Chapter 116: Don't You Want to Die?
In fact, just like Lu Yun said, no one thought that drinking coffee would cause acute gastroenteritis, and she herself would not have the intention of making herself sick before drinking it.
It's just that it's okay to stay up for a while, and it's really not a matter of taking painkillers or not, and his father's mentality when he told his colleague out of a certain vanity that he didn't need to add medicine didn't care about her life or death.
Even her grandmother said: A person will be sick and hospitalized, and we need to endure the pain, and each of us needs to get used to and bear it, so that our life can continue.
It's one thing to get used to it, but it's an unavoidable fact to feel distressed and uncomfortable.
The man in front of him, every pain she felt was like a wound on his heart, and what she was best at was to draw another wound before his wound was completely healed, and she used her body and mind to hurt him tirelessly, and he felt that it might take him a lifetime to deal with this habit of hers.
The sound insulation in the hospital is not good, the sound of walking in the middle of the night is a little frequent, Lu Yao has a low-grade fever, and he can't sleep very well, and he was woken up again not long after he fell asleep.
The light in the duty room had been turned off, and she almost didn't realize where she was for a while, and subconsciously reached out to press her stomach, but she didn't expect to touch a hand.
The hand gripped her back as she panicked and tried to retreat, his eyes fixed on her face in the darkness.
Even if she couldn't see anything, she could clearly feel the unique sight that fell on her.
"No wonder I haven't been steady, I always feel like something is pressing on me, making me always breathless, it turns out to be you...... hands. Lu Yao was probably really too good to be better, and he began to die again, and he couldn't help but chuckle out loud after saying this.
But Lu Junfeng was not as annoyed and angry as she imagined, or he directly came to "overwhelm and kicked" and put it into action, his indifferent reaction made Lu Yao a little embarrassed, like a cross talk shaker shook off a burden but no one came to praise him, it was very desolate.
Just as he was about to try to sleep a little longer, his voice came from the darkness.
"Lu Yao, don't you want to die?"
Every time she did something wrong and died on her head, he didn't have a good face for her, but he rarely really spoke sharply, but his words made people tremble when they heard it.
The sentence "I'm sorry" choked in Lu Yao's throat.
"Shhh," Lu Junfeng raised a finger and tapped it on Lu Yao's lips, his voice coming into her ears clearly from the darkness, "Don't say 'I'm sorry', you should never say these three words to me." And the life you don't want, it's mine. ”
Lu Yao and Lu Junfeng rushed into each other's arms almost at the same time, hugging the other party with all their might!
All the words and reasons that are buried in the depths of my heart, all those words and reasons that must be kept silent or can be understated, are all vented freely and vividly in such an unspoken embrace.
He had asked her more than once, "Ah Yao, do you like me?" Can you stay for me? ”
She told him countless times, "We will never be together!" ”
But they know each other's hearts far better than themselves, they know but don't say it, they can only use the temperature of the other party's body to really feel this person.
This night, they smashed two similar hearts and kneaded them together, at this moment, they just wanted to imprison each other firmly in their arms.
Early the next morning, Lu Yao insisted on taking the exam, and Lu Yun had to drive them to school.
After the exam in the afternoon, Lu Junfeng took her back to the hospital by taxi, after a day and a night, the acute gastritis has stopped, but Lu Yao has been suffering from a low-grade fever, although it is not serious enough to use medicine, but even a few tenths of a degree can make people weak and uncomfortable.
Lu Yao was stiff this time, not only did he finish the two examination rooms, but he also went for a gastroscopy after the exam, and the whole examination was soft, and he stood against the wall for a long time before recovering a little strength.
After that, she also rejected Lu Junfeng's proposal to borrow a wheelchair, and walked back to the observation room by herself with his arm to continue hanging water.
At seven o'clock, the observation room of the hospital was overcrowded, and all those with fever, diarrhea, and cough were crowded into this closed chase shop.
Even Lu Yun and Lu Junfeng couldn't stand it, and wanted to take her to the doctor's duty room, but she was very stubborn, retorting that they didn't have much money like these patients, how could they be treated specially?
It's rare for her to be so "high-spirited", and they didn't dampen her enthusiasm.
It's just that Lu Junfeng looked around, and always felt that she was afraid that she was not well from her own illness, and she didn't know what virus she would be infected with when she went back.
The next day, taking the English and physics exams, Lu Yao took advantage of Lu Junfeng to go out to buy food and secretly brought earplugs to make a few English listening papers, I don't know which one suddenly opened the window in the observation room without public morality, and a cold wind blew violently inside, Lu Yao didn't expect that a few papers on his lap were blown everywhere by the wind.
She couldn't pick it up with a needle hanging in her hand, and she was worried that if she waited for Lu Junfeng to come back, she would definitely have to be stepped on on the test paper, but fortunately, her paper was safe and sound, because when someone passed by, she saw a few papers scattered on the ground and picked them up for her.
"Thank you." Lu Yao took off the earphones and reached out to take the volume.
"You did it?" After the man picked up the scroll on the ground, he didn't immediately return it to Lu Yao, but took it in his hand and looked at it.
"Hmm."
"That's amazing, all right." The man smiled approvingly as he handed the scroll to Lu Yao.
