"Ya, from now on, I will be an orphan. Fatherless and Motherless ......"

Jun Jiuyuan lowered his head and stood at the door, his voice became extremely hoarse, and he had never been willing to cry in front of people, but this time, his silent crying made Chu Ya's heart ache even more.

She knew that her parents were sleeping, and she didn't want to wake them up.

So he asked Jun Jiuyuan to wait for a while, and then went back to the room to put on his prosthetic leg and take him away from the house directly.

Out of the house, the streets in the middle of the night, the dim street lights, even more silent environment.

Chu Ya and Jun Jiuyuan walked side by side, she looked at him and asked, "Why didn't you stay by his side when he died?" ”

"Huh! I also want to keep it, but what he means is that if I really want to be filial to him, it is to divorce you, and then give half of the company to Jun Feng. When he died, he was always thinking about his and the child, what did he think of me? Lingering playthings! ”

Jun Jiuyuan frowned, he lowered his head, he couldn't understand why other people's fathers could let their children rely on. And his father, who doesn't treat him as a human being, still wants to occupy what he has now.

It seems that if he is doing well, Jun Lishan will not be able to stand it, and he can't wait to give Jun Feng all what he has now.

After Chu Ya heard his words, she also understood that Jun Lishan's death was imminent, and he still couldn't change his heart. Before he died, he still wanted to calculate Jun Jiuyuan.

Jun Lishan's approach completely ruined the image in Jun Jiuyuan's heart, so after Jun Lishan's death, Jun Jiuyuan did not keep filial piety at all and came back directly.

He didn't want to recognize this father, because this father made him too disappointed and too chilling.

Chu Ya sighed, sometimes, the most pitiful person is often the one you trust the most. Being betrayed by a trusted person, this kind of taste is difficult to explain to people, how can it be possible to say that there is no resentment or hatred?

But he will never want the other party to die, that is, no matter what the other party does in the future, from the bottom of his heart, there is no way to be tolerant of this person.

Trust is hard to build.

Destroying trust is incredibly simple.

After Jun Jiuyuan knew that Jun Lishan was seriously injured, he hesitated to go. One is that he doesn't want to see Jun Lishan's ugly face before, and the other is that he expects him to change. But it turns out that people are good at what they say before they die, and it depends on who they say, and not everyone will regret what they did before they die.

"Ya, in this world, I will be alone in the future."

Jun Jiuyuan's voice was hoarse.

Hearing this, Chu Ya stretched out her hand and took the initiative to hug him, "Fool, you still have me, and our son." My parents, aren't they your parents? Or do you still treat us as outsiders? ”

"Of course you're not an outsider!"

"Then how can you be alone? I said, 'If you do not leave, I will not forsake you.'" ”

After Jun Jiuyuan heard her words, he hugged her tightly, "I won't leave you!" ”

Chu Ya patted him on the shoulder, "Jiuyuan, we have been together for a few years, you know why I don't want to get married and have children. In addition to moving into a new house, would I like to invite a few friends to have a meal together? ”

"You're troublesome."

"It's just one side of the problem, and there's another problem, because I don't want to stand in front of people and let others criticize me. Indeed, when others say a few words about me, I will not lose meat, I am strong in my heart, and I can not care about other people's verbal attacks, because I have come to this day step by step, what can I not accept?

I don't want to drink alcohol because I want to protect my family and you. I don't want people to say, you have all four limbs, why are you willing to be with me, saying that you are a man who comes to the door and eats soft rice. I can not care about other people's misunderstandings, but can you do it without care? Men have a good face, in order to avoid these troubles, I would rather live a quiet life with you and live my own life than discuss things with those idlers. ”

When Chu Ya said this, she suddenly said: "Your father has passed away, when will you take me to your mother's grave to burn incense, I also want my son to put incense on her." It's up to you how you arrange it. ”

Jun Jiuyuan was stunned, "Go to worship at this time?" ”

"What? Do you have to choose a day to sacrifice your relatives? ”

"No, you mentioned it on your own initiative. And you never asked before, I thought you didn't want to ......"

Chu Ya looked at him lovelessly, "It's not that I don't ask, it's just that in the past few years of pregnancy and childbirth, I've been busy, although I can also find time to worship your mother, but what I want to do more is to let my son follow." ”

"Okay, after a while, I'll take you back to my hometown. My second uncle and uncle are very good. ”

Jun Jiuyuan smiled, he was finally relieved of Jun Lishan's death.

He gradually understood Chu Ya's heart, she didn't like to be public, she loved to live a peaceful life with her family, and then live her own life.

She will also consider others, afraid that those remarks from outsiders will hurt his face, so she wants to protect him, so she didn't put a wedding wine, and she didn't even put his photo in the circle of friends.

And he, although he didn't say anything about her to the outside world. But he always wears a ring on his ring finger. When he first got married, he has worn that simple ring until now.

Now their lives are gradually getting better, although she didn't do much housework, she gave birth to a son for him, and even her family took care of her and her son together, solving Jun Jiuyuan's worries.

Now, the news of Jun Lishan's death, as well as his actions, have completely made Jun Jiuyuan and his children have a clear relationship, and they will not communicate again in the future.

According to Jun Jiuyuan's meaning, he will interact with his second uncle and uncle's family, and as for others, he doesn't need to ask for anything else.

……

Three months passed quickly.

In the past three months, Junlan has called Chu Ya, but Chu Ya has not answered. She deliberately didn't answer, because she knew very well that Jun Lan would call, or Jun Jiuyuan avoided her, and she wanted to pester Chu Ya again.

Later, Junlan didn't call again.

Jun Jiuyuan also confessed to Chu Ya that Jun Lan had called, and she meant that she wanted Jun Jiuyuan to have a good talk with her eldest brother Jun Feng.

Jun Jiuyuan refused, he didn't think they had anything to talk about with each other.

Although they are half-siblings, they have not had much affection since they were children, and now that Jun Lishan is dead, how can there be anything to talk about between them?

Time flies, and in the blink of an eye, the weather is also winter.

When I woke up in the morning, it was cold.

After Chu Ya got up, she looked out the window, the sun was shining outside, and the warm light made her feel calm.

Sitting in front of the computer, and then she was about to continue coding words, a message came.

And this information is a staff member of the Provincial Writers Association, Chu Ya doesn't know what her name is, only that everyone calls her Sister Wang.

So Chu Ya also followed to call Sister Wang, and soon, she sent an idea. Roughly speaking, I want Chu Ya to give a speech on campus and share her writing experience with her classmates at school.

And this campus is not a famous school in the urban area, but a township in a county town in a poor mountainous area.

The distance is relatively long, but this matter is still very meaningful, so Chu Ya thought about it for a while, and directly nodded and agreed to participate.