Unwilling to compromise
When I was very young, I felt that everything I did seemed to be difficult.
The homework assigned during the summer vacation, a picture of the ideal world, can take me the whole summer until the end of the vacation, and I can complete it.
An essay, when I haven't found inspiration, is often the most uncomfortable time, thinking about everything, and then seeing the light, the previous foreshadowing, all in vain.
When writing a novel, you have to think about the name of a character for a long time, unless you can't come up with a better one, so you decide.
See, I'm a little anxious? Fortunately, I haven't always been like this, and there will be times when I can do one thing without my brain, and these two states are half and half.
I'm glad I got my name!
The old mother didn't really think much about it, so she said: Call Miao! I know that girls are rarely called Miao. My dad thought it was good, but he thought the two words were too monotonous, so he added a dream word, so my name ended up being Mengmiao. After that, everyone complimented my mom and dad on how to choose a name, because the last word of my dad's name is the root, and everyone thought it was very interesting. Only the person I named me suddenly realized in the end!
So now I feel that my name is a big fluke, and they just unintentionally inserted willows, which they themselves have admitted.
So much so that I wanted to choose a unique name for my future child in advance, but I haven't chosen it yet, and it's too entangled. Nice words, there are homophones that I hate, good-looking words, the strokes are too complicated, I am afraid that the child will collapse because of writing his own name, as for meaningful words, there is no choice, I don't know his name yet! I feel like this matter, let's talk about it later!
Sometimes my own entanglements will make me feel painful, but I can't help it, I can't change it, and because of my previous entanglements, I rarely regret what I did. Except for my brain-opening at the time, things that I feel very good can be decided and completed quickly, many things, I have to think about it, I don't like to make decisions casually, and then regret it, and I don't like to do everything, I will be on the right for a lifetime!
After doing something that you won't regret, you'll think it's fun to struggle with the previous struggles! It also makes sense!