Lu Yao looked at the man's face carefully and hesitated, "We'...... Ever seen it? ”
The man probably didn't expect Lu Yao to know him anymore, a trace of surprise flashed on his face, and then he smiled at her and nodded at her with relief, "They said that you are a very conceited person and look down on people a little, it seems that they are not wrong." ”
The meaning of this man's words sounded a little harsh, but the tone of his words seemed to be a kind of joking joke, as if to say, "You are a funny person."
"Hey, in fact, I really hate to have to know you, as long as I think of being used by Gao Le to harm you at that time, I feel so uncomfortable."
As soon as she mentioned Gao Le, Lu Yao already remembered who she was.
She took over her class and became the piano accompanist of the choir, and questioned her for tuning the piano badly, and she was also the junior and Xiaoxia classmate who appeared in the rumored relationship between Lu Yao and Gao Le.
"It seems that you care a lot about that incident, as soon as I am happy, you will remember who I am," Xiao Xia laughed at himself, and then stretched out his hand to Lu Yao, "Hello Lu Yao, I'm Xia Xianwen." ”
Xia Xianwen and Lu Yao were born and raised in S City, and the two talked about it and found out that they had studied in the same elementary school, but not long after Lu Yao transferred to the fourth grade, Xia Xianwen transferred to a neighboring city because of the transfer of her parents' work, and later returned to S City for the high school entrance examination, and was admitted to F High School.
Lu Yao thinks that this Xiao Xia is very powerful, because several neighboring cities in S City are not as good as S City in terms of educational resources and teaching qualifications, and she has been studying in other cities since the fourth grade of primary school, and she can even be admitted to F High School, which shows her excellence.
Xia Xianwen told Lu Yao that her father almost perforated his stomach from the entertainment the day before yesterday, and he had been hanging salt water for three days, and today her mother had something to do, so she could only take care of her alcoholic father
"'Drunkard'? Then your family ......"
"Oh, I'm talking about playing, my dad's style of their unit is a bit ...... Well...... You know, it's that many things can only be discussed at the wine table, so there are more opportunities to drink, but he is not an alcoholic," Xia Xianwen was afraid that Lu Yao would misunderstand, so he hurriedly explained, "You know that many government agencies and units are like this now. ”
Lu Yao knew what Xia Xianwen said well, and her grandfather couldn't get around this game and that scene back then.
Xia Xianwen looked at Lu Yao and asked, "Lu Yao, who came with you?" ”
The observation room is full of simple rest chairs, the inferior artificial leather on the stool and the armrests have long been trampled to reveal the yellow sponge inside, Lu Junfeng was afraid that she would be frozen by the iron sheet on the chair, so he specially put clothes behind her and on the armrest, she held a warm baby in her arms, and there were thermos cups and some easily digestible snacks on the small table next to the chair.
With such a big mess, she couldn't have come and hang the water alone.
"I ...... My dad works here. Lu Yao didn't tell Xia Xianwen the truth, but he felt that he wasn't lying, and the burden in his heart was not very heavy, but he was just ...... Lu Junfeng will come back after buying food in a while, if he and Xia Xianwen bump into each other, how will she explain?
Although Lu Yao has always adhered to the relationship between her and Lu Junfeng, no matter what others say, it will not be affected, but if it is really known that the two of them are not related by blood, and they are still studying in the same school, they have lived silently under the same roof for five years!
This matter was wrong from the beginning, if it was made clear from the beginning, and frankly let people come to "supervise and peep", instead of hiding it for several years as if there was some ulterior secret, and now suddenly said that it would be made public, what would others think?
In fact, Lu Yao herself has to be blamed, she warned Lu Junfeng not to mention the relationship between the two in school, and she had to pretend not to know each other.
There are not a few people who have been promoted from F Middle School in F Attached Middle School, some people may know Lu Yao and Lu Junfeng at the same time, and there are always people who remember that the two of them never said a word in the three years of junior high school, so they never thought that their relationship was intimate, and she took the initiative to announce it now, which was really embarrassing and embarrassing.
These worries and worries made her subconsciously hide them from Xia Xianwen.
"Which department is the doctor?" Xia Xianwen was very interested.
"Surgery."
Xia Xianwen blinked her eyes and joked: "It's quite a profitable department." ”
"Xia Xianwen, where is your father......"
"Oh, by the way, I almost forgot about our 'drunkard', so I'll go back first."
Xia Xianwen's father was in the observation room next door, if it weren't for Lu Yao's roll flying out, the two wouldn't have met at all.
When Lu Junfeng came back, Lu Yao had already put away the rolls, and he had a good eye to sort out the things on the small table.
"What did you buy?" Lu Yao saw that the LOGO on his packing bag was no longer a porridge shop, and the corners of his eyes bent down.
He glanced at her as if he didn't want to see her, thinking that she really didn't know how to read people's faces, and she didn't know how to repent, what did she want to eat when she was like this?
"What else can you bring, you can only drink porridge."
"What, it's still porridge......" Her face changed instantly, and her smile turned into a bitter gourd face.
When he placed the packing box in front of her, he deliberately lowered his eyes to prevent her from seeing the smile in her eyes, and said casually: "When I went to pack the porridge, I passed by the 'fresh taro fairy'......"
"Red Bean Purple Potato Sand !!"
Lu Yao was about to cheer, if he wasn't in the hospital, he would probably have to pounce on him and bite him twice on the spot!
Lu Yao was eating attentively, Lu Junfeng replaced another warm baby who had changed the hot water with the one she was holding in her arms, and suddenly asked her after changing: "Why did you start to contact that Xia Xianwen?" ”