Chapter 222: Do You Really Don't Love Me?
Why did he care about me when he went south, and I am not his person.
I saw that Mia had been pestering him, and I said in a somewhat cold tone: "Mia, listen to your mother and sleep well." ”
But Mia shook her little head: "Play with Dad." ”
I glared at her with some resentment, Mia could tell if I was angry, no matter how much she liked others in her heart, she didn't want me to be angry, so she lowered her head and stubbornly said to the south: "Goodbye, uncle." ”
With that, she turned her head and closed her eyes.
Now it seems that Mia is also in Shi Xiangnan's camp, and she seems to like him very much, but I can't figure out when they have been standing in a trench.
Shi Xiangnan looked at me with a smug face and a smile like a flower, a little angry, so I walked out, and he followed behind.
I opened the door and looked at him coldly: "It's too late, I'm going to rest, and you're another man for me, so you are the same, don't send it slowly..."
Just as I pushed him out, he stretched out his hand to block the door frame, raised his head and said in a hoarse voice: "He Anning, there are some things that you can't fool when you say them." ”
I didn't bother to pay attention to him, and snorted coldly: "What did I say? ”
To be honest, at this moment, all I have in my mind is the intimate replay of him and Lin Nianxuan together, so I can't care about it at all, and I can't tell what I said at that time.
"You said, as long as I can find you, you will be with me, I thought you would go back to Shanghai, but I didn't expect you to come to Nancheng, He Anning, you must know that it is not easy to find you, but it is not easy for me to find it, you can't talk and don't talk."
I count you as big, Shi Xiangnan, you are really stupid to me, if I hadn't seen you and Lin Nianxuan, I would still be able to believe it, but now that I see it is believing, how can I promise you.
So I scolded him angrily: "If it's not easy to find, don't bother looking for it in the future, isn't it good to be next to Lin Nianxuan?" ”
I felt so hypocritical when I said that, as if I was so angry that the two of them were together.
Just chuckled when I heard what I said, and I didn't know what he was laughing at.
I don't have time to stare at him here, anyway, I see it, I can't be unaware of everything, so I don't want to wronged myself.
Just as I was about to close the door, he grabbed my hand firmly, and the force seemed to crush me in an instant.
The two of us were struggling and he pushed me against the wall, and I saw him kick hard and the door shut.
He wrapped me tightly in the crook of his arm, almost all over me, and I leaned stiffly against the wall.
His forehead was pressed against my cheek, and I could smell the slightest smell of wine from the heat he sprayed: "He Anning, lie to me and say that you are going back to Shanghai, you are so ruthless." ”
said that I was ruthless, but he was the most ruthless person, but he said me instead.
Yes, I admit that I was ruthless in this matter, but I will never be as ruthless to me as he used to be, I can't do anything like that.
Just as I was about to push him away, he landed with a fierce kiss on his head and face.
I was trapped in this world by him, I even used my legs, this fist embroidered leg had almost no effect in front of him, my limbs were still suppressed by him, especially the man who drank was even stronger.
When he finally left my lips, I glared at him, rubbing my lips endlessly with my hands.
I was afraid that he would do something out of the ordinary after such a fierce kiss, so I said angrily while wiping me: "Shi Xiangnan, even if I give you such a forced feeling, do you think you will be happy?" ”
Yes, I use the word charity, I can no longer give my heart to a man who cheats on me, and only such words can pierce his self-esteem as a man, maybe he will give up.
But he buried his head in my neck and said slowly in a voice that was even hoarse: "Do you really not love me?" ”
I was so confident to refuse, but I don't know why, as soon as I heard what he said, my heart was pumped and hurt, and even my eyes began to pantothenic, and I wanted to cry inexplicably.
I've never seen him talk to me like this, and I've never felt so lost in this sentence, but at this moment, this sentence made me hurt so much, like I was about to have angina.
At this time, he is telling me what to do, so that I don't want to give up my principles and bottom line because of such a simple sentence.
I had no choice but to hang my arms, close my eyes and say, "I don't know, it's not early, I'm going to rest." ”
In fact, I can't say anything about loving him, but now for me, it doesn't matter so much whether I love him or not.
