Chapter Ninety-Nine: You Dare to Go
Originally, I chose Mu Jingchen, not completely because my younger brother was sick and needed money, nor was I really desperate.
At this moment, I saw my heart clearly, just because I wanted to find an excuse to be with Mu Jingchen.
But Mu Jingchen has changed, he has become very ruthless, very numb, and even wants to keep me by his side as a bed partner because of hatred.
It's not just because of my abandonment, is it?
I felt very guilty, but I also felt terrible when I used it, it turned out that Mu Jingchen was a person without a heart.
He is a man who is about to get married, and he actually said such irresponsible words!
And I really love him, and now he kicks me away when I just feel lost and regained.
It's not important, what matters is his choice, which makes me mistakenly think that there is nothing between him and Chu Qin, I am not a junior, and then tell me that they are going to get married and give me a head start, and then let me continue to be his bed partner, and finally abandon me when I get tired of playing.
The psychological trauma brought to me by such repeated tossing and turning is the most uncomfortable.
I didn't know how to deal with him like this, so I raised my hand and stroked my messy hair, and walked straight to the villa.
Back in my room, I locked the door tightly.
At this moment, all the strength I had in my body seemed to be drained, and I fell directly to the ground, hugging my head and crying......
Perhaps it was the first time I dared to directly resist him and do something so unusual in his eyes.
He soon came to the door and knocked vigorously, as if in a displeased mood.
However, my self-esteem didn't allow Mu Jingchen to know that I was crying because of him, so instead of opening the door for Mu Jingchen, I climbed to the side of the bed and buried my head in the quilt.
"Bang! Bang! Bang!!! ”
Mu Jingchen seemed to be even more angry, and he directly kicked the door with his foot, making a very loud sound.
For a long time, I didn't respond to Mu Jingchen, so his impatient voice came, "Jian Keyin, what are you playing?" Come out! Don't pretend! ”
Where am I pretending?
At this time, is he still sarcastic about me like this?
"Jian Keyin, if you don't come out, can you afford the consequences?!" Mu Jingchen then threatened.
I shouted at the door, "Can't you just leave me alone?" ”
How can Mu Jingchen be so uninteresting, even if it is a cat or dog, it will have its own emotions, not to mention that I am still a living person.
"What do you need to be quiet! Come out for me! If you don't come out at once, I'll rush in!" Mu Jingchen didn't eat this set at all, and insisted on doing whatever he wanted according to his own ideas.
"If you do rush in, I'll jump out of the window!"
Mu Jingchen's home, even if I locked the door, he would have thousands of ways to get in.
"Okay, you, you still threaten me? It's really long, isn't it? ”
I put the pillow on my head, but I could still hear Mu Jingchen's roar.
"Then you rush in!" I'm angry.
After a while, Mu Jingchen didn't come in......
He may have gone to work...... Compared to work, I don't deserve to mention at all.
No, compared to anything else, that's true.
Maybe now, Chu Qin is the most important thing in his heart!
I wiped a handful of tears and looked around at the very messy room that had been overturned, and the people brought by Chu Qin did not lose all my things, because they couldn't tell which ones were mine and which ones should be in the room, so they only threw out the things that seemed to be mine.
However, what is truly precious to me......
Thinking of this, I hurried to the wardrobe and flipped to the innermost corner.
Fortunately, this box was not found by them, but it contained all the memories of me and Mu Jingchen.
I've always had it with me and I've never lost it.
As I held the box, I tugged at the corners of my mouth.
It's so ridiculous, it's all developed like this, and I'm leaving! Is this what I have in mind?
Yet I put it in my bag anyway.
Then I hurriedly went into the bathroom to wash up and put on clean clothes, which were not bought by Mu Jingchen for me, but a bargain I bought myself.
When I opened the door again, Mu Jingchen had not left, and he was standing at the top of the stairs impatiently smoking a cigarette.
Seeing me come out, Mu Jingchen snuffed out the cigarette butt and put it in the ashtray, and then walked towards me angrily.
"Jian Keyin, you're finally out! I thought I wouldn't get the evening, but I would get the tomorrow! What, did you figure it out? ”
When he saw the backpack I was carrying, the anger in Mu Jingchen's eyes became even heavier.
He reached out and grabbed me by the shoulder, forcing me to back up until I slammed into the hallway wall, the wooden box in my backpack hurting my back.
I immediately raised my eyebrows and asked, "Mr. Mu, what are you doing here?" ”
He can be angry, can't I be emotional?
Besides, it's really hard to control my emotions now, and I can't hide my disguise anymore.
"Jian Keyin, your guts are really getting fatter and fatter! How dare you make the decision to leave privately!? Mu Jingchen leaned closer to me a few times, and her tone rose.
