Chapter 32 Near, Far Away
"I suddenly felt abrupt, Fang Yemei, seriously, Eleven is going to visit both parents, I haven't been mentally prepared yet, are we suitable? Will his parents accept me? Will my parents accept him? I'm so nervous, do you think I decided to go with him so quickly? ”
"Okay, don't think about it so much, people always have to love crazy once in their lives, and they will take you to meet his parents to show that he is sincere to you, and it's good to see your parents first......"
"What about you, Fang Yemei, do you have anyone you like?"
"No ......"
"Are you too ambitious? That Zhang Da is no longer possible, are you still thinking about him? I think I have to let go. ”
"That's the same, in fact, I have basically forgotten him for most of the past six months, the distance of time and space and my overly busy life have made me stop thinking about him."
"If there is a suitable one, love it, didn't you say that we have to take the initiative to love others, the feeling of loving others is different from the feeling of being loved, we can't just be loved...... You said this to me. ”
"Yes......" Fang Yemei replied, but she was a little absent-minded, she said this, but this time and that time, some love cannot be publicized, if that person you are no longer qualified to love, such as Jian Nantao, oh, how can you think of him? Do you like him?
"What are you thinking?"
"I was thinking, I may have been a little reckless in the past, it was 'newborn calves are not afraid of tigers', so I loved others so blindly. Now I find that there are a lot of things that we can't grasp, and a lot of times we can't do anything about it......"
"Hey, hey, hey, why are you suddenly sad? This is not the Fang Yemei I knew at the beginning! ”
"It's nothing, it's true, I don't think I'm qualified to really love people right now."
Fang Yemei's sad mood surprised Chen Jingling, this has changed too much, this is not like the Fang Yemei who dared to love and hate.
"My bicycle and PHS are all given to you, I have a mobile phone, Fang Yemei, don't refuse anything, okay? Treat me like an outsider too much. ”
"This doesn't work, I can use the price of a second-hand car to accept the bicycle, PHS resolutely can't ask for it, we have been AA system, and those furniture are left for me to use It is already a big advantage...... I'll be embarrassed to accept too much. Fang Yemei is most afraid of taking advantage, taking advantage will make her look down on herself.
While they were chatting, Ye Tongtong came on the phone, and after cooking the phone porridge for a while, Chen Jingling remembered to call her parents.
"What? Resigned? Aren't you doing a good job? Or foreign capital......
"If I knew I would come back so soon, I would have been home within six months, and I would have quit your job."
"Dad...... I...... Eleven brought her boyfriend to ......" In a hurry, Chen Jingling had to confess.
"What? It's only been a few months? Boyfriend? Are you crazy? ”
…… Putting down the phone, Chen Jingling became more and more worried, wondering if her action was really too impulsive.
However, it is a foregone conclusion, and we can only move forward.
Chen Jingling returned to her hometown in mid-September, and Fang Yemei sent her to the car.
Passing by the door of a small shop at the No. 1 intersection, Fang Yemei ran in.
"I'll go in and buy something."
Fang Yemei stood in the store and looked around, picking for a long time, I don't know what to buy, it's expensive, I'm shy in my pocket, it's cheap, and I can't take it, I have to buy some gifts for Chen Jingling to take home.
Fang Yemei came out with two bags of nutritional products, and smiled: "I don't know what to bring to Auntie." ”
"What? You're going to give my mom this? ”
"Well, a little thought."
"Fang Yemei! I didn't expect you to see each other like this, who are we with whom? ”
It's really ashamed to say that Fang Yemei also gritted her teeth to buy this nutritional product, alas.
"I don't like you to slap your swollen face like this, are you still worried about your bad life when you go home?"
"Don't make any noise, it'll be troublesome to miss the car, let's go."
Chen Jingling's two big luggage Fang Yemei helped her carry them, Chen Jingling was in a complicated mood all the way, and joy was mixed with sadness.
Farewell, Xiasha, farewell, the future university town, farewell, Hangzhou.
After moving to the collective dormitory, Fang Yemei had more free time. This way, she can concentrate on preparing for the self-exam.
However, Fang Yemei still had a time when her thoughts deserted, and at that time, Jian Nantao would jump into her mind inexplicably.
"Are you having trouble taking self-exams? If you need any information, just tell me, and if you want to look it up on the Internet, just come to the office. "Why does Jian Nantao care so much about himself?
"What else have you read in the past few days besides the self-examination book? Have you watched Zhang Ailing's "Half Life"? If he knew what Fang Yemei was watching, he would go back and watch it, and then look for an opportunity to discuss with Fang Yemei what he felt after reading......
Why is he so good to Fang Yemei? Fang Yemei was stunned for a moment and quickly pulled her attention back, she shook her head, trying to shake off the shadow of Jian Nantao in her mind.
