"What do you mean by that?"

"Before answering this question of yours...... I'd like to start by asking you, what is your overall impression of Colonel Storm? Yan Xiuze asked rhetorically.

"Well...... Blackstar thought carefully about this for a long time before he considered the words and said slowly: "What about the 'you' of this world......"

"Very irritable, and has always had a very bad attitude towards people, both friends and foes...... It seems to be difficult to control your emotions, and on weekdays, it is quite gloomy, and it always gives people a very bad feeling. ”

"Haha, that's what you say about him?" Yan Xiuze laughed and blinked: "It really doesn't sound good." ”

"But it's nothing, I'm used to it." Black Star shook his head: "Anyway, since I knew him as a person, he was like this." ”

"And what kind of person do you think I am?" Before Heixing could react, Yan Xiuze had already rushed to ask the next question.

"You?" Hei Xing looked at Yan Xiuze in front of him, and said with a little hesitation: "Although I haven't known you for too long, I can also feel that you are a very peaceful person." ”

"It's always tepid on weekdays, but it's always able to release enough goodwill that people really can't bring up the bad feelings......"

"But...... I feel that you have a slight rejection of the coldness of thousands of miles away in your bones, but at least ...... At least on the surface, enough respect is given to others. ”

"Overall, he's a very nice guy to work with."

"It sounds a little different from the 'Yan Xiuze' of this world."

"What's 'a little different'? It's just two extremes! Blackstar pouted.

"But don't you think it's strange? Strictly speaking, Colonel Storm and I are actually the same person from different worlds! Yan Xiuze spread his hands and said slowly: "But how can they become two completely different people in terms of personality?" ”

"Don't you think that the 'Yan Xiuze' of this world, his character is a little too bad?"

"No, you certainly don't think so, after all, from the very beginning, he gave you the impression that this is the case." Without waiting for Heixing to answer, Yan Xiuze seemed to suddenly think of something, shook his head and smiled: "But I'm different." ”

"To be honest, since I crossed into this world, I have crossed paths with Colonel Storm several times, and this awkward feeling has been quite strong."

"The question I always thought about was, 'How can I be so virtuous in this world?' And 'why did he become like this?' ”

"However, not so long ago, I stopped dwelling on such questions because...... I've found an explanation that seems very plausible. ”

And that explanation is ...... What I see is actually my own self when I was a child. ”

"When I was a kid...... Myself? Black Star was a little dazed by Yan Xiuze's sudden unfolding.

"Well, that's right, now turn your head and look at 'Colonel Storm' again, and his eyes are full of what he was like when he was a child." Yan Xiuze said lightly: "When I was a child, I didn't have the problem of getting angry at every turn, but on the whole I was still very gloomy, and I never said a word of nonsense...... So almost in middle school, I didn't have many friends who could talk...... The evaluation of me by my classmates and teachers can hardly escape the words 'gloomy', 'eccentric', and 'taciturn'. ”

Black Star frowned and said slowly, "That'...... It's really a lot different from what you look like now. ”

"It's not just a lot of differences, it's just two 'diametrically opposed' personalities!" Yan Xiuze teased with what Black Star had said before: "But, this is not actually what I really look like. ”

"It's not so much because of some external upheaval that has changed me from a gloomy and introverted person to what I am now...... Rather, the original gloomy and introverted me was just a disguise to hide my true feelings. ”

"If you still find it difficult to understand, you might as well savor what I said later...... A teenager with a dark personality and taciturn personality suddenly became an optimistic, cheerful, gentle and sunny person after experiencing the great changes in his life after the death of his parents. ”

"Did you taste something wrong?"

"This ...... It's a bit weird indeed. The corners of Black Star's mouth twitched, and he said slowly.

"Right? The death of both parents is not a good thing from any point of view, why does this happen and promote the development of personality in a good place? ”

"In fact, the real reason is that it is not that this incident has changed my personality for the better, but because, without the suppression of family authority, I have been able to remove a considerable degree of disguise......

"Compared with the repression of the whole society, the so-called 'high-pressure control of parents' is simply not worth mentioning!"

"And the 'Colonel Storm' Yan Xiuze, or the vast majority of the superpowers who are now serving the government, actually grew up in such a depressing environment, and what they are facing is actually something thousands of times more terrifying than the 'elder authority'!"

"In this terrifying atmosphere, there is no way for human beings to fully reveal their true character." Yan Xiuze sighed: "Everyone has a disguise, but sadly, some of them have even forgotten what their true nature is and take the disguise as the real ...... I have to say it's a kind of irony. ”

"Let me give you another example that may not be appropriate...... In our world, many perverted murderers are actually winners in real life with happy families and successful careers...... It should be difficult for such a person to be associated with a perverted murderer, right? ”

"But this is such a group of people who seem to 'never kill', but they take pleasure in killing, and they are not stimulated by any outside world, nor do they have any signs that can be called 'opportunities', but they inexplicably break their peaceful and beautiful lives and become demons who ask for people's lives."

"After being caught, people often want to explore why they would give up a successful career and a happy family to kill people, and many people always think that there must be a reason for the incident, and there must be a story with enough twists and turns in the middle, and there must be some lament for the destruction of human nature...... But their answers are often just 'there's nothing to say, I just want to kill' and that's a slightly nonsensical reason. ”

"But is ......'I just want to kill' really just a nonsensical reason?"