"My mom doesn't usually spend the night with me." Lu Yao's speed of taking one step back and two steps back finally made Lu Junfeng unbearable.

Lu Yao was noncommittal, but the speed of going upstairs was obviously faster.

The broken vase in the doorway, the coins all over the living room had been cleaned, and even the trash cans in the kitchen that had not had time to empty last night were empty.

Lu Yao took out clean clothes from the suitcase and changed them, and only after changing did he remember to look at the room, which was Lu Junfeng's bedroom.

On the bed, the four-piece bed set with white stripes on a black background is very "Muji", which is neatly laid; The wooden wardrobe, desk and chair, everything is neatly arranged, and there is not even any superfluous thing in the room except for necessities, Lu Yao feels that this is very "Lu Junfeng".

Her gaze shifted from one of the three chairs in the entire three-bedroom living room to the desk.

A laptop, a few heavy books, a dozen manuscript papers, a pen, half used blue-black ink, a silver lamp, and ...... A photo?

Although the curtains in the room are not completely blackout, they still make the whole room fall into a certain visual obstacle without opening and not turning on the lights.

From the distance where Lu Yao stood at the door of the room, she couldn't see the photo on the desk clearly, but she wasn't interested in looking at it, but she suddenly remembered what Lu Junfeng had said......

"I'm not the kind of person who has time to do boring things, take pictures, frame them, and put them on my desk and next to my bed? Lu Yao, this kind of hypocrisy is only something you can do. ”

There was a knock at the door, "Are you alright?" ”

Lu Yao put away those long-ago memories, took a deep breath and slowly spit them out, as if he had made a "purification and filtration" SPA for his soul.

Lu Junfeng glanced at the suitcase she was holding in her hand, "I'll send you back to the hotel first." ”

"Don't bother, I'll go back by myself."

"It's been a long time coming, so it's not too late."

"And what do you do when you go to work?"

"I'm on leave."

Lu Yao: "......"

Lu Yao stared at his face for a while and was relieved, if she might not go to the unit with the handprints on her face to be embarrassed.

"Aren't you just a visiting expert? There is only half a day a week, and there are only twenty numbers, you are so expensive...... The medical skills are superb, and you have to deduct a lot of money for casual leave, right? ”

"For example, as soon as you stand on the operating table, it will take more than ten hours to get off if you can't say it's good, what if you want to go to the toilet halfway?"

"I heard that the relationship between doctors and patients in China is more tense now, alas, have you ever met the family members of unreasonable patients? Did they splash you with water? Or do you admit your mistake and kneel? ”

Lu Junfeng: "......"

"Oh, that question I asked was too sharp, wasn't it? You don't have to answer, it's really uncomfortable to encounter this kind of thing. ”

"Do you have a habit of doing 'tricks' morning exercises every morning after waking up?"

Lu Junfeng's unkind sarcasm made Lu Yao shut up, and after closing her mouth, she sat extremely upright, her eyes looking ahead, and her hands clutched the seat belt on her chest.

Lu Junfeng suddenly realized when he saw her posture: "Are you motion sickness again?" ”

Lu Yao was silent, she had been talking all the time just now in order to divert her attention, and then she suddenly closed her mouth, and sure enough, the dizziness of her head hit her overwhelmingly, let alone speak, and even the ability to nod her head was completely lost.

Lu Junfeng changed lanes and parked the car on the side of the road.

He pulled her left hand, which he placed on his chest, to his palm, pressed the tip of her middle finger with the tip of his thumb, and rubbed it repeatedly from light to heavy.

Keep in your hand, and say in your mouth: "Open your mouth, inhale slowly, hold it for three seconds, and then exhale a little bit, try to slow it down, and repeat it a few more times." ”

For about half a minute or so, Lu Yao felt that the dizziness was much better.

"In addition to surgery and orthopedics, did you also study 'Chinese medicine'?" Lu Yao, who didn't remember to eat or fight, recovered a little, and began to play tricks again.

Lu Junfeng wondered what this "orthopedics" meant?

Lu Junfeng raised her left hand in front of her eyes, and pressed it again where she had pressed just now, "This is the Zhongchong acupoint," and then moved her fingers down and stopped at the wrist two fingers away from her palm, "This is the Neiguan acupoint, you can press these two acupoints alternately when you get motion sickness." ”

Lu Yao slowly exhaled: "Under normal circumstances, I don't get motion sickness. ”

Lu Junfeng didn't seem to understand Lu Yao's words, sat up straight, and continued to drive on the road.

"Did the TV station tell you when you would go to record and shoot again?"

Lu Yao tried to press the two acupuncture points that Lu Junfeng pointed out just now, "It should be just these two days, maybe it will be for me to be a guest guide or something in the location shooting, it won't be too long." ”

"These days...... I'll try to figure it out, you don't have to rush too much. ”

"Thank you."

"Don't thank you too soon, I may not be able to help."

