Chapter 0102: Let Go
When will the heart fall for you step by step, and the heart will beat with your emotions.
Holding a mobile phone, walking in the bustling city, looking at the road ahead with confused eyes.
Sitting on a chair on the street, looking at his newly bought mobile phone, looking at the string of numbers, the number printed on his heart, and the number that made his heart ache at the same time, many times, he wanted to dial out.
Only then did he realize that he didn't know what to say, could he ask if what she said was true, or, false, in that way, would he make his heart feel better, if the answer was not what he wanted, what should he do, and be drunk like last night.
When he never hesitated, when did he become indecisive.
Occasionally raised his head, looked at the people coming and going, looked at the pairs, looked at a few couples, smiling and holding hands, passed, at that moment, he was thinking, if that person is good, in his heart, I also hope to have a pure love, and, single-minded.
With a slip of his hand, he had already dialed out the phone, no, hung up, but put it to his ear seriously to listen, but he was reminded by the cold customer service that the other party had turned off the phone.
Lost and put down, when he dialed out the phone, he was nervous, he was still thinking, what to ask, but, in the end, it was all broken.
He had forgotten that it was late at night.
Thinking about it, the phone at home, call it out seriously.
"Toot toot."
The sound rang out.
And the other side of the time.
She was sleeping on the second floor, but she vaguely heard the phone ringing downstairs, turned over, turned over, and ignored it, for her, these days, it was not easy, she could fall asleep early.
After a few sounds, she thought in a daze that the other party would not call, but she was wrong, and the other party dialed it a second time.
Now, she had no choice but to get up, half-squinted, not fully awake, if, you say, she looked like a sleepwalker.
Half-squinted, he stepped down the stairs.
Very unconscious, he picked up the ringing phone and sat down in a chair next to him.
Without a spiritual voice, if she was awake, she would never be like this.
"Hey, hello."
And he was originally very nervous, but when he heard this long-awaited voice, his heart calmed down, and he felt that at this moment, he was alive and not a walking corpse.
I just heard this breathless voice.
"Are you alright?"
I prepared so many words and wanted to ask, but when it came to my mouth, it was true that I couldn't express it, maybe I was afraid that they would become strangers again because of this time.
It won't be about you that day, and when she closed the door, he regretted it, he shouldn't have said that, shouldn't have made their relationship like that.
Gentle tone, caring.
"What's good or bad."
In a daze, she didn't know what she was doing, as if she was in a dream.
I really don't listen to it, and someone will ask her if it's okay.
"Of course it's not good, Yan Huan, I miss you."
When he wanted to ask her what kind of gift she liked, he heard this.
stayed where he was, it turned out that he thought too much, and people didn't hear his voice at all, and in the end, he thought of himself as another person in her heart, he was wrong, he shouldn't have been, this time, he should have believed that, didn't he, the truth was admitted from her mouth, didn't it.
didn't listen to her words anymore, hung up, and then, holding the phone tightly, with a fierce look in his eyes, if, at this moment, she was standing in front of him, he didn't know if he would kill her, hated betrayal the most.
This time, it's time for him to die, it's time to let go, isn't it.
"Maybe letting go is the best ending."
Looking up at the blue sky, he muttered to himself.
I thought that after that good time together, the relationship between them would change, but I found that it was impossible at all, didn't it?
I've tried very hard to rewrite the ending between them, but I can't change it after all, right?
And someone, who is still confused, doesn't know that the name he mentioned has broken the beautiful days that were supposed to be in the future.
In a daze, she thought it was Yan Huan, but she forgot that Yan Huan didn't have a home phone at all, didn't she.
Hear the beep of the phone.
"Hey, who are you?"
Finally, I remembered that I forgot to ask the other party.
"Why don't you speak, I'm so sleepy."
Put the phone away, and, with a yawn, walk up the stairs on the second floor.
And he.
Muttered to herself, looking at the newly bought phone in her hand, she still didn't need it after all, didn't you.
Standing up, with a cold breath, this time he buried everything he had for her in the bottom of his heart, perhaps, at this moment, he should try to eliminate her from his mind.
As I walked, I remembered something.
A phone call was made.
