Lin Hai has always believed that sleep is not the need of the soul, but the need of the body, as a living organism can not operate efficiently for a long time, so sleep must be used to restore the wear and tear of the body, but the soul does not need to rest, because the soul has no biological nature, and there is no so-called loss.

But now Lin Hai understands that the soul also needs to rest, but the purpose of the soul rest is not to restore wear and tear, but to eliminate the accumulated negative emotions.

At the same time, Lin Hai also understood another thing, that is, time is really powerful, even the person you care about the most will also make you have some negative emotions for a long time.

Especially in a situation like Lin Hai's now, the long wait has a strong contrast with the short reunion, the happiness of getting together will make the anxiety of waiting more painful, in the long and boring waiting, no matter how much Lin Hai loves Ye Xuexin, he can't suppress the grievances and depression in his heart.

What's worse is that these grievances and depression can't be discharged, because it is impossible for Lin Hai to vent his negative emotions to Ye Xuexin in a short time together, let alone to vent to the lovely children, in the short time he gets together with them, Lin Hai only wants to leave the best side for them, as for the negative emotions in his heart, he can only digest them slowly by himself.

Of course, Lin Hai also discovered the problem in himself, because he was actually watching Ye Xuexin's dreams and pondering alone most of the time, so he discovered the problem of his negative emotions accumulating very early, and he also tried various methods, including yelling at the dark nothingness alone or venting his babbling.

But the effect of these methods is not particularly good, Lin Hai knows that these negative emotions will accumulate and cause problems, although he can use reason to suppress these negative emotions, he will not explode when Ye Xuexin and the child get together, and even when he is alone, he will not get angry at will.

But these negative emotions did not disappear, but made Lin Hai gradually feel tired, and even when he saw Ye Xuexin, he was a little unmotivated, in the precious time of getting together, Lin Hai found that he had less and less conversations with Ye Xuexin, Lin Hai knew that the negative emotions were colluded with time, and became an invisible noose, trying to slowly twist his neck.

Lin Hai once wanted to try to get a good night's sleep, maybe sleep, a way that can restore the body of a living being, would also take effect on the soul, but he didn't dare to sleep, because he didn't know if he would miss anything when he slept and even whether he would be directly excluded from Ye Xuexin's soul, he was afraid that if he left quietly, he would hurt Ye Xuexin again, if such a thing really happened, this time it would be different from the past, it would definitely cause very serious damage to Ye Xuexin, and even cause irreparable consequences in his eyes.

Lin Hai, who was helpless for a while, could only endure himself, and at the same time worked hard to find a solution.

Sometimes Lin Hai will also stare at the busy and ordinary Ye Xuexin in the dream, thinking about how Ye Xuexin spent the countless parallel worlds, according to Lin Hai's calculations, he has only been in this strange world for seven or eight years, and there is already something wrong, and the world that Ye Xuexin has experienced before and after the sum of the time may be very long, and every time it ends in tragedy.

Wouldn't Ye Xuexin's heart accumulate a lot of negative emotions? Could it be that every time she woke up from a dream, she could gently let go of those sorrows and resentments? With what a strong heart does she continue to live an optimistic life, and maintain her original intention as clear as ice, and pursue her love with confidence?

Lin Hai sat quietly in the void, looking at Ye Xuexin, who could laugh, worry and get angry, looking at the people and things that appeared or disappeared around her, looking at the small wrinkles that gradually appeared on her face, and the children growing up around her, Lin Hai always felt that Ye Xuexin wanted to tell him something, but he was too stupid, so he never understood.

In this world, the child of himself and Ye Xuexin is already in elementary school, the child is a daughter, very beautiful and well-behaved, and a little naughty, with a personality like her mother, Lin Hai likes her very much, although Lin Hai knows that this child is just Ye Xuexin's imagination, but Lin Hai still loves her very much.

Unconsciously, Lin Hai paid less attention to Ye Xuexin, and he began to pay more attention to his daughter.

Until one day, Lin Hai suddenly realized that the more he paid attention to his daughter, the slower the accumulation of negative emotions in his heart.

Is it because his love for Ye Xuexin has become a burden?

This is a very serious problem, and it even made Lin Hai feel scared for a while, he was really afraid that his feelings for Ye Xuexin would change, which was a result that he could never accept, and even this fear made him dare not face his heart.

But this is the virtual world built by Ye Xuexin, Lin Hai has no possibility of escaping, he has to face his heart, and now, he finally understands what Ye Xuexin said about the test of time.