"Oh no, you're not qualified to be in love, you're not qualified to be in love until you don't have any grades! Moreover...... Jian Nantao is already engaged, just like a lover who has been booked by someone else, how can he snatch it out of thin air? ”
Jian Nantao didn't know what was wrong with him, since he met Fang Yemei, he was always very strange when he fell in love with Fang Jingjing, either he was very repulsive, or he was suddenly very enthusiastic, but when he was warm, even he was surprised, his eyes and mind were full of Fang Yemei, as if it was not Fang Jingjing who was with him......
Love is a very violent emotion, and it makes people unable to control themselves.
Mao Xuebin asked for leave again, after his father passed away, the family did not seem to be at peace, and his mother encountered something difficult and asked him to go back.
As soon as Mao Xuebin left, a customer came the next day. What makes people anxious is that the mold designer is not there, but Jian Nantao can basically deal with it, and it is not a big problem to take over the business first and then hand it over to the mold designer.
It's just that this customer has high requirements, and his mold structure is complex, especially the wire cutting process, Jian Nantao actually thought of taking Fang Yemei to visit their unit. The ghost made the gods, he felt that he was really selfish in this arrangement, he wanted to be alone with Fang Yemei too much, although he usually had a little communication opportunity, but he was not free, as if there were people staring at him on all sides, and he had to be careful when he said a word.
They went by the customer's car, and Fang Yemei sat next to Jian Nantao.
Such a close contact made Fang Yemei's heart pound. Fortunately, the customer is talkative.
When I arrived at the customer's company, I looked at the texture of the sample, and Fang Yemei roughly understood how to make a complex method, in fact, no matter how complex the process is, the idea is like a math problem, it is not difficult to understand, and it is difficult to understand.
Fang Yemei nodded at Jian Nantao, indicating that she was sure of the wire cutting, and the rest was the matter of the mold designer, of course, Jian Nantao could appropriately increase the price according to the complexity of the mold.
Their visit went very smoothly, and the customer said that if the mold was satisfactory this time, the following molds would be given to Jian Nantao.
When they came back, the customer asked the driver to send them off, Jian Nantao shook his head with a smile, and joked that it was rare for them to leave the company, and they had to go back after coming out. The customer laughed out loud, and glanced at Fang Yemei with some meaning, Fang Yemei was a little annoyed by his glance, but she couldn't get angry, to be honest, she hoped in her heart that there was such an opportunity, the opportunity to stay alone with Jian Nantao.
The customer company is in Jiubao, and it takes nearly 20 minutes to walk from the company to Jiubao bus station, and then get off at Xiasha Xingfuqiao Station, and it takes nearly 30 minutes to walk back to the company. But what they enjoyed most was the nearly hour-long walk. It's like deliberately slowing down.
They have a common discourse, a common dream, they both love to read, they all love to comment on current affairs, and their inner world is equally colorful......
They talked about the world, all over the world, unrestrained, sometimes bursting into laughter, sometimes silent, but they really couldn't be silent, and when they were silent, the feeling of panic and excitement would come over them, so that he did not dare to look at her, and she did not dare to look at him.
On the way out of Jiubao, there was no one in the alley passed, and people went to work, Jian Nantao suddenly stopped, and Fang Yemei also stopped.
The air froze suddenly, and only the sound of each other's rapid breathing could be heard.
"I really like you, can I hug you?" Jian Nantao finally spoke, and he mustered his strength, if he didn't open his mouth, he wouldn't have a chance, wouldn't he?
"Hmm......" Fang Yemei nodded, she couldn't tell what kind of feelings she had for Jian Nantao, like a mentor, like a big brother, and like a friend, oh, can you put him in the category of confidantes?
A wonderful feeling spread around them the moment their bodies touched it......
Jian Nantao hugged Fang Yemei, and really wanted to just keep hugging her, or take her to escape from the world and go to a place where no one knew them. Jian Nantao felt uncomfortable, unspeakably uncomfortable.
"I hurt you, I should have hidden this feeling in my heart, but I didn't hide it, I couldn't hide it...... Fang Yemei, can we really do it? ”
Fang Yemei shook her head, she prefers this feeling of being a friend, not entangled, not possessive, not suffering from gains and losses, a little less than a lover, and a little deeper than a friend......
"Huh......" A speeding motorcycle woke them up, Jian Nantao let go of Fang Yemei and smiled.
They continued to walk forward, they didn't know that at this time, Fang Jingjing in the company had gone crazy.
Walking out of the alley, they talked and laughed again, still talking about some unrealistic topics, such as music, painting, and novels...... Because of the pleasure, they felt that the journey was too short, and they couldn't go back and go again.
At first glance, Fang Yemei is not particularly beautiful, but she is very attractive, her appearance sometimes does not match her inner world, she looks petite and exquisite, delicate and friendly, but her heart is fanatical and wild...... Her thoughts made her want to rush out of her body, wave her arms, and shout: I'm coming!