Chapter 144: Cold War 03

"Ah Yao, I beg you, I beg you...... Forget about that, and don't ignore me anymore! ”

Lu Junfeng seemed to want to pass on all the torture he had endured these days to her through the contact between himself and this person's body, so that she could personally experience how painful and uncomfortable she was, and let her understand how afraid he was of losing her!

"Lu Junfeng!" Lu Yao didn't feel a trace of distress because of his crying pleading, but she pushed harder to break the hands that he was holding her, and she retorted sharply, "Everyone must bear the consequences for what he has done!! ”

Lu Yao could understand his selfishness of wanting to imprison himself by his side, and tried to forgive him for his helplessness in the competition, she even ...... I've been convincing myself that the events of that night were just a nightmare, a dream that I could let go of when I woke up, although I was afraid!

But why is he still unrepentant?

Why does he think that he was forced to do that kind of thing, and it was her "fault"!

In his opinion, he had just lent himself a pen, which had been secretly placed in his pencil case by someone else, and which she had chosen, and he had just failed to remind her.

And that thing he wanted to do to her that night...... It seemed to him that since they had decided to be together, these things would happen sooner or later, and she did not deny that she was willing to give them all to him.

Since all of this is understandable and doesn't really hurt anyone, why does she have to hold on to this incident and characterize his behavior as despicable and shameless?

Even though Lu Yao can accept all the reasons he thinks, what makes her sad is: is it because he loves her, can he regard all the harm done to her as for her good and for her sake, and no longer care about the rights and wrongs of this matter?! Therefore, she is nothing more than an attachment because of his love, and it doesn't matter how she feels!

He confessed to her and apologized to her for the competition, for the events of that night, but he was only for these two things, and he never really realized the damage his deep-seated selfishness had done to her!

"I'm not afraid of any consequences, you can beat me and scold me, you can do whatever you want, as long as you can forgive me, as long as we can still be the same as before. Ah Yao, I promise you that I will never hurt you again, so you can forgive me this time! ”

"Don't you understand? I don't just care about that! ”

"Whatever it is, I apologize to you and promise you, okay?"

"Okay, can you guarantee that you don't like me anymore?"

"Ah Yao, you ...... What did you say? Lu Junfeng's back stiffened because of Lu Yao's words.

Lu Yao took the opportunity to break free from his arms.

"I said, can you stop loving me? Can you not always revolve around me? Can you treat me like a normal friend? Lu Yao's repeated questioning made Lu Junfeng's expression change from confusion and surprise to anger.

Suddenly grabbed her wrist, and his dark eyes stared at Lu Yao's stubborn ruthlessness that he didn't dodge.

"What do you want to do, the same as that day? You think I'm going to let you get away with it! "Lu Yao has actually always felt that there are many disgusting things in Lu Junfeng's body that are unique to people who come out of small places.

That is, once he got something, he felt that it could only belong to him, and in addition to strictly forbidding anyone to touch it, he even thought that the thing itself had lost all the power it originally had! What is his possession can only work according to his mind!

Then he tells you in righteous words: It is because I love this thing that I do whatever I want with it.

The meaning in Lu Yao's eyes has already shown her hatred for herself!

The fingers that grabbed her wrists wanted to dig into her flesh!

He said to her word by word in a cold and hard voice: "Lu Yao, are people like you so amazing? ”

"We ...... Such a person? Although Lu Yao had expected that his words just now would definitely touch his special nerve named "Lu Yao", he never thought that it would involve the humility and sensitivity that he had long hidden but never discarded!

"Yes, people like you," Lu Junfeng laughed angrily, and even hooked the corners of his lips at Lu Yao, but there seemed to be frost condensing in his black and white eyes, "You were born in an enviable family, you are either rich or noble, and you have never experienced the miserable childhood of people like us. You don't know what misfortune and hurt are, and you don't need to crawl on your knees to a future that is impossible to reach in a lifetime, just like us! No matter what we do or how we do it, in your eyes it is despicable and shameless, and it is a shady method that cannot be put on the table! Lu Yao, do you think it's interesting to approach me? You look at me madly in love with you and want to get you, and all the effort I have put into you for so many years is not particularly ridiculous in your opinion? ”

Lu Yao endured the heartache and said, "I never thought about it like that. ”

"yes, you didn't think so, you don't need to put too much thought into people like us, despise and disgust? It's born with people like you! ”

"Smack-" Lu Yao was furious and raised his hand to wave it in his face.

And he didn't dodge or dodge, and took her slap hard.

After this slap, the two fell silent at the same time.

Although Lu Yao's shot was fast and accurate, she was a hollow steamed bun man with nothing to show for herself, and her painless slap was far from hurting him, but because of her slap, his face faded.

He still remembered that when he first came to Lu's house that year, she threw herself in the face because of her mother's death, and he thought that all this was over, and all the misfortune and torture had long been consumed by time.

