Chapter 141: Drinking to drown sorrows

"Just like you and me, huh?" Xia Xianwen smiled wryly and laughed at himself at his words.

Lu Junfeng was noncommittal, and his eyes fell on the road where people and cars came and went.

"But even if that's the case, you're not going to leave her, are you?"

Lu Junfeng's pursed lips and lowered gaze all revealed the pain and struggle in this man's heart.

In fact, even Xia Xianwen can see through his heart, after Zhuo Zhuo's caustic analysis and opinion on Lu Yao and Meng Zhichao "they rich people" just now, he still does not change his original intention, and even loves such a person so passionately.

Perhaps it was precisely because of her indifference and arrogance that he was deeply attracted to her and loved him so much that he couldn't extricate himself.

"Lu Junfeng, in fact, I am the same as you, do you know what Meng Zhichao said to me?" Xia Xianwen always had a smile that was not worried or happy, but when the words "Meng Zhichao" were mentioned, it became cloudy, and her slender eyes contained a cold frost that was so thick that it could not be dissolved.

What Meng Zhichao said to her again and again that day, those words that made her almost painful, she will never forget a word in her life!

He said to me: Xia Xianwen, you are because of the blessing of Yaoyao, it was she who forgave you for the harm you caused to her at the beginning, and regarded you as a friend regardless of her previous suspicions, and I reluctantly contacted you in order not to embarrass her. Do you really think I want something to happen to someone like you? You like me? Want to date me? You don't look in the mirror to take a good look at yourself, do you think your face is worthy of me, or is your family background worthy of the Meng family? I said, where did you get the confidence to come and confess to me! ”

"That's what he says, you ......"

Lu Junfeng didn't expect Xiao Meng to say such heartfelt and hurtful words to a girl.

Looking at Xia Xianwen's frowning and heartbroken expression, he wanted to comfort this girl a few words, but he felt that he was hurt like this by the person he loved, and all the comfort was pale and powerless.

"Lu Yao, will she also say these things to you? Will it hurt you completely regardless of your feelings? If she's the same person, then how can you still love her so much? ”

This is Xia Xianwen's tongue wide after drying half a bottle of Lao Baigan, with tears in her eyes, and a look of disdain yelling at Lu Junfeng with a loud question.

The two people who were supposed to take the bus back to their respective homes came to a famous food stall street in S City, two blocks away from the school.

In the summer time, after the rush hour, this two-lane road that is not too wide, and the ends of the road will be cordoned off.

On both sides of the road, open-air stalls, barbecue stalls, and food stalls are placed one after another, which can be described as complete and dazzling, and it is the authentic street food that outsiders and foreigners will definitely try when they arrive in S City.

The two men were sitting at a noisy barbecue stand, a plate of barbecue on the table barely moving, but a few empty beer bottles neatly stacked on the table.

There is also a small half bottle of old white dry.

Xia Xianwen was quite reserved, and asked for a small bottle, but in fact, two cups of stomach were less than two taels.

She looks at the amount of alcohol she has a good amount of alcohol, but I don't know if it is because she drank the mixed wine first after beer, and because she has a sense of grievance and discomfort in her heart, the more she drinks, the more uncomfortable this wine becomes.

At the end of the drink, I actually started crying.

Lu Junfeng glanced around, and found that there were many people around them, drinking and scolding, and no one paid attention to him at all, he couldn't help but sigh a little, it turned out that there were so many unsatisfactory people in these years.

He handed a tissue to Xia Xianwen.

Xia Xianwen wiped her mouth after taking it and threw it aside casually.

Lu Junfeng: "......"

He meant it was for her to wipe her tears.

"Let's go back." Xia Xianwen drank a lot, and even vomited a lot of bitter water, seeing that he was about to upgrade from slightly drunk to drunk, he was a little worried about how to send her home for a while, and began to regret that he shouldn't have relented just now and followed her to this place to "borrow wine to drown his sorrows".

It's just that when Xia Xianwen said, "Only Du Kang can solve his worries" and then suddenly left the station, he was inexplicably a little worried.

During today's lunch break in the gymnasium, he saw Lu Yao and Xia Xianwen together.

With Lu Yao's temperament, he definitely didn't give people a good face, and it is estimated that what he said has a fight with Meng Zhichao, if Xia Xianwen has an accident outside because of this...... He was afraid that Lu Yao would blame himself and be sad in the future.

That's why I followed her all the way here.

Later, he drank with her.

"You go back first, your family Lu Yao is waiting for you at home, right?" Xia Xianwen wiped her tears with the back of her hand and drank again.

Lu Junfeng held the wine glass in his hand, and his slender fingers covered the inferior glass wine glass, shaking the transparent liquid in it for a while.

Xia Xianwen's words that seemed to be concerned and mocking made him suddenly feel a thorn in his heart, and he drank all the wine in his hand and said, "Let her wait." ”

Xia Xianwen's eyes widened, staring at Lu Junfeng as if she was looking at some monster, and after staring for a while, she suddenly grinned at Lu Junfeng and smirked.