"Mr. Mu, you are engaged to Miss Chu next week, even if it is for your reputation, it is time to clean up with me. It's good for everyone to deal with it early. I said this calmly.
"Hehe, Jian Keyin, you shouldn't be jealous, right?" Mu Jingchen said lightly.
The sarcastic smile on the corner of his mouth was really eye-catching at the moment.
"Nope." I vetoed it directly, "Even if you want to be a ruthless man in the eyes of everyone, I don't want to!" I don't want to wait until Chu Qin is outside to tear apart our ugliness, and I'm sitting still. ”
"Jian Keyin, you really think too much. And, as I said, you're just a plaything I bought, and you just need to meet all my needs. I can't care if you want to think about it, but I let you go, and you can go! Mu Jingchen accentuated his tone a little, "I said that I would think about how to deal with you, what are you anxious about?!" ”
I looked directly into Mu Jingchen's eyes and told him firmly, "I'm not a plaything!" No need to deal with it! I'm human, I can walk on my own! ”
"I'm indulging you too much, am I? Yes! Mu Jingchen stretched out his hand and slammed his fist against the wall, making a loud noise for a while.
I couldn't help but tremble in my heart, held back the fear in my heart, and smiled coldly, "A cold-blooded and ruthless man like you now, besides yourself, who else will indulge you?!" ”
"Jian Keyin, give me a good talk! Don't be weird! Mu Jingchen roared.
"Okay, Mu Jingchen, then let's talk well!" I took advantage of Mu Jingchen's momentary relaxation and pushed him away with all my might.
"I just want to be alone and quiet, can't I? Do you really want me to watch you and Chu Qin get engaged? And then watch you? I questioned Mu Jingchen.
That's my final bet.
Does he care about me in his heart......
For just one moment, my heart was still beating.
I held my breath and waited for Mu Jingchen's answer, his answer would be a matter of life and death in my heart.
Mu Jingchen really didn't disappoint me, he asked me very calmly, "Otherwise?" Do you think that when you come back again, I will still want you?! ”
"If you dare to walk out of this door, your brother's medical treatment will stop immediately!" Mu Jingchen finally came up with a killer idea.
My brother, but my lifeblood, is now pinched to death by him.
I lost, I was self-inflicted.
As long as my brother is mentioned, I will compromise on everything......
I hate me so unproductively, I hate myself for being incapable!
I had to turn around and run into the living room, trying to pretend to be stubborn......
They didn't know that I hid all my precious things in the living room in a scattered way, so that Mu Jingchen could feel my presence at any time.
And now it is not needed.
One by one, I picked up the small things I usually bought or made into my backpack.
I suddenly remembered the only small ceramic jar I had taken out, and that one was the one I cared about the most.
However, it was nowhere to be found.
It was the day I caught up with Mu Jingchen, and the small ceramic jar he made himself engraved with the names of the two of us and gave it to me.
I've cherished it for so many years.
So as soon as I entered the villa, I put it in the most conspicuous place in the living room, in order to express my heart to Mu Jingchen.
This time, I'm going to take it with me. I can't let it remind Mu Jingchen anymore, remind me of that relationship.
I nervously searched around and finally found it in a corner of the ground, and I hurriedly trotted over and bent down to pick it up.
However, in the next second, one foot kicked it away, and the small ceramic jar rolled out, hit the wall, and shattered to the ground......
Listening to the sound of the small ceramic jar breaking, it is crisp and piercing.
I quickly ran to the debris, got on my knees on the ground, and reached for the debris.
"Jian Keyin, you are not allowed to go! Do you dare to go?! Mu Jingchen immediately stretched out his hand and pulled me and yelled in a low voice, but I don't feel the slightest fear now.
"Mu Jingchen, let me go! Let go of my hands! "It's the first time I've shouted at him so heartbreakingly.
Mu Jingchen's gaze followed my gaze to the ground, and his expression paused slightly.
When I raised my eyes to look at him, I saw a trace of surprise and regret in his eyes.
I picked up a piece of fragment, held it in front of Mu Jingchen, and asked him coldly, "Mu Jingchen, are you satisfied with this?" ”
The fragments of that place are like our current relationship and the rupture of the past.
I crouched on the ground in anger and looked at the wreckage.
Mu Jingchen also squatted down, and I looked at him in surprise.
Does he want to pick it up with me? Or do you want to stop me from doing this stupid move?
I couldn't read the sparkle in his eyes, but I saw that his lips moved slightly, as if he wanted to speak, but he didn't say it.
I turned my head and no longer looked at him, but stubbornly took a piece of white cloth and gently picked up the pieces.
I didn't want to think about it for the next second, but Mu Jingchen directly kicked away those "the most beautiful memories I ever had", leaned towards me slightly, reached out and wrapped my neck around me, grabbed me into his arms, and then kissed me hard with his thin cold lips......