Chapter Ninety-Three: There Is No Reason for Feelings
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Sang Yuan and the others did not go home at this time, but went to the wooden house on the top of the mountain.
It can be said that Sang Yuan was carried up the mountain by Xi Shao, and his whole person was quiet.
Xi Shao thought that he remembered the past, you must know that in the previous life, he was more excessive than the young master Qiu!
"Xi Shao, why do you like me?" Suddenly, the person who had been silent opened his mouth, but the person did not move, and remained quiet.
"Probably, you're the first person to hit me!" Xi Shao's heartbeat skipped a beat, thinking back to the past, the change in his opinion of him did start from the first time he hit him.
Since then, I have been tossing with him vigorously, wanting to see how he reacts, wanting other expressions on his calm face, and wanting him to ......
Then, he suddenly realized that what he wanted was him!
However, it is clear that he himself does not accept it!
Unable to admit the fact that he wanted him, he went out and did a lot of nonsense, but he was bored with food, even just to vent.
Later, even venting couldn't satisfy his desire for him, so he told him his sincerity in the twilight, hoping to get his forgiveness, but he didn't want him to die directly, so that he couldn't get an answer and chose to accompany him.
Who knew that it was reborn again!
"I don't see that you still have masochistic tendencies!" Sang Yuan moved into his arms and seemed to smile.
Xi Shao didn't dare to look at it, but hugged him tightly with both hands, for fear that he would run away. "You're just such a hurdle in your life, if you're abused, you'll be abused!"
In this life, everything is different from the previous life, and he also knows what happiness is. That kind of feeling was something he could rarely feel in his previous life!
Of course, he also blames himself for always dying.
Now it seems that he was naΓ―ve to death all his life!
"I am your kan, but you are my calamity, and you have chased me in this world!" Even at the beginning, he thought about what it would be like when he said goodbye, but he didn't want him to pretend to be good!
Sang Yuan thought of the timing of his appearance when he was a child, and every time he cried cheekily, he sighed unconsciously. In his previous life, where could he see a tear?
Even if a loved one died, he was never moved!
"I'm so glad I did! I've always been afraid that you won't like me, even if I saw you when I was a child, I didn't dare to make you angry, for fear that you wouldn't want me. β
Xi Shao remembered that he was frightened when he was a child, every time he was looking forward to it and empty-hearted, it was his ability not to drive him crazy!
"When you see those two people, do you remember us before?" A weak heart is a weak heart, but when people are in their arms, they still ask when they are afraid.
"yes, it's like it, isn't it?" Sang Yuan replied angrily in his arms.
I thought I was here to seek revenge, but I didn't want it to be the emotional problem of those two people, a group of them were really frightened! However, if you dare to say that about him and don't give them a little hardship, he is not Sang Yuan!
"It's very similar, but the identity is a bit reversed. You used to beat me, and now you beat me. "For Young Master Qiu to do something to Mo Wen, Xi Shao lit a wax for him.
Isn't being ruthless to the person you like pushing people farther and farther?
I didn't do anything too much, otherwise it would really be a knot that I couldn't untie for a lifetime!
Just like when he and Sang Yuan were at the beginning, they couldn't reconcile until they were old.
If it weren't for the chance to be reborn, they would probably be ghosts and wouldn't be at ease, right?
"That's what you owe a beating!" Sang Yuan moved his hand and pinched the meat that he could pinch. Hearing Xi Shao inhale slightly, he let go of his hand.
No one can help them with their own feelings, let alone the feelings of others?
"Sang Yuan, why do you like me? Obviously, you can completely ignore our ......" Seeing him answer, Xi Shao asked another question.
"Look at you, pitiful!" Sang Yuan was still buried in his arms, but his hand touched the place he had just pinched and rubbed it gently.
Xi Shao couldn't laugh or cry, obviously he was the most pitiful one when he was sold to their family, right?
"I know what you think, but when I sell it to your house, I have food and clothing, and my mother is very good to me, and you will help me if you bully me, which is something I didn't dare to think about before. You certainly don't know, you are used to pain, and you will be moved by the slightest goodness. β
"When I sold it to your family, I felt liberated, and my eldest brother taught me to read and write, which completely changed my world. How could I get out of that home without you? β
Sang Yuan felt that there were too many things in this world that he couldn't understand, but as long as others gave him a little kindness, he would still feel that this world was very good.
"I thought at the time, because you were ridiculed for being moldy for eight lifetimes! Everyone wants to marry their daughters-in-law, but I want to marry you. Later, when I recalled the words that those people ridiculed, I realized that it was not me who they were laughing at, and I was very angry. Perhaps, at that time, I felt that you should not bear that, but I didn't realize it. β
Xi Shao felt that in his previous life, he was actually very protective. Anyone who laughed at Sang Yuan was laughing at him, so he didn't want him to follow him. It's just that at that time, how could he understand?
Reaching out and grabbing the hand he was rubbing on him, intersecting his ten fingers, Xi Shao somewhat wished that time would stand still.