Because it is impossible for people to stay on a person forever, no matter how much you cherish this person, long-term attention will not only not make you love her more, on the contrary, it will make you tired, and when you feel tired in your heart, you will be shaken and doubt your own persistence and belief, and this doubt will give birth to fear, and fear will make you more shaken, which is a terrible vicious circle.

Even if you know that this vacillation and doubt is wrong, and you try to fight against the vacillation and fear in your heart, this almost endless struggle itself will also make you feel tired.

And the end result of all this is the end of your extremely cherished feelings.

So is there a solution?

Of course, distance produces beauty.

If you really love her, don't keep your eyes on her, if you really love her, you have to look wider, if you really love her, you need to keep your distance from her.

It's like keeping your distance from a warm fire.

Thinking about all this, Lin Hai finally let go, but his love for Ye Xuexin was even deeper, but it was no longer as blazing as before, no longer a raging flame, but a stream of magma hidden in the ground, hot but warm, powerful and soft, through the thick layer of soil, warming the whole world and nurturing all things.

Lin Hai no longer kept looking at Ye Xuexin, nor did he keep looking at his lovely daughter, he began to use such rich time resources to do some things of his own.

Lin Hai stayed on the edge of the void, there was nothing here, all Lin Hai could do was think, of course, he could try to practice the handling technique, but the handling technique was a method of influencing the soul through the body in reverse, and now Lin Hai did not practice the body, and practicing the handling technique was purely useless.

So what Lin Hai did was to relearn his memory.

This statement sounds quite mysterious, but in fact, it is very simple, it is just to reorganize the memories related to knowledge, and then understand and reconstruct knowledge and knowledge system again.

There is a view that the level of human knowledge system is actually the degree of correlation between knowledge systems.

Using the soul's powerful memory retrieval ability, Lin Hai slowly sorted out the relevant memories that he could retrieve completely or partially completely, not to mention, after sorting out, Lin Hai was taken aback, and he didn't expect that there would be so many knowledge-related memories in his memory.

It is a pity that these memories are incomplete, especially the memories of the period from middle school to university, most of them are fragmentary, and after patient sorting, although the knowledge system of various disciplines has been reconstructed, there are more gaps in the system.

Lin Hai regretted a little, he really didn't work hard enough when he went to school, and wasted precious time.

And the most complete of Lin Hai's knowledge system is probably the knowledge of sociology, psychology and recently studied human biology and feng shui, of course, the literature is also good.

But in general, Lin Hai's knowledge is still very poor, but unfortunately now Lin Hai wants to find a book to read, he can only re-read and re-understand his memory, the so-called book read a hundred times its meaning is self-seeing, through continuous re-understanding, Lin Hai does have a huge harvest.

Of course, Lin Hai also has a way to get learning opportunities, and that is to study with his daughter.

Of course, there will be no situation where children are in class in Ye Xuexin's dream, unless it is an open class for parents, and besides, Lin Hai still can't look down on the curriculum of primary school.

Lin Hai is learning extracurricular interest classes, one opportunity is that Lin Hai and Ye Xuexin take their children to class, and Lin Hai can watch on the spot, and the other is that Ye Xuexin takes his children to class by himself, while Lin Hai watches outside the world.

Lin Hai found that Ye Xuexin was really powerful, Ye Xuexin could create these scenes, naturally because she knew these things, so Lin Hai knew that in addition to writing novels, Ye Xuexin must also be proficient in music, including vocal and instrumental music, and is also very proficient in painting.

So this knowledge unconsciously became Lin Hai's knowledge, although Lin Hai didn't know whether he could master very powerful singing skills and instrumental music ability when he returned to reality, or very powerful painting skills, but at least he already had a strong theoretical knowledge and quite a high appreciation ability, but he himself didn't know this.

Of course, Lin Hai can also learn a variety of knowledge that he has not paid attention to in the past through Ye Xuexin's daily activities, such as Ye Xuexin's professional knowledge, such as antique luxury related knowledge, of course, parenting knowledge and pedagogy...

Lin Hai felt that Ye Xuexin was like a big treasure that could never be dug up, and from time to time you would dig up a surprise.

Compared with those purposeful awakeners, Ye Xuexin is a standard wild awakener, she grows in her own way in a terrifying parallel world, no one knows how much knowledge she has learned, maybe even she doesn't know very well.

It's just that what Ye Xuexin learned didn't have a strong purpose at all, and was full of randomness, but it made Lin Hai feel very novel and cute.

Lin Hai felt that he loved Ye Xuexin even more.