there, silently wiping my tears.
"Fool, don't be sad alone when you're sad, although I can't help you share the discomfort, I can accompany you to feel uncomfortable."