Chapter 84
After Lin Huaizhu finished saying that, time fell silent as if it stood still.
Wen Yun, who was hiding on the side, still didn't say anything, her brain was now a mess of twine, she didn't know how to react, she couldn't deceive herself that Xu Changge and Lin Huaizhu were not alone.
Qin Muyu didn't say anything about Xu Changge's death that year, and even more so, Qin Jianglan only knew that the female demon cultivator he didn't have time to save back then was the one who brought Qin Muyu up and sent him to the Taichu Gate, and he didn't know anything else, not as much as she knew.
And right now, Lin Huaizhu not only has a lot of similarities with Xu Changge, but she also knows a lot of things about Xu Changge.
So, is Lin Huaizhu really Xu Changge?
Wen Wan furrowed his brows and thought for a while.
If it was really Xu Changge, then how did she resurrect to this girl named Lin Huaizhu? Is it a snatch?!
Wen Wan guessed this possibility, but after her analysis, she felt that it should not be.
Qin Jianglan suffered greatly from the seizure back then, and he was particularly sensitive to this aspect, coupled with the fact that the Liangyi Peak Guardian Spirit Beast Bai Yao Demon Venerable Cultivation was profound, it was difficult to hide it from Lin Huaizhu's current cultivation as a soul body.
So what the hell is going on?!
Xu Changan didn't know that the person standing in front of him was Lin Huaizhu at this time, he just listened to her words, and a strange feeling suddenly rose in his heart.
She said that it was for him that she would stick to the desert for three days until the last moment of her life.
Is this an explanation, is it an explanation...... Xu Changge ...... to him
Xu Changan's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and he couldn't help but have a glimmer of hope in his heart, and looked at her with burning eyes.
"Chang Xiao'an, I forgot to tell you......" Lin Huaizhu didn't notice his eyes, she just felt that the surroundings were too quiet, and the atmosphere seemed to be a little solidified, so she thought about pulling a random topic to talk about, and after thinking about it, she couldn't help but tell him the secret she had hidden in her heart, "I'm going to have a double monk!" ”
"What?" Xu Changan was stunned for a moment, his face was a little ugly.
Also surprised was Wen Yun, but she quickly covered her mouth to prevent herself from making a sound.
"I mean, I'm going to have a double monk!" Lin Huaizhu thought that he really didn't hear clearly, so he repeated it again.
Xu Changan was silent, and then asked, "Who is it?" ”
If you look closely, you can see that Xu Changan is stiff, because he is clenching his fists too hard, causing his fingertips to be a little white.
"That's it...... It is...... Well, you know someone too! ”
"I know that too?" Xu Changan was stunned, and many names flashed in his mind at that moment, but he didn't know which one it was, he said with some self-deprecation, "I thought I would dream of you because I missed you too much, but I didn't expect to have such a ridiculous dream." ”
He still regarded all this as a dream, and Lin Huaizhu didn't know how to explain it to him to let him let go of his demons, which made her a little distressed.
"Someone you like?" Xu Changan suddenly chuckled and said with a look of disbelief, "Although I don't know why I have such a dream, but Chang Xiaoge, the closest person to you is me, if you want to say that you like it, it is only me." ”
Seeing his confident look, Lin Huaizhu couldn't help but roll his eyelids and said, "That was also before you went to Taichumen, after you went to Taichumen, we haven't been in touch for a long time, how do you know who else is close to me." ”
Hearing her mention the Taichumen, Xu Changan's expression changed suddenly, and he looked a little distorted in the moonlight, "Yes, it's because of the Taichumen, if I hadn't gone to the Taichumen, it would have been good if I had cultivated the Demon Dao like you at that time, ...... like this."
"Chang Xiaoan!" Lin Huaizhu was shocked when he saw that he was starting to become crazy, and instantly raised his voice and shouted, calling his confused mind back.
"It can't go on like this, you have to hurry up and solve it quickly, this phantom array is pervasive, as long as he catches the slightest opportunity to shake his mind, he will drill hard, his current mood is not right, if it drags on for a long time, I am afraid that he will really be swallowed by the phantom array, and it will be too late!" Yin Li looked at his situation and reminded anxiously.
Lin Huaizhu also knew this, she was also very anxious, but she didn't know what Xu Changan's demons were, and she couldn't prescribe the right medicine.
Seeing that his situation was getting worse and worse, and the whole person exuded a cold aura, Lin Huaizhu gritted his teeth and decided to take this opportunity to say what he had been holding back for so many years, so that his guilt and remorse could be a little less, "Chang Xiaoan, do you know, I'm actually very scared ......"
Xu Changan raised his head and looked at her with a messy breath, full of puzzlement: "What are you afraid of?" ”
"I'm actually scared when you go to contact the monks in the city......"
Xu Changan's face froze.
"I don't know if I can stop the beast tide, I don't know if you can arrive in time, I'm even more afraid that my appearance will make your brothers and sisters have a side view of you, making it difficult for you to move forward in the sect, I'm afraid that I will affect you......"
