After Xiang Hao finished speaking, he kicked away the reporters who were blocking in front of him, and got into the car with a hideous face.

Eventually, he honked his horn frantically to get the car out of the crowd.

Through the reversing mirror, I saw that those reporters still wanted to run to catch up, but they had been thrown far away by Xiang Hao, and gradually they couldn't see their figures.

I dragged my aching stomach and leaned limply against the car door with my other hand dragging my head.

I couldn't listen to what Xiang Hao said to me along the way, and my mind was full of worries about my sister's condition.

Finally, after Xiang Hao stopped, I didn't even have a stable car, I had already opened the car door and ran almost all the way to the cardiac surgery ward.

Seeing that my sister was not in the ward, I called the nurses in a panic, and they told me that my sister was still in the operating room.

Without waiting for the nurses to finish, I trotted to the operating room of the cardiac surgery department with the pain in my stomach.

I saw that the working light in the operating room was still on, so I waited anxiously outside the door, and Xiang Hao ran over to comfort me not to worry, saying that my sister would be fine.

I leaned against the wall and began to cry uncontrollably, stomping my feet anxiously, I hardly felt this particularly helpless, and at this moment I even thought, why not me who has this disease, why should I go to the operating table to change her.

At this time, my stomach was getting more and more painful, and I was already sweating like rain, and I slowly slid down against the wall.

Seeing this scene, Xiang Hao immediately helped me and asked me with some concern: "How is it, is your body unbearable, or if you take a rest, I will help you keep an eye on it." ”

I bit my lip and shook my head, and said with difficulty: "Don't, I'm going to wait for my sister." ”

At this moment, I suddenly felt a warm liquid flow out from below, spreading between my legs.

I crouched against the wall and half-crunched, only to see blood running down my legs.

"Anning, you... Bleeding, is it going to give birth? Xiang Hao looked at me in horror.

I looked at Xiang Hao in shock, and said intermittently: "Yes... Be... The amniotic water broke, and I probably couldn't stand it anymore to give birth. ”

Xiang Hao was just about to pick me up, when he heard a voice almost roaring behind him roaring from far and near: "Xiang Hao, what are you doing?" ”

I seemed to hear Shi Xiangnan's voice, I turned my head in pain, and at this moment I saw Shi Xiangnan.

Yes, he's back.

He was really right, he would be back before I had the baby.

I saw him running over in a hurry and yelling at the nurses around him: "Is the hospital giving you money to let you watch the excitement?" ”

With that, he picked me up with a hand, and he put me on the emergency bed almost at trot speed.

"Brother Nan... Nango"

I was in so much pain that I was screaming.

I bent over sideways and hugged myself together, and my whole body was already in a cold sweat.

Shi Xiangnan held my hand tightly, his cold face revealed worry, and said, "Bear with me, there are still two floors to come." ”

I could only bite my lip and nodded.

Finally I was wheeled into the operating room, and the moment the door closed, I saw through the crack in the door that seemed to contain deep emotion in my eyes to the south.

I can't tell what it was, but it looked like something was going on, but his eyes never took off me.

I know he's worried about me.

Gu Wanwan, as my attending doctor, she seems to be even more flustered than me now, she told me that my lower body is covered with blood, but she will do her best.

The tear below was extremely painful, but no matter how Gu Wanwan induced labor, I only opened two fingers.

The tearing pain had covered my face with beads of sweat, and my consciousness was getting more and more blurred, and now I just wanted to think about how good it would be to be by my side.

The nurses around me took turns to help me wipe my sweat, and I saw Gu Wanwan looking solemn and said eagerly to the nurse next to her: "She is now having a difficult birth, and the amniotic water has broken, if she is not born again, the child will be suffocated inside, and adults will also be in danger, preparing for surgery and caesarean section." ”

I had already lowered my hand weakly, and I really couldn't use any strength at all.

Turning my head and looking at Gu Wanwan, she squatted down to my ear and said to me with some distress and anxiety: "Anning, bear with me, I will help you with the operation, you will be fine, and the baby will be fine." ”

I gritted my teeth tightly, stretched out my hand with difficulty and grabbed Wanwan's hand and said word by word: "If you encounter a choice... Keep the kids. ”

I can't let this child have anything to do, this is the second child I have with Xiangnan, the first one has been ruthlessly beaten off by me, this one must not be fine.

I remember when Xiang Nan heard that the child he had beaten was his, his expectant and lost eyes were deeply imprinted on my heart.

So I was very concerned about the arrival of this child.

I'm not going to let this kid have anything to do.

I don't want to see when it's sad to the south.

So that sentence, I said intermittently, only to see that Wanwan was a little anxious to shed tears: "Don't give up, don't talk nonsense, I will do my best to protect everyone." ”

Then she patted me on the face: "Good peace, trust me." ”

As soon as I nodded weakly, I heard the nurse next to me shouting urgently, "Director Gu, it's not good, Dean He is bleeding heavily." ”

"Quick, notify the blood bank, the patient is in urgent need of a blood transfusion." Gu Wanwan roared in her mouth.

When the anesthetic and blood transfusion needles entered my body at the same time, I began to feel a lot more relaxed than before.

"Brother Nan, I've done my best, Brother Nan..."

As Gu Wanwan's voice became smaller and smaller, it became more and more blurred to my ears, and when I heard her last words, I no longer had any consciousness, and everything after that was unknown in my eyes.

I only felt that there was a white expanse in front of me, and even as if I was standing on the clouds, fluttering and soft.

But there are always figures coming and going in front of my eyes, and I want to catch them, but I can't catch them.

It was as if all the figures had been discussed, and they all left me in an instant, leaving me alone and helplessly looking at the pale world.

By the time I woke up again, I had slept all day and night.

I habitually lifted my arm with difficulty and touched my stomach, it was very flat, and it was empty.

It turns out that the baby has been taken out, is he okay now?

I didn't have any strength in my body, and I couldn't get up and sit up slowly.

I looked at the ceiling, the whole ward was empty except me, looking at the white ceiling, and closed my eyes tiredly.

After a while, a nurse came in, and I asked her weakly, "How is the child?" Can I take a look? ”

But no matter how much I asked, the nurse just changed the infusion bottle for me, and then shook her head and was about to leave.

Suddenly, my heart thumped, as if someone was tearing at my heart, and it was very uncomfortable.

I struggled to get up and grabbed the corner of the nurse's clothes: "Tell me, tell me, tell me, I am the mother of the child, I have the right to know what happened to him?" ”

The little nurse helped me with a panicked face: "Dean He, if you have anything, you should ask Director Gu, Director Gu won't let us say anything." ”

After saying that, the little nurse pulled out her legs and ran.

"Son, who can tell me what the child is like, people, who can tell me personally."

This time I almost clutched the quilt and cried even more helplessly, and it didn't take long for Gu Wanwan to hurriedly push open the door and run in.

But the moment she entered, I could clearly see sadness on her face.

"Tranquility, tranquility, you woke up, you slept all day and night."

I almost stared at Gu Wanwan with my eyes, and I grabbed her hand urgently: "Wanwan, tell me quickly, the child is saved, right?" ”

Gu Wanwan didn't speak, just lowered her head with a solemn expression, she looked like this, although I had a very bad premonition, but I still stared at Gu Wanwan with a trace of luck in my heart, and begged her with tears like rain: "Say it quickly, did he give birth to a bad state and sent it to the incubator, right?" It has to be like that, right? ”

Gu Wanwan hugged me, held me in her arms, and said to me tremblingly: "An Ning, in fact, the child... Kid he...

It's just that when I saw her talking, her whole heart hung higher, and her whole body began to tremble, and I was afraid of hearing the result that I couldn't bear after all.

Just when my emotions were about to get out of control, Gu Wanwan looked at me with a solemn expression: "The child was not saved, he was already breathing weakly when he was born, and the neonatology department put him in the incubator, but just yesterday he still failed to keep his respiratory failure, and finally he was unable to return to the sky." ”

Hearing her words, I froze suddenly, and the coldness swept over my whole body, and I shouted almost out of control: "No, I don't believe it, this is impossible, he was still moving so obviously in my stomach a second ago, how could he breathe weakly?" ”

At this moment, I couldn't control myself anymore, I ran down like crazy, I didn't even care about the needle in my hand, I pushed Gu Wanwan away, and as soon as I opened the door, my feet fell down with a sense of weakness.

Before I could react, my whole body was instantly in the air, and when I was holding me, I saw that his eyes were a little red and swollen, and he must have cried, right.

At this time, I almost couldn't help but collapse and hugged Xiangnan's neck and cried a little convulsively.

"Brother Nan, our child, it's all my fault, when you weren't there, I didn't protect him."

Shi Xiangnan didn't speak, just squinted his eyes and put me on the bed, and his eyes were not as gentle as before, but stared at me coldly.

And Gu Wanwan didn't know when she had walked out.

I sat up straight, tugged at his collar tightly, and wailed bitterly: "Brother Nan, you speak, are you blaming me, blaming me for not taking good care of our baby?" ”

Probably because he pulled out the infusion needle regardless of the infusion when he ran out of bed hard, and a lot of blood flowed on his hands, and even Shi Xiangnan's collar was rubbed with blood.

He still wouldn't reply to me, but he wanted to take my hand, but I hugged him and refused to let go.

I shook my head, tears had already burst the embankment, and all my emotions were almost impossible to hide at the moment.

Let sadness, despair, pain, and self-blame pour out.

But when I saw Shi Xiangnan's indifferent expression, he stared at me with an indifferent expression, and a cold tone spit out two words from his mouth: "Let go." ”