Suddenly, I remembered that my work card had been put in the pocket of my coat after the meeting that day, and that my clothes were hanging down on a chair when I went to the bathroom because I had been soiled by coffee, and that Qin Yanran must have secretly put it in when I was no longer there.

So I turned around and grabbed the corner of my shirt that was facing south: "Would you believe me if I said I had no idea why this check was in my bag?" ”

Shi Xiangnan pulled the corners of her mouth, and although the emotions in his eyes looked complicated, he didn't hesitate to tell me word by word: "I don't believe a word." ”

I know she really doesn't believe it when she says she doesn't believe it, after all, this check is here, and I can't prove that what I said is right.

There was silence between us, silence not seen in a long time.

Shi Xiangnan kept staring at me, his face was not only gloomy, but also seemed to have... I guess it's a disappointment.

Probably she thinks I'm a cruel and vicious woman, so mixed with disappointment.

I suddenly remembered that there was video surveillance in the café, even if I couldn't see the corner where we went downstairs, but at least Qin Yanran and I were sitting in such a transparent and bright place, there would be a video recording of that scene.

So I didn't give up and pulled Shi Xiangnan, who was about to go upstairs: "Jason, monitoring, monitoring will restore everything, you can see clearly, have I ever received that check." ”

Shi Xiangnan's face was even more blue, and my right arm was grabbed by him, and it hurt to pinch.

He took out his mobile phone, clearly turned on the video surveillance screen above me that day, and then threw it heavily on the sofa, and told me indifferently: "Open your eyes and see clearly, have you received it?" Well? ”

I looked at the video and was so shocked that I couldn't speak.

In the picture, it was indeed me and Qin Yanran, although I had my back to the camera, but the person was indeed me, and in the video, I generously accepted the check handed over by Qin Yanran and blatantly put it in my bag.

Fake, this video is absolutely fake.

It turns out that Qin Yanran is already bad to this extent, and she does not hesitate to fake the video to achieve the goal of framing me.

I always felt that I might have to face Lin Nianxuan, so I never regarded Qin Yanran as an opponent who was evenly matched with me, it seemed that I was a light enemy, and it was very likely that this time, she would directly beat me into the abyss, I actually underestimated her means.

I had to shake my head as hard as I could, and looked at Shi Xiangnan with a fearless smile: "Jason, I really confiscated any checks, don't you think the video was ......"

Before I could finish the second half of the sentence, Shi Xiangnan and I stopped what I said at the same time, and his words shocked me even more.

He stiffened his face, pinched my chin and forced me to look at him, and said coldly: "Yanran's child is gone, and you are still not satisfied with the check?" I didn't expect you to be so ruthless, your own children can be killed, let alone someone else's, I really regret that I told you about her, don't you feel guilty about her? ”

It turns out that he already sees me like this, what's the point of me explaining it or not?

I'm a person who never bothered to explain anything to others, especially the people I value the most, if I don't have even the slightest trust in who I am, how can I continue to live?

So I looked at him helplessly with a smile on the corner of my mouth: "What do you mean by that you feel guilty about her?" So? What do you want? ”

Suddenly, my heart jerked up, what decision would he make if he was guilty?

I bit my lip fiercely, and even felt the strong smell of blood in my mouth at the moment, I don't know how much courage it took to say this sentence: "Is your guilt that you want to use my child to bury Qin Yanran's child?" ”

When I said this, I could clearly feel Shi Xiangnan's body trembling, and the strength of the hand holding his chin was heavier.

His dark eyes stared at me sharply, and he said fiercely: "He Anning, you are not worthy of being a mother at all." ”

"I'm not worthy of it, is it suitable for your sweetheart?"

Shi Xiangnan stared at me with scarlet eyes, and I guess he didn't want to talk to me.

At this moment, I can only laugh at myself silently, and the scenes when I choose small clothes, small beds, and small bottles with him appear in front of my eyes as if they were in a movie.

These things that have happened in front of me are like a sharp dagger that has been inserted into my body at this moment, and I can't breathe in pain.

For a moment, silence spread between us.

I know what Shi Xiangnan recognizes, and no matter how much I refute him, he will not change his perception.

Many collapses actually happened in this silent moment, I just stood here motionless, but in fact, the inner world had already collapsed, shattered, and even messed up.

I really want to tell Shi Xiangnan, trust this thing is very fragile, if you don't believe me, forget it, I don't force it, but it has been damaged, and no matter how many sorry I am in the future, it will not be repaired in my heart.

And don't expect me to trust you anymore.