But it turns out that it has never changed.

Lu Yao lowered his head and choked up, "Are you ...... I've always felt like I was like those kids who bullied you when I was a child, and I looked down on your birth and family? You characterize me as 'that kind of person', don't you? ”

Lu Yao couldn't listen to swearing words or watch the scenes of fights and brawls since he was a child.

Lu Yun slapped her that time, although she found a lot of reasons for him to excuse him, but to this day she still deeply remembers how heavy the palm he fell on her face that day, and how much that slap hurt her heart.

So when she did what she hated the most, she was more heartbroken than the one who was beaten.

She wanted to ask him why he said that, why did he have to force her to do it!

"Do you think I'm going to fall in love with the kind of person you say you say I'm going to do?" Her misunderstanding made Lu Junfeng's heart ach, but he sneered at her again and again.

"Yes, I misunderstood you," Lu Yao wiped the tears on her face with her sleeves, she suddenly raised her head and looked directly at him, "You have never liked me, you have never loved me, it was me who was amorous, how could you like me 'this kind of person'!" ”

After yelling at him hysterically, she stopped looking at him and ran back to her room.

The washing machine stopped running again, and this time it was really washed.

Lu Junfeng squatted down, turned on the washing machine, and put the clothes back into the basin one by one.

As he prepared to dry his clothes, his eyes fell on the chair that had suddenly appeared here.

When he heard the commotion coming from the balcony just now, he guessed that she must have been tirelessly hurting himself again, and he ran over to see her anxiously, but he was relieved to see that she was completely empty and unharmed.

She stood tall and he was afraid that she would fall, and when she boiled a kettle of water, he was afraid that she would burn her hands......

And she cruelly gave him a "you don't love me" verdict!

His heart for her for so many years turned out to be nothing more than that!

Lu Yao woke up from a sleep and found that his knee was worse than last night.

Pull up the pajama pants to check, both knees are a little swollen, but fortunately it is not so serious that you can't walk, that is, if you move a lot, there will be a tingling pain from the knee.

She has always been a person who can't afford to hurt, but this time she gritted her teeth and resisted stubbornly.

Luckily, she doesn't have to go to school on Saturdays, and she hopes to get a two-day break at home to get her swelling down.

It wasn't until the aunt found her sitting on the sofa with a hot towel on her knees that the "East Window Incident" happened.

The aunt shouted, "How can I use a hot towel, I have to use ice" and hurriedly went to the refrigerator to get ice, wrapped it in a clean towel, and replaced the hot towel in her hand.

"You ...... You quarreled with Ah Feng? Seeing that Lu Yao was clumsy and resolute not to let herself help, the aunt glanced at the door of a certain room that had been closed, and asked her tentatively.

Lu Yao didn't speak, just shook his head.

She didn't say that her aunt also knew that these two children must have had a conflict, otherwise with Lu Junfeng's nervousness about Lu Yao, how could she let her get hurt?

"Yaoyao, this fight can't be noisy often, it will hurt feelings......" The aunt persuaded bitterly.

Because in her opinion, Lu Junfeng's temper is not good, and he is even more obedient to Lu Yao, and he will never take the initiative to quarrel with Lu Yao.

It's Lu Yao...... Although he is also a good child, he has more or less the temper of a little princess, and often makes a petty temperament to the people around her, so if these two people are unhappy, it must be Lu Yao who bullied Lu Junfeng again.

Lu Yao had a bitter face because of the pain in his knees, and he didn't have much energy to chat with his aunt.

Auntie has been in the Lu family for so many years, and she doesn't know anything about the relationship between these two children.

It's just that she watched them grow up all the way, and felt that both of them were well-behaved children, and there was no need to say much about upbringing, in her opinion, they should know how to know the etiquette, so she was not so worried about her father that they would cross the minefield at this stage......

Auntie is actually more worried that she may not be able to fulfill Lu Junfeng's wish in the future.

After all, his birth and the embarrassment of living in the Lu family now are both realities, Lu Yao is still young now, and he is a simple little girl who has never seen the flower world outside, if he is ...... in the future If a boy with a good family background pursues her, she may not care about the little affection they have since childhood.

"Yaoyao, don't blame Auntie for talking too much, although Ah Feng doesn't talk much, but if you want to talk about how he treats you, even a blind man can see how good he is to you! In fact, if a boy is wholeheartedly devoted to you, occasionally making a small mistake, he has to give others a chance, right? ”

Auntie's consolation sounded in Lu Yao's ears, and she felt very familiar, and it was the same as someone's domineering reason of "I'm not wrong, I'm just because I love you"!

So Lu Junfeng refused to admit his mistake in that matter, and the aunt would persuade herself like this, it was entirely because of her fault, because she didn't know how to back down? Is she making her little character hold on to this matter?

Lu Yao's "anti-bones" made her uncomfortable again, and she wondered why so many people in this world must confuse black and white, whether it is right or wrong!