Chapter 141: Alive

When Ling Ling woke up, she found that she was lying on the bed in her room, and she had changed into clean clothes, and there was a faint soothing fragrance left in the air, I don't know what Huo Yun's situation is now, she lifted the quilt and hurriedly rushed out of the door.

As soon as she went out, Mu Feng and Ah Qi, who were waiting in the small courtyard, stopped her.

"Young Sect Master!"

"Ah Qi, how is the door master now? Woke up? Ling Ling immediately stepped forward to inquire about the situation.

Ah Qi shook his head, "The white-haired master beside His Royal Highness King Jing said that it may take a few days for the door master to wake up, and the young door master does not have to worry, the master said that the door master is no longer in serious trouble, but it needs a long time of cultivation." ”

Ling Ling then remembered what Wei Fanhua had said to her before she fell asleep, and her mood eased a little, "What about King Jing and that master?" ”

"Cousin King Jing has returned home, and the master has also left with him, and he has taken someone from you." Mu Feng looked at Ling Ling with a smile on his face.

"Brought someone? Who? ”

"Go back to the young master. It's the grandma from Mingcheng, she also asked Ah Qi to convey the young master, she found the old man, and went to reminisce about the old days, so you don't have to worry. ”

Ling Ling was a little puzzled, grandma and her master were old acquaintances? Could it be to catch up with Bai Feiye?

She shook her head and asked, "How is Glory doing now?" ”

Ah Qi replied, "Glory's injury has eased, and Miss Jinrong is taking care of him every step of the way." ”

Confirming that Huo Yun and Glory were not in danger of their lives, Ling Ling was more than half relieved, she looked at Mu Feng,

"Where's the wonderful sound?"

Mu Feng shrugged helplessly. Pointing to Ah Qi,

"Ask her, she's better here than I am."

"What the young master is asking about the girl that Mu Feng brought back from the previous prince?"

Ling Ling nodded, Ah Qi sighed slightly, took out a silk scarf full of dirt and dust, and handed it to Ling Ling.

"This is the silk scarf that fell from Mu Feng's hand when he brought her back, and the girl locked herself in the house for a long time, and no one wanted to see her."

Ling Ling looked at the messy silk scarf in his hand, embroidered with two beautiful words,

"Pleasure ......"

She said softly, and an apology suddenly rose in her heart,

"Ah Qi, take me to her."

Ah Qi took Ling Ling to Qu Miaoyin's house. Ling Ling picked up the food box and medicine bowl placed at the door, and knocked lightly on the door.

"Miaoyin, it's me."

There was silence for a long time, and when they all thought that Qu Miaoyin would not open the door, the door moved slightly, revealing a crack.

Ling Ling gestured to Mu Feng and Ah Qi behind him, the two of them took a few steps back, Ling Ling took the things in his hand and walked into the house lightly.

The doors and windows of the house were closed, and in late autumn it felt a little stuffy, and there were still some flower petals floating on the water surface in the corner of the bathtub, and the light fragrance of flowers was scattered in the air.

Qu Miaoyin, who was thinly dressed, was curled up in a corner of the bed, hugging her knees, looking at Ling Ling cautiously.

Ling Ling put the food box on the table, walked to the edge of the bed with the medicine bowl and sat down, and whispered to Qu Miaoyin in the corner,

"Come, drink the medicine."

Qu Miaoyin looked at the soft and beautiful face beside the bed, the light from the window spilled into the room and draped over Ling Ling's body, just like the person who was on horseback in the woods for the first time and stretched out his hand to her......

Even if she knew that she was a daughter, Qu Miaoyin could never forget the throbbing in her heart, as long as she saw her face, Ling Xunhuan's appearance would automatically appear in her mind, the handsome boy she had been obsessed with.

The soft and delicate voice came into Qu Miaoyin's ears, she couldn't resist, and slowly moved to the side of the bed, but she didn't have the courage to get closer, and always kept a distance from Ling Ling, lowering her head and not daring to look at her.

