I think that once upon a time, she had forgotten the person she loved, and she had forgotten what love was, and at this moment, she felt full of love.

Let time stop at this moment, I think that the relationship between her and him will always go on so beautifully, never, don't abandon her, she is a person who can't afford to lose, at that time, I thought that person was the sustenance of my life, but, in the end, it was all my own passion, and I was a person who could laugh at that person in that person's heart.

"I'm going to work."

Let go of her, thus, look at her charming eyes, and say a gentle word.

"Uh-huh."

He just nodded, and then watched him stand up and take her up.

Walk all the way to the garage and look at the car.

"Bring me food at noon, okay?"

Looking back, she was still unconscious.

The pleading tone, the reluctant look.

"Uh-huh."

Looking at his eyes, he nodded, completely forgetting what she was doing at this moment.

As she nodded, he approached her, kissed the charming lips again, and then, leaving, got into the car, closed the cars, looked at her goofy look, and smiled.

"It's cold outside, go back to the house."

A tone of complete concern.

"Uh-huh."

It was still the same sentence, and the nod, and then, stretching out his hand, beckoned to him, goodbye.

Seeing her go back to the house, he started the car and left.

Sitting on the couch, still fugue.

If it weren't for the phone ringing, she would have been in a daze all morning.

"Hey, hello."

With a faint tone, she came back to her senses, and she was no longer the stupid person.

"It's me, are you free?"

The person on the other side is Zheng Yi, and now, he is annoyed.

In the past few days, her family has been urging the matter between her and Yan Huan, both of them agreed, and the two of them got married, but she knew that Yan Huan's heart had always lived in the rainy season, and she and he had no idea at all, but she had told them a lot, and it was impossible for them to be between them, but, their adults, where did they pay attention to her thoughts, and that Yan Huan, who seemed to be angry, had been missing for several days, but, in this way, the Yan family still refused to compromise, and still said that they must get married.

She thought that she was not Yan Huan, no matter how much she hated these, she would not run away from home, so early in the morning, she tried to call this, a phone call that had not been passed for a long time, she didn't think of it, it was through, but this tone, how do you think, it is even stranger than the last time.

"Yiyi, is there something wrong?"

Or ask this sentence, presumably, she has something to do, so she called herself in such a hurry, before, it's not that she doesn't want to answer, but, she thinks, she hasn't figured out how to talk about it, what she is doing now, how to say it, and she is afraid, she will ask herself to get to the bottom of it.

"If I propose, can you come back, will you say yes?"

Sitting in the office, she no longer has the energy to work, so she lets the papers pile up, that's all.

"Now it's not a question of whether I want to go back or not, but whether they want me to go back or not."

I was still struggling with how to answer, but now, I blurted out, in fact, she was shaken when she called her at the beginning, and her heart was shaken by the desire to go home, after all, this is not a place for her.

"Uncle and aunt miss you very much, and Yan Huan misses you very much, haven't you thought about him, over the years, he has had the worst life and misses you the most."

In fact, the last time she went to her house, she saw her uncle, that look, the look that missed her, the longing look, as for whether the aunt thought about it, she really didn't know, because, in her memory, the aunt was always busy, never stopped.

However, she didn't think about it, the Yan Huan who was behind her back, silently loving her, she understood Yan Huan, she had never left home, even when he left in the rainy season, he didn't run away from home, because, he knew, he wanted to let the rainy season be free, because in the end, she still returned to him, but, this time, when it came to marriage for a lifetime, he felt that he had agreed like this, he and her, in this life, were impossible, he was struggling.

"Are you sure, they miss me very much, no, they have long forgotten that there is such a daughter here, Yan Huan, what's wrong with him, how he misses me, I don't understand."

I don't understand more and more, what Zheng Yi wants to express, what does it feel, this time, something big happened to her, and she had to go back.

"The Yan family and my family are forcing us to get married, that is to say, I am going to marry Yan Huan, now, do you understand?"

The other party is very angry, if the two face each other, it is estimated that there will be a quarrel.

"Congratulations on getting married."

I can't hear what the other party wants to express, just smile, and the tone is also, it's completely a blessing.

"The person Yan Huan has always loved is you, do you want to congratulate you."