"Dr. Lu is so famous in S City, he always knows a 'powerful person', right?"

"How can the 'powerful person' I know be as powerful as the 'powerful person' you know?"

Lu Junfeng's words that can be called a tongue twister made the two of them stunned at the same time, and then the entire car fell into boundless silence.

The car stopped in the temporary parking lot at the entrance of the hotel, and Lu Yao didn't get out of the car immediately, not because of motion sickness this time.

She opened her mouth to say something, but the words rolled up and down her throat before she swallowed back.

Unbuckled the seat belt and was about to get out of the car, but Lu Junfeng suddenly held her hand, shook it with a flint, and then let it go.

"Something?"

Lu Yao turned her head to look at his face, and after only one glance at each other, she staggered her gaze, and her gaze was almost burned.

In those eyes, there was "reluctance".

But she relentlessly withdrew her gaze, "It's okay, I'm leaving." ”

"Haruka ......"

Faced with Lu Junfeng at this time, Lu Yao would have a headache, and she called this headache "Lu Junfeng Syndrome" a long time ago.

At that time, it was far-fetched to say that he was just a teenager, which was the "inferior nature" of the teenager's immature mind, but now, he is obviously an adult man with a tall figure and a thoughtful face, in the eyes of outsiders, he is professional and reliable, knowledgeable, calm and self-controlled, and even a little cold and resolute.

But such a "domineering president" is a man who is full of style, but he will deliberately reveal his humility and cowardice, stubbornness and stubbornness in front of you, and always want to find comfort from you as in the past, even you don't know what it is.

Lu Yao subconsciously classified this person's current state as premeditated and planned hypocrisy, so she went straight to the point: "Lu Junfeng, are you sick?" What the hell do you want to do here? Do you want to do it again? ”

Ten years ago, she thought she had the relief and comfort he wanted, but in the end she realized that she had guessed correctly, except that he had gotten what he wanted from her pain.

Lu Junfeng smiled bitterly: "Ah Yao, am I a liar in your heart?" ”

"Liar?" Lu Yao rubbed his eyebrows tiredly, "I don't think you're a liar, although your acting skills are really explosive, I actually think ...... You are sick. ”

Lu Yao sighed: "You have too much heart disease for me, if you can let me go, you will make your life easier, you yourself are a doctor, you know these things better than me." ”

Deep hatred, bad words, reconciliation as before, sharing the same bed, soft talk, never forget...... Which one is him and which one is not? But no matter which Lu Junfeng it is, he should understand that these entanglements he has are meaningless!

The so-called "I regret it" are ten years late.

"But I can't put it down! After all these years...... "He closed his eyes and tried to calm himself, but the endless pain still spread from all around him.

"But I'm going to let it go, let it go!" Lu Yao said word by word very clearly, it was the voice in her heart, without the slightest deliberateness and pleasure of revenge.

Lu Junfeng opened his eyes and looked at her in disbelief, "I don't believe it!" ”

"Believe it or not!"

"You come to me, let me help you, you are willing to go home with me, sleep in the same bed with me, you even smile at me as ......"

"Is it really the same as it was at the beginning? Do you think my smile is exactly the same now as it was ten years ago? Or do you think ......" Lu Yao sneered, "Although you left me ten years ago and caused me to flee to Africa in embarrassment, ten years later, I will still love you?" ”

"Ah Yao, as long as you want, we can start again!" Lu Junfeng looked at Lu Yao's red eyes, he knew that he had hurt her too deeply and too badly, but he always felt that his Ah Yao must still love him, no matter what happened, as long as he found her, they could recover as before!

"Lu Junfeng, do you know what it means to be alive and have exhausted all your strength?"

A person who doesn't dare to stop just to survive, and forcibly orders himself not to look back or recall, and hovers on the edge of life and death.

No matter how painful her feet were, how big the pit in front of her was, and how deep the water was, she had to rush forward desperately, she was afraid that she would drown in the past as soon as she stopped, and she would uncontrollably think of a person, think of the beautiful past between them, and then be thrown into the abyss from the sweetness of memories, and be stoned to death in the cold reality!

Although Lu Yao's heart has not been cut by a real sharp blade, the pain is so clear that it is maddening! In the softest part of her body, the wounds that had been hurt by her loved ones were broken and dripping with blood!

So all these years she has been running desperately forward, running through the first year, the second year, then five years, seven years, ten years......

Only time can heal.

She left the past far behind in the years before ten years, and she used all her strength to allow herself to walk forward with her feet on the ground, and try to regain the vitality of her heart.

However, only she knew that when she stepped on the first step out of the past, she had already spent all her energy.

Someone outside the car suddenly knocked on the car window, it was the security guard of the hotel, signaling Lu Junfeng's car to drive away quickly, this is just a temporary parking spot, and there will be cars coming in one after another.

Lu Yao got out of the car and said sorry, took out his suitcase from the trunk, didn't look at the black SUV again, and walked straight into the hotel.