Ling Ling approached her with the bowl, ignoring the slight trembling of her whole body, and brought the medicine to her lips,

"It's all over, drink the medicine, and only then can you recover as soon as possible."

Qu Miaoyin's hands trembled slightly, took the bowl in Ling Ling's hand, and quietly drank the medicine little by little.

Looking at her like this, Ling Ling felt guilty in her heart, and the immersion drama in Mingcheng made her the focus of attention. Qu Miaoyin should have had a better life, if she hadn't been selected to bring her back to Longyunmen, a series of things would not have happened......

Ling Ling stared at her with heavy eyes, his eyebrows furrowed, "I'm sorry......"

The people around him were slightly stunned, lowering their heads as if they were about to bury themselves in the bowl, and Ling Ling felt even more guilty in his heart.

"Everything started because of me, and I only cared about myself and ignored the feelings of others. I'm sorry. ”

"Thank you...... Saved me twice. ”

With her head down, her voice was hoarse and weak, and Qu Miaoyin slowly raised her head, revealing her eyes as calm as water. She stared intently at the floor,

"If you hadn't saved me from Li Si's hands that day, I'm afraid I would have been out of this world for a long time. It was your impression that made me find my purpose in life, and all my achievements came from you...... I am to blame for what I am today, and everyone can see it, but I should have known it to myself...... You've never seen me ......"

Tears kept rolling down her eyes, and her voice was intermittent and trembling,

"I should be the one who says I'm sorry, if not me...... You won't be plotted against that game...... If I hadn't had the courage to stand up and identify him, what happened today wouldn't have happened......"

Complicated emotions came to her heart, everything that happened to her in the alley had already made her loveless, and she could look at Ling Ling before she died. It was already the greatest gift to her.

Qu Miaoyin had a thought in her heart, and suddenly smashed the medicine bowl in her hand, holding the remaining fragments in her hand and slashing it towards her neck......

The fragments of the medicine bowl fell to the ground and shattered, and there was a pain in her wrist, Qu Miaoyin looked at Ling Ling who stopped her in time with teary eyes,

"I'm already like this, what's the point of living......"

"If you die, I'll be guilty for the rest of my life. Just think that I am selfish, your life is saved by me, and it is up to me to decide whether to live or die. ”

She got up and brought a clean coat and gently draped it over Qu Miaoyin's shoulders.

"Forgetting is the best option, even if it is very difficult, but only by forgetting can there be a new life."

Ling Ling simply cleaned up the debris on the ground, put the food in the food box on the table one by one, and when she opened the door, she turned around and added,

"Some people will do anything to live, some people swallow their anger in order to live, they do everything they can to live. Miao Yin, alive, is better than anything else. ”

In the past, she never thought that she would kill someone; Now she is taking a person's life, but it is not uncommon for her. Ling Ling hates killing people and doesn't like the smell of blood, but there is no so-called human life in this world, she is full of blood, isn't it also to live?

She pushed the door open and left, leaving Qu Miaoyin alone in the house.

house. Qu Miaoyin stared at the closed door in a daze, and every word Ling Ling had said to her lingered in her mind.

After a long time, she slowly got out of bed, walked to the table, and poured the remaining warm food on the table into her mouth one by one.

……

Ling Ling redeployed the defenses of the other garden. After confirming that it was safe, the tense nerves relaxed slightly, and suddenly remembered that Master Prosperous came to Night City, and she was hurriedly pulled by her to save people as soon as they met, and she hadn't greeted him well until now, as an apprentice, she should go to find him in person. But......

remembered that Wei Fanhua was in King Jing's Mansion, and this morning's imperial list posted the news that Bai Feiye was about to marry the princess...... Breaking into the palace before was to save people's hearts, but if she visited again, she really couldn't find a proper emotion.

Didn't you just fall in love and lose a love? Why is it so difficult to let go from the heart?

"You're finally here."

Mu Feng's voice interrupted Ling Ling's contemplation, and she came back to her senses to see Mu Feng dressed in a dark red brocade robe lazily leaning against the door of the small courtyard where she lived.