To be honest, I was very touched to know that he went to Africa to chase me and tell me the facts to redeem me, but after all, now there is only emotion left, just when I saw him and Lin Nianxuan still being together during the day, I felt that something was missing for him.
But no matter what I said, he didn't let go, and the two of us remained motionless.
Shi Xiangnan finally said to me dumbly: "I always remember the scene when I met you for the first time in the bar that night, you are so beautiful when you are drunk, so charming, I didn't expect you to take the initiative to provoke me, but fate is something that people can't get rid of, after that night, I fell in love irrepressibly, but I don't know what to do, I was hurt by love, I didn't dare to let myself fall into it again, but I didn't want to leave you, so I would maintain a relationship with friends, so that I could see you at any time, But I finally married you, but this marriage was ruined by myself, I couldn't explain many things to you at the time, I want you to wait for me for two years, and then take you back when everything is calm, but now you don't seem to love me as much as before, I panicked, He Anning, I haven't panicked for any woman, this feeling tortures my heart and is about to burst. ”
But what to do, Shi Xiangnan, no matter what you say, I still have to disappoint you, and the only response I can give you is silence or tears.
After a long time, seeing that I didn't respond, Shi Xiangnan slowly straightened up, and I immediately broke free from his arms, and said "I'm going to sleep with Mia, I hope you've already left when I come out" and entered the room.
I thought Mia had already slept, but I didn't expect that as soon as I entered the house, Mia turned over and sat up, pouting a little and asking unpleasantly, "Go~?" ”
I couldn't speak very well, but at least I could understand what she meant, so I nodded.
But I didn't understand why she liked Shi Xiangnan, so I sat next to her, stroked her broken hair and asked her, "Mia likes him?" ”
Mia barely had to think about it before she nodded her little head and replied, "Mmmmmm ”
She used five uh words in a row, which must represent how much she likes it?
I was already full of questions, and I couldn't help but ask her, "Why do you like him?" If it's another uncle, can you be your dad? ”
Mia probably couldn't put into words what she wanted to say, so she started to sign for me, and my eyes began to redden.
What she expressed meant: "I know my mother likes him, when I was in Africa, I saw you often staring at the photos in a daze, and crying, isn't it your uncle in the photos, so you must like this uncle very much, and I like him very much." ”
Mia knew how to read and know my feelings at such a young age, but I never considered her feelings.
I know she's always wished she had a father, but she only mentioned it to me once, and I know that children who grow up with a father are much happier.
So I touched her face: "Mom will consider your opinion." ”
Mia nodded, even giggling.
After a while, she looked at me with some concern, and pointed at me: "It's raining so heavily outside, and my uncle is not in this city, so he has no place to live, so my mother drove him away, where can he go, Mia is so worried." ”
“……”
I was a little speechless when Mia retorted, and after calming Mia and putting her to sleep, I went back to the living room, and the shadow of the southward was gone.
I looked at the other rooms, but there was no sign of him, and I thought he must have really left.
Suddenly, his heart tightened, where could he go to this strange southern city with heavy rain?
I didn't see Fu Chen come with him, could it be that he drove from Shanghai to Nancheng by himself? Are you ready to drive back on your own? Or maybe you've found a hotel to stay in?
Nancheng is so big, where can he go?
Forget it, don't think about it, since you're gone, it's considered fateless.
But when I went back to my room and turned on my computer to write the report, I couldn't write anything.
I really want to pinch my own heart to death, when Shi Xiangnan was there, I wanted to drive him away in every way, but now I am not here, so pure, why is my heart so lost, and worried.
At this moment, I couldn't write anything, so I simply turned off the computer and picked up the phone to dial him.
He must not have left Nancheng yet, I can clearly smell the smell of alcohol, how could he be drunk and driving in the heavy rain.
However, the answer from the other side of the call was, "I'm sorry." Your call is temporarily unreachable, so please call again later. ”
I dialed it several times in a row, and all I heard was this voice, and when I looked at the lightning and thunder outside, my heart became even more anxious.
So I thought of Fu Chen, and I almost trembled and dialed Fu Chen's phone.
It's just that Fu Chen's phone rang for a long time and no one answered, my heart felt like it was being burned by fire, and the burning person was extremely uncomfortable.
Just as I was about to hang up the phone, Fu Chen's voice finally appeared on the phone.