I raised my head and looked straight at Shi Xiangnan: "Since you don't believe me, what about your final decision?" ”

I don't know how long it took, Shi Xiangnan looked at me slowly, and said conclusively: "Give birth to a child, and then divorce." ”

I suddenly clenched my fists, and his words pierced my heart like a dagger, and at this moment, my heart was dripping blood, and it hurt terribly.

My heart was like a knife, but I still resisted the urge to hit him, and said sharply: "If you want me to give birth to a child for you, and then take the child and your old lover to fly together, Shi Xiangnan, that is my child, I He Anning gave birth to it, why?" ”

The expression on Shi Xiangnan's face was vague, he looked at me, squinted his dark eyes, and said coldly: "Just because you are a ruthless woman, you are not worthy of being a mother." ”

Hearing his words, I felt a chill down my spine, and every word of Shi Xiangnan stinged me incomparably, and every word made me suffocate and nauseous.

I felt my eyes flow uncontrollably with tears, but I didn't want to look vulnerable in front of this disgusting and contrived man.

So I rudely wiped my tears and stared into his eyes, although I couldn't tell what emotion was mixed in his eyes, but I finally laughed coldly.

"Okay, in your eyes, Qin Yanran is very suitable for being a mother, right?"

I continued to laugh, but no one knew how much my heart hurt.

I still tried my best to suppress my tears and said: "Shi Xiangnan, you want me to give up the child to Qin Yanran, I can't do it, don't even think about it." ”

"He Anning! Don't challenge my patience! Shi Xiangnan took my hand and looked at me with sharp eyes.

What followed was Shi Xiangnan's gaze getting cold a little bit, and he couldn't see the end at a glance.

Why doesn't he like to listen to it?

Think I'm going against his will, don't you?

For a long time, it was what he said, what I did, and when he said to get married, I agreed. He said he didn't agree to the divorce, and I didn't leave.

Why is it that now I just won't give up my child to that femme fatale-hearted woman, he can't stand it?

In the end, I couldn't get angry, and I used all my strength to pull my hand out: "Shi Xiangnan, you are really ruthless." ”

"You will also be reluctant to have a baby in your belly?" He said this to me harshly.

As soon as I heard it, almost all the anger rushed up: "Who would give up their own children? You are going to snatch my child because Qin Yanran's child is gone, do you want me to watch him call other women mothers? Shi Xiangnan, you are not a good man at all, you are blinded by love, can you love someone indiscriminately, and you can frame others at will? ”

I paused, almost having trouble breathing from anger.

Of course, I knew that it was too dangerous to be pregnant, especially for someone like me who had an unstable fetus.

But I have no choice, in the face of a man who does not distinguish between right and wrong, black and white, I have nothing but heartache.

I know that in this relationship, I am the one who is willing to compromise, but if I insist that my child call someone else's mother, I can't do it at all, and I don't need to compromise anything for this man.

Whatever revenge, whatever cure, fuck it all.

I don't want to be threatened by anyone.

I don't want my child to be born without a mother, and instead of everyone suffering like this, it is better not to let him come into this world as soon as possible.

Maybe I'll be sad and heartbroken if I beat him now, but I believe that after a while I'll come out and have a new child like now, right?

So I let the tears flow like this, and I didn't avoid Shi Xiangnan's gaze, and looked at him fixedly: "Shi Xiangnan, I won't let you two fly with my child, if you can't do it, you can't do it, just like you said, I think it's just a vicious and ruthless woman, I have already lost a child, I don't mind losing this child again, instead of watching him be snatched away by you in pain, it's better not to let him come to this world, so that there is no relationship between you and me that can be felt." ”

Speaking of this, I began to have some convulsions, and even emotional instability, I sniffed my nose and said slowly: "Then I got your will, I divorced you, and I have nothing to do with you from now on, I don't need you to help me take revenge, even if I die on the street in the future, that is the path I have chosen; I don't need you to help my sister find her heart, maybe this is her life, then I will accept this fate. Since I fell in love with you, I have lived in your shadow, I am so tired, even if I leave you, I will not be the vice president, or even no longer be a doctor in the hospital under your group, I will still live well, I will take my sister to leave Shanghai, away from you, away from you, the big devil. ”

After saying that, I didn't wait for him to react, and pulled out my hand with all my might, and then grabbed the door.

By the time he chased him out, I had already left the villa in the middle of the mountain, and from a distance I saw the figure of Xiangnan from the rearview mirror, he was just standing at the gate and did not move, but he could no longer see any expression.