I feel sour even when I hit myself

If you scold me, just because you don't know me, and people who know me will beat me!

At first I saw this sentence, I shook my shoulders and seemed to ...... It's like saying bad things about me. However, it wasn't because I was really beaten, but because it touched my own heart.

Because, I think about it so much, I want to hit myself, and I even feel sore and waste of strength even hitting myself.

I'm sick again!

I can't tolerate a single thing in my heart, and this is exactly what it is: I haven't put on new clothes for my novel yet!

At first, in order to treat his tangled disease, he took the title of the book casually, and in an instant, he felt that he was gently fluttering, and the stone in his heart fell to the ground, and then, I also comforted myself with the simple title of the book. It seems like the stupid person who holds a leaf to cover his eyes, but I actually know very well that although it is a little simpler, it doesn't matter, it is enough for me to like it myself, even if it is not enough to attract readers with the title.

As a result, their appearance has now become a hurdle in my heart, and for this reason, I have been in a state of depression since the beginning of the morning...... It's not in the state yet......

I don't know who said: "If you don't suffer from one or two diseases now, you're embarrassed to say that you are a young man/woman in literature and art!" ”

The person who said this must not be sick! Acne grows on someone else's face, how can you, a person who has not been injured, know? Though...... I haven't had a breakout.

I'm wasting my time, I'm wasting my life! Think about it, let a person with difficulty in choosing and obsessive-compulsive disorder get entangled in a matter no matter how big or how small, and go to the last step, the tears and sweat of the hardships, people who don't understand it really won't understand!

In my brain, tornadoes swept through all my brain cells countless times, and although I didn't do anything, I was also physically and mentally exhausted! So, I didn't do anything all morning! While looking at the watch, my heart hurts, I have a headache, I look at the cover I made and sigh, and I look at the sky in a daze......

I have a clear sense of time, and the wasted time leaves me with a sense of guilt one after another!

I often let myself be in a state of pain that I can't see at will, and it's even more helpless, there are always one or two people who don't look at you, as if they are deliberately looking for fault with you......

Things are already on the horizon! You can't bother yourself, can you? It's nothing more than no change. It's just that you have to go through the dying struggle, and you feel "dead" before you are willing! I've also figured it out, the cover made by the website always feels like something is missing in my heart? In this regard, I am ready to make my own cover for my new book in the future, and I will not completely borrow software and draw it myself.

That's what I do, do what I like in my own way, and make what I like my own!