"Hey, Secretary Lu, cancel tonight's flight ticket, confirm the time, I'll call you, and also, help me open a room, to the top floor."
An icy tone.
originally wanted to go back early, because that person, now, that person, it seems that he doesn't need him at all, and he is an irrelevant person in her heart from beginning to end, why should she go, or be the cold and high-minded him again, at least, so that the heart will not be hurt so easily, isn't it.
Five years ago, when He Yao left, he was drunk and depressed, and he thought that he would not be able to live without her, but when he woke up from that time, he found that he didn't love her very much, but he was reluctant, and she would leave her and not adapt to it.
Maybe I don't love her too, it's just that I have feelings and I can't bear it.
"Ah, yes, yes."
For Secretary Lu in the circle, these words.
I told him to book a plane ticket early in the morning, and now, to cancel, I have to book a room, doesn't he have a room, it's next door to him, isn't it.
Could it be that he and her are not in that kind of relationship.
Hey, forget it, now, you can play for a few more days, that's the most important thing, isn't it?
Hurry up and go downstairs to book a room.
As soon as I opened the door, I saw her standing at the door next door.
looks abandoned, sad and lost.
"Miss He, okay."
Or say hello politely.
"Secretary Lu is good."
was already in a bad mood and wanted to find someone to vent, but the person in front of him couldn't, he was the person next to him, so he had to be polite.
"Secretary Lu, I want to ask, Ah Hao, where is it now."
That's what she's been thinking about.
"Isn't he with you, just now, he called me and canceled the flight ticket, I thought it was to accompany you, so I stayed."
Questioningly, he touched his head and said.
He left to cancel the flight and stay with me, and his originally lost heart became happy at this time.
"Uh-huh, yes, that's it, sure enough, it's Ah Hao who understands me best, thank you, Secretary Lu."
He smiled and thanked him, and then happily entered the room that was supposed to be his.
Watch the door close.
Outside the door, he still wanted to say.
"But, he told me to book a room."
He looked at the room with a look of incomprehension, and then, shaking his head, left.
And she closed the door and missed the next sentence.
"I can finally get along with Ah Hao in the same room, I'm so happy, sure enough, he still loves me, on the surface, I don't care, but in fact, in my heart, I still care very much."
A sentence of self-talk, everything is so pleasing to the eye, right for your clothes.
Thinking of the clothes that hadn't been taken out yet, they were still in the suitcase, looking at the suitcase lying in front of them, looking happy, and thinking that they could get closer to him.
Many people will definitely feel that they are very close, but as long as she knows that during the time they were dating, in addition to holding hands a few times, and they forced it themselves, he wouldn't at all, he didn't understand it at all, if he didn't remind him, he didn't understand it at all, what love was, and, every time, when he was coquettish and asked him to kiss himself, he was, refused, and, she didn't know, in fact, he had already red ears, in order not to let her find out, he refused, and, on the one hand, he was at that time, in his heart, There was no such impulse at all, and he once thought in his heart that only people who loved each other very much could kiss each other, and he always had this idea in his heart.
If it is said that it is love, perhaps, he doesn't understand it at all, at that time, he can't distinguish between love and friends.
Grab your suitcase and head to his room.
A layer of unstained, or his favorite layout, sure enough, after so many years, he has not changed, simple style, his favorite.
The things are placed neatly, and when I look at the soft bed, I am excited in my heart, and I can finally do it.
Put the suitcase of clothes in the closet.
When I looked at the closet, I remembered that his clothes were with his secretary, and I was helping him to come back now, and he would stay here for the next few days, and that must be in this room.
Hurried footsteps, went to see the door, knocked on the door of the next room.
After a few knocks, the door did not open.
"It's out."
Thinking about it, just now, he looked like he was going out.
I had to go back to her room again, and that didn't affect her mood.
Put his own clothes in the closet, put them aside, and his clothes on the other side.
She was very happy to think that it was still him.
After tidying up everything, he sat on the edge of the bed, looked at the central position, the place where he had slept, and looked, with a smile on his face, and a happy face on his face.
It suddenly occurred to me that he was a person with a habit of cleanliness, and he hadn't washed it yet, so he went to wash it well.
Take your pajamas, hum a song, and go in.