Finally told the secret of many years, instead of the usual tone, a very serious tone, before, she had told her that Yan Huan fell in love with her very early, but, every time she listened to it, she felt that it was a joke, and casually said, we are good brothers, but, has she ever thought about Yan Huan's thoughts, so that this relationship is in awkwardness.

Many times, she knows that in the rainy season, she is a completely heartless person, and she will have a glimmer of hope for her, but in the end, the person who will die of anger will only be her, and when she makes this phone call, she should think that such a heartless person will not be able to go back at all, and it is impossible to crack this marriage, she overestimates the friendship between them.

"He and I are just good brothers, you two are together, it's good."

finally realized the other party's anger, presumably to let her go back and break this marriage, but, now, like this, she went back, how many people should be gossiped, aside, if she goes back, will it change everything.

She understands the Yan family, and still remembers that at the beginning, when Yan Huan played with her, she knew her family background, and persuaded Yan Huan not to play with her, for fear that she would bring him badly, but Yan Huan, like Zheng Yi, ignored the boring words, and still played together, she still clearly remembered that at that time, Yan Mu's expression when she looked at her was terrifying, as if she saw the enemy, at that time, she understood from Yan Mu's eyes, hateful, naïve her, at that time, I thought that when she grew up, Mother Yan wouldn't have looked at her with those terrible eyes.

After all, she was wrong, once, when Yan Huan and Zheng Yi appeared in her world, she thought that when she grew up, she would marry Yan Huan, but seeing Yan Huan's terrible eyes killed her thoughts about Yan Huan, so she only thought that they were just good brothers.

And this time, Zheng Yi is using the power of panic to wake up and scold herself, Yan Huan has always loved her.

"He Yuji, because of the marriage, he disappeared, he disappeared because of you, is this what you call a blessing?"

Obviously, Zheng Yi was extremely angry and wanted to get some comfort from her mouth, but it was like this.

"He Yuji, I regret calling you, you are a heartless person, what am I still asking for, and it is not worth it for Yanhuan, from beginning to end like a fool, I was tricked by you, this time, if you don't come back, I think, the friendship between us is over, I'm sorry, I bother you."

There was no point in talking any further, I thought that she would say something, but, if she continued to talk like this, she thought, they would only go back to the same place, and they would only hate her more.

Deflated tone.

"He loves me, he's missing, is it all to blame on me, an uninformed person, I'm a heartless person, it turns out that I'm such an unbearable person in your hearts, even if I go back, it will change all this, I think, you're wrong, even if, I've always been in City B, I still can't change everything."

I didn't talk about it anymore, I hung up the phone, and then, throwing the phone on the table, and then, looking at the phone, remembering everything I had just talked about, laughed at myself ridiculously.

"In the rainy season, you are a big fool, a big fool from beginning to end, stupid and life-saving."

As he spoke, tears fell.

They always say that she is a heartless person who doesn't know how to shed tears, but at this moment, she is crying unscrupulously and uncontrollably.

And she was far away in City B, looking at the phone that was hung up, her face expressionless.

Obviously, the result of this phone call, not this, for some reason, the development of things is along this point of cleaning up, now, she doesn't know, what good things she did just now, what friends, and, at this time, she is sober, but she doesn't have the courage to pick up the phone again, if she does this, it will only make herself look down on herself even more.

"He Yuji, you have always been condescending, cold, and arrogant, you never thought about me and Yanhuan, maybe, at the beginning, you should have listened to your mother's words, don't get close to you, and there will be no current thing."

The eyes are cold, if not, this phone call, she thinks, she is still a flattering follower of the rainy season, yes, she has lived under her glory since she was a child, she has the best grades, the most well-behaved, and she has to live under her useless people, she endures, she thinks, the rainy season will understand, but she has never done her own thing, never took into account her thoughts.

For example, when she was a freshman in high school, she knew that she didn't like to play with society, but she took her with her without asking her, so that she saw her take those people in society to fight, and the scenes were all impressive now, she was afraid, but she still laughed at herself, coward, and then, she left, leaving herself alone in the same place, if not, Yan Huan, she thought, she wouldn't find her way home that day.

If, let the person who was good for her know, it turned out that he wanted to exercise her courage at the beginning, and, in the end, for her, he came back to look for her, so that he looked for her all night, and thus she was sick, would she laugh at her stupidity, stupid and incurable.