"Actually, I don't like you that much, I just feel very unwilling...... Later, I learned a lot of things, and I had to take care of you, and gradually, I found that everything was centered on you, and then I didn't know who to like. β
Sang Yuan clenched his hands, secretly exerting himself, feeling a slight pain, and still didn't want to let go.
"At first, I just took care of you, and then I was busy helping the Xi family up, and finally life was good, and the mulberry garden was established, and I was wondering if I could leave. Every time I'm alone, I think about what I'm going to do and where I'm going. But every time I leave home, I think, wouldn't it be nice if you didn't see me, and then I didn't want to leave. β
When he was in San's house, his greatest wish was to leave that home. After he really left, he felt that it was good to leave. But after Xi's house, he began to be confused.
At first, he may not understand what it means to marry a man, but as people outside look at him, he understands that it is not a good thing.
Even after there was only one adult man left in the Xi family, Xi Shao, he understood how intolerable they were to marry a man.
It's just that compared to the sins he suffered in the Sang family, he felt much better.
Because, he has been bullied, it turns out that he can also protect others!
Also, the eldest sister-in-law and second sister-in-law who will worry about him, and even the little children of the Xi family.
A drop of water is a spring in return, that was the only thought he thought of after watching Xi's father and Xi's mother's eldest brother and second brother bear the responsibility that did not belong to them without hesitation.
They did not shirk any responsibility, nor did they let him suffer for them, but only begged him to take care of Xi Shao. Obviously, Xi Shao is so bad, but they left him the hope of life. It's like their family, he is wrong to even drink an extra sip of water!
He didn't understand how the gap between people could be so big.
Thankfully, he left that home!
"I know you'll show up when I make trouble, so every time you go out, I deliberately make a fuss, and then seeing you come back in a hurry is a special sense of accomplishment! I thought I just wanted to make you angry, but I didn't want you to leave......"
Xi Shao also felt that he had been naΓ―ve for so long, obviously wanting to see him, but always making things difficult for him after he appeared. His life is so short, he didn't dare to tell the truth until the end, but it was too late......
Luckily, he found him again!
"Humph! I didn't admit it when I asked you before! I've been beaten so many times, and I haven't grown up at all except for scolding, but I'm willing to listen to your nonsense! If you die, then I seem to lose some value. β
Sang Yuan raised his head angrily and looked at the affectionate person in front of him, which was completely incomparable to the arrogant person in his previous life. When he was about to come up, he buried it again.
Xi Shao kissed him and leaned his head on his head. "Haven't I been obedient enough all these years?"
"Aren't you a thief?" The corners of Sang Yuan's mouth, which was buried in his chest, curled slightly.
"Nothing! How is it not false? Pretending to be clever is still empty! If you don't want me one day, I'll probably have to go to the next life to find you! Xi Shao answered very exaggeratedly, but he really didn't have a bottom.
Relying on the other party's liking to act arbitrarily, he has already experienced it in his previous life, and in this life, there is nothing wrong with being an honest kraft candy!
"You're thinking too much!" Seeing that he had even thought about the next life, Sang Yuan was speechless. Moved his head and pushed him away. "We're back."
Xi Shao found an opportunity to seal his mouth and be triumphant.
Sang Yuan stared at him without moving, and Xi Shao could only let go of him, looking helpless.
Seeing this, Sang Yuan smiled and pulled him home triumphantly, holding his hand tightly with his fingers intersecting.
When the people of the Xi family and Jin Fengshu saw them come back, their hearts were relieved. At about ten o'clock in the evening, Zhan Feng appeared at home and told Sang Yuan that everyone in Sang Yuan had been taken away by him, even the young master Qiu.
As for Mo Wen, because Zhao Hu greeted him, he didn't take it away.
Sang Yuan was about to sleep, so he nodded, didn't care about him, and didn't express his opinion.
Zhan Feng was immediately happy and asked, "Don't you want to know where I took them?" β
"As long as you clean up, what do you want to take with me?" There are some things that are done privately and by the military, and the nature is completely different! Sang Yuan is sleepy, where can he care about an unrelated person?
He's not a savior, he doesn't have so many rotten intentions!
"Tsk! I knew you had won my heart! I'll also go to the enemy's side to knock and knock, and the guns I confiscated are enough for them to drink a pot!" Zhan Feng obviously didn't want him to sleep.
Sang Yuan was also instantly sleepy after hearing this, looking at the smile on his face, he only mourned for Young Master Qiu. But he had to say: "Don't let people focus on the house." β
"Don't worry, I definitely didn't come forward in this matter. Even if it's you, I'm afraid you'll be blackshot! "Zhan Feng is the only one who has experienced a life-and-death struggle, although Sang Yuan has also had it, but only once, so even if he is good, Zhan Feng is not at ease!
"Well, don't let your parents worry, I'm going to sleep, you rush back in the dust, and go to rest!"