Chapter 33: The First Time is still fresh in my memory

"What...... What the? ”

Oh my god!

This is really an exciting sentence, how can I think this sentