Chapter 8 The Sea and the Sky
Wang Qi dragged his tired steps back to the living room, and Jingya was very worried about him when she saw his sallow face. Jingya said: "Wang Qi, the teacher wants you to go to class, otherwise you will be punished." Wang Qi didn't say anything, he took out a stack of money from his pocket and handed it to Jing Ya, saying, "Tomorrow, pay the medical bills for this." Jingya took the money and couldn't bear to say, "Wang Qi, if Haifeng's illness can't be cured, we won't be cured." ”
"I don't believe that now that medical technology is so advanced, it can't cure his disease." Wang Qi said.
"But it's cancer after all."
"It's not."
Wang Qi was very tired, lying on the sofa with the violin on his back and fell asleep, Jingya helped him untie the violin, Wang Qi opened his eyes, saw Jingya's beautiful outline, clear eyes, and they looked at each other. Wang Qi avoided Jingya's gaze and said, "I'll come." The two of them sat awkwardly on the sofa, and Jingya said, "Wang Qi, don't you know that I like you?" ”
"No, Jingya, you like Haifeng, Haifeng also likes you, don't abandon him, okay?" Wang Qi was stunned for a moment, but quickly came to his senses.
"No, I didn't abandon him, in fact, I've always liked you in my heart."
"Don't be stupid, it's impossible for us, we're good partners, but not lovers." Wang Qi walked into the room, and Jingya had tears in her eyes.
On a quiet night, the moon and the stars all came out, the moon shining brightly, and the stars blinking mischievously. Fu Haifeng sat on a wooden chair on the mountain behind the hospital, playing his guitar, and the cicadas also chanted along with his humming. The breeze stirs the ends of his hair and drives his music, as if to transport his voice to the distant future. Suddenly, his body surged, and a mouthful of blood spit out from his mouth, Fu Haifeng looked at the blood on his palm, and he felt that his life was coming to an end. The moonlight was shining on him, the cicadas were still singing, the breeze was still caressing, he didn't want to stop the music, and he played the guitar again, and the music gradually soothed his pain.
Wang Qi and Jingya walked into the ward with flowers in their hands, and when they saw Fu Haifeng, who had lost a lot of weight, their hearts were very heavy. Fu Haifeng said: "Let's go back to the living room, I don't want to be hospitalized." Wang Qi asked, "Why?" ”
"Wang Qi, you go back to class, I have received your heart for me, but there is really no need for this."
"We are brothers, I must help you heal."
"I have taken death very lightly, and after I die, you give my ashes to my parents and tell them that I am an unfilial son." Tears welled up in Fu Haifeng's eyes.
"No, Haifeng, remember that I fell into the moat, it was you who rescued me, you took my hand and said that as long as we cross this deep pool, we can be saved. Last time you took me through the deep pool, this time I must take you through, but my strength is so weak that I need to rely on you, do you understand? Wang Qi also had tears in his eyes.
"Yes, Haifeng, didn't you say you want to believe in miracles? I believe that as long as we are strong, miracles will happen. Jingya said.
The three of them hugged each other tightly, tears streaming down their cheeks, as if they had become one, and no amount of suffering could separate them.
The Scarecrow Band came to the Star Bar again, and Liu An took the lead in applauding them, and the audience burst into applause. The scarecrow thanked them and began their musical journey, and the drinkers were mesmerized by the beautiful music. Liu An sent flowers, and the applause of the drinkers rose higher and higher. Fu Haifeng Zhan was in front of the microphone and said: "The Scarecrow Band has been established for more than two years, and it is because of you Scarecrow that we can grow up to the present, thank you very much for your support to Scarecrow, I am here to sing "Sea and Sky" I wish you all good health and all the best." Fu Haifeng played the guitar and sang: "Today I watched the snow drift by in the cold night, drifting into the distance with a cooled heart, chasing in the wind and rain, unable to distinguish the shadow in the fog, the sky is wide and you and I will change." How many times have I faced cold eyes and ridicule, I have never given up the ideal in my heart, and I was in a trance for a moment, and the feeling of loss has unconsciously faded into my heart. Forgive me for my uninhibited indulgence and love of freedom in this life, and I will be afraid that one day I will fall, for the sake of the ideal, anyone can do it, who will be afraid of one day you and me, still free, always sing my song, travel thousands of miles, forgive me for my uninhibited indulgence and love freedom in this life------" The song kept echoing in the bar, and the drinkers played the beat, humming songs with Fu Haifeng, as if cheering for him. When Fu Haifeng sang, his head was a little dizzy, and his body shook a few times. Wang Qi and Jingya hurriedly supported him, and Fu Haifeng pushed them away, still singing passionately. After Fu Haifeng finished singing, many drinkers walked up to the bandstand and hugged him.
Fu Haifeng took the basin and walked to the bathroom to wash his face, he saw the person in the mirror, his forehead bones were towering, his eyes were deep, his cheeks were bulging, and his whole face seemed to have only a layer of skin. Is this really yourself? Fu Haifeng couldn't believe it. Suddenly, his body was turbulent again, and he felt that blood was about to spurt out, and he kept vomiting and vomiting a few mouthfuls of blood. After calming down, Fu Haifeng wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth and walked to the doctor's office. Fu Haifeng asked: "Doctor, please tell me the true situation of my condition." ”
"It's not a big deal, I'll tell your girlfriend if there's anything." The doctor said.
"Doctor, for a dying patient, he has the right to know his body." Fu Haifeng said strongly. The doctor looked at him and said, "The cancer has spread to your entire liver, the tumor has blocked the blood vessels, and the blood is back in the stomach, so you vomit blood a lot." Fu Haifeng was very sad in his heart, he turned around and returned to the ward.
Wang Qi and Jingya came to the ward and saw Fu Haifeng reading a book, Wang Qi said: "Haifeng, I have good news for you, after testing, the number of viruses and transaminases in your liver have decreased. Fu Haifeng smiled slightly, and Wang Qi said: "After you sang the song "Sea and Sky" in Xingyao yesterday, everyone thought that you were Huang Jiaju's resurrection, and they inquired about your situation. Jingya said, "Yes, a record company approached me this morning and wanted to sign with our band. Wang Qi and Jingya talked with relish, Fu Haifeng listened quietly, and nodded with a smile from time to time.
After Fu Haifeng finished eating the boxed lunch, he said to Jingya: "You go out first, I have something to say to Wang Qi." Jingya was stunned, glanced at the two of them, and walked out of the ward. Fu Haifeng said: "Wang Qi, don't lie to me, I know that I have advanced liver cancer, and the cancer cells have spread to the entire liver, and my time is running out." ”
"Who said that? You're just a little polyp on your liver, just get it removed. Wang Qi said without his eyes.
"I know you've done your best, but what needs to happen has to happen, and I really don't want to leave you, but many things aren't what you want." Fu Haifeng held Wang Qi's hand and said, Wang Qi burst into tears, and the two hugged each other. Fu Haifeng patted him and said, "Wang Qi, after I leave, you help me take care of Jingya, I know that she really likes you, and you like her too, don't ruin your relationship because of me, promise me, okay?" Wang Qi looked at Fu Haifeng's eyes and nodded.
Fu Haifeng smiled, took out a piece of letter paper from under the pillow, and said, "This is my will, I hope to donate my useful organs after I die, and you give it to the hospital." Tears wet Wang Qi's eyes, he felt that the brother in front of him was so noble, in the face of illness, he did not resent, but faced it with a grateful heart.