Xu Changan's face was pulled down, looking a little stern, this serious appearance was vaguely similar to Qin Jianglan, he couldn't help but scolded in a low voice: "Why didn't you tell me when you were scared!" If you do, I won't leave you alone! What else is there that doesn't ...... involved?"
Lin Huaizhu didn't give him this opportunity to finish, she interrupted with a strong attitude: "These are not what I am most afraid of, what I am most afraid of is that you think I am a burden, in the few days of waiting, I think about whether you have forgotten me, why not, obviously Xiliangcheng is only a hundred kilometers away from me, and a half-day back and forth is enough, but why haven't you arrived yet, I have been holding such thoughts until the last day, but at the moment before I died, what I thought was, fortunately, you didn't come, Fortunately, my Chang'an didn't come......"
Lin Huaizhu's eyes were gentle, and he said with a smile in the corner of his eyes, Xu Changan looked at her, his lips moved, but he didn't know what to say, he could only listen to her quietly, and the riotous aura on his body was much calmer.
"Chang'an, you know how much I want to practice spirituality, and how much I envy people who have spiritual roots, even if it's just five spiritual roots, but I don't even have this qualification, I can only practice the Demon Dao. The people in the Demon Dao are all living in the dark, they can't see people, and they will never be able to walk in the crowd openly, so how envious I know it, don't say that you are going to cultivate the Demon Dao in the future, it will make me feel heart-wrenching, my Chang'an, is to live in the sun wantonly, instead of being in the company of the mountains and forests all day long, hiding from the crowd! ”
Xu Changan had no way to refute this passage, of course he knew how much Xu Changge wanted to practice spirituality, and when she learned that he was the rarest Heavenly Spirit Root, she was even more excited and excited than him, and she couldn't wait to celebrate with the whole world.
Xu Changan lowered his head and replied in a muffled voice: "I know, I won't say such things again in the future, I thought ...... I thought you didn't want to see me again, so it didn't appear in my dreams once in so many years. ”
He didn't want Xu Changge to be unhappy, and he didn't want Xu Changge to be sad, he always thought that she was angry because he didn't arrive in time, so he refused to come to see him in his dream.
So he assumed in his heart more than once that it would be good if he also practiced the Demon Dao, he would be by her side and never leave, so that she would not be alone, and maybe she would not die at that time.
Such an assumption became stronger and stronger in his heart, until finally it became his unbreakable inner demon, turning into an obsession that tightly bound him.
"Chang Xiao'an, it's time for you to wake up, you know very well in your own heart, this is an illusion, a world built by your demons, that Chang Xiaoge is fake, if you continue to indulge in it, you will forget everything, including everything you live in Mutou Mountain, do you want to give up the Chang Xiaoge that once existed for a fake Chang Xiaoge?"
"Of course not!" Xu Changan was shocked, raised his head suddenly, and blurted out.
How could Chang Xiaoge be replaced by a fake, he would never allow it!
"In that case, then you should hurry up and sober up."
As soon as the words fell, a look of confusion appeared on Xu Changan's face, and it could be seen that he was at a loss in his heart: "Chang Xiaoge...... If you go out, won't you never see you again? ”
"Of course not!" Lin Huaizhu said in a very firm tone, "In the corner you don't know, I'm also living well, maybe one day, we will meet again!" ”
"Really...... That's good......" Xu Changan stood in place, his slender and straight body stood straight, he looked at the person in front of him, a faint warmth finally appeared in his eyes, this smile seemed to be able to hear the sound of ice melting, and the demons that had been haunting him for many years also dissipated little by little at this time.
It was at that moment that Lin Huaizhu was finally able to match the person in front of her with the young man in the depths of her memory, she stared at him, even if her face was covered with a veil, she could still feel her joy from the bottom of her heart.
With Xu Changan's low sentence of "Goodbye, long little song", a gust of wind suddenly blew on the flat ground around, the shadows of the trees swayed, their long hair fluttered in the wind, and the hem of their clothes hunted and flew.
Xu Changan still looked at her closely, he believed that the person in front of him was the person he was thinking about, even if he didn't see her face clearly from beginning to end, but his familiarity with Chang Xiaoge could be said to be engraved in his bones, and it was impossible to admit his mistake.
Therefore, he looked at her deeply, wanting to firmly engrave her in the depths of his memory, and never forget it again.
Suddenly, his gaze froze, and he stayed on her neck, a small wooden comb, and before he had time to doubt in his heart, the world in front of him completely collapsed, and his last memory stayed on the small wooden comb, and then he passed out.
As the world shook, Lin Huaizhu also swayed, she subconsciously closed her eyes when the sky above her head fell, and when she opened her eyes again, people had already appeared in the main hall of the golden palace.
Before she could recover her strength, a cold female voice behind her frightened her body, her heart was beating, a thin layer of cold sweat appeared on her back, her face became pale at once, and she couldn't control the trembling of her fingers and the cold tips of her fingertips.
"Should I call you Lin Huai Zhulin girl? Or do you call you Xu Changge? ”
Lin Huaizhu slowly turned around and saw Qin Muyu lying on the ground, standing next to her, Wen Wan with a cold face.