She shook her head, "I don't believe it. ”

Lu Junfeng poured himself another glass, and after he tilted his neck and dried it, anger appeared on his face: "Why do I have to follow her in everything?" Why can't she just wait for me? She is the same as me, no different! ”

Xia Xianwen retorted loudly: "Of course it's different! ”

She wanted to laugh at him, just now it was obviously he himself who said that people like them and people like Lu Yao and Meng Zhichao are two completely different types of people, and in his theory, the family of origin has determined this person's vision, and the criticism that is unique to ordinary people when looking at the world.

"It's no different!" His attitude was even more intense than Xia Xianwen's, and coldness burst out in his dark eyes, "People are divided into high and low, is it true that people's feelings are also divided into three, six, nine and so on!" Why do they trample on our liking, why! ”

Lu Junfeng's loss of control for a while made Xia Xianwen sober up a little.

She grabbed his hand that he had placed on the table and tried to dissuade him: "You...... Don't think so, even if Meng Zhichao is that kind of person, but Lu Yao must not be, you have been together for so long, don't you still know her? ”

Xia Xian's text means comfort, but it has another meaning in Lu Junfeng's ears.

He shook off her hand, and his emotions became more intense and uncontrollable because of the alcohol.

He sneered at Xia Xianwen: "So for so many years, we have been together for so long, why doesn't she take the initiative to get to know me...... What kind of point do I have to go before she is willing to let go of the past and understand how much I am afraid of losing her...... Why didn't she understand, why did she say such hurtful things...... Even if I want to ...... to her But does she know that sooner or later she should be my person......

Lu Junfeng's "drunken words", Xia Xianwen didn't understand it very well, but she really understood from this man's eyes that were so thick that she couldn't dissolve the pain that this man loved how much this man loved the person he was now crusading against.

Xia Xianwen didn't know Lu Junfeng at all before she entered F Attached Middle School, and she didn't know the past and connections between him and Lu Yao, she probably guessed that the two of them were under the same roof, but what she didn't know was how much he loved Lu Yao.

In her life experience in the past ten years, for the first time, she saw a man complaining to her for the girl he loved, enduring heartache and complaining to her, but he couldn't extricate himself from it, and he loved it to the extreme.

"We ...... Let's go back. Originally, she wanted to borrow wine to drown her sorrows because of Xiao Meng's desperation for herself, but she didn't expect to drag Lu Junfeng into the water, and she could still hold it herself, but he was already unconscious.

She glanced at their table when she paid the bill, and before she knew it, the two of them had drunk a lot!

The two waited on the bus platform again, Xia Xianwen looked at the stop sign, not sure if there was the last train passing here......

"Hey, Lu Junfeng, you have a mobile phone, right? Can you call home to pick you up...... ......" Xia Xianwen gradually lost her voice.

Because she felt that it might not make much sense for her to pin her hopes on a person who had drunk a little too much and was sitting at the bus stop with his head down and silent at the moment.

"Why don't you give me your phone and I'll call?"

But she wasn't sure if there was a last train, even if she weighed the size of the two of them, she probably wouldn't be able to resist him in the car, and all the money in her hand was used to pay for it just now, and she didn't have the money to take a taxi from here to her home.

Xia Xianwen has seen a lot of drunk men, most of them have very poor wine, beating their wives and children, spilling things, or pulling you to cry, like Lu Junfeng, it's not bad to just sit quietly and not speak.

However, no matter how much you ask him, he will keep his mouth shut and not answer you a word, which makes her very melancholy and embarrassed.

As time passed, and the two of them were likely to be treated as missing persons by the family, she had no choice but to reach out and touch him...... Cell phone.

The clothes he wore in the summer were made of thin material, and when he touched it, he found that the phone was in the pants pocket of his jeans.

But he sat with his head down, and his jeans were snugly again, and she reached into his pants pocket, and touched it twice, but she didn't find it.

Xia Xianwen really didn't want to wait endlessly, and saw that there was no one around, and it was a dim place with street lights, gritted his teeth, and pulled his pants pockets with both hands......

Just as Xia Xianwen was engrossed and very difficult to put his fingers into Lu Junfeng's pants pocket and wanted to pull his mobile phone out, the latter suddenly raised his head.

The two of them were so close together that the tip of his nose when he looked up even touched her earlobe.

Xia Xianwen, who finally got the mobile phone, didn't have time to be happy, and the hand that was inserted in someone's pants pocket and didn't have time to withdraw was suddenly clasped by someone's wrist, and she raised her head in surprise, facing a pair of dark and heart-pounding eyes.

When she was in a daze, her wrist was pulled hard, and the whole person turned for a moment, and when she reacted, she found that she was sitting on a pair of people's legs, and before she could speak, the person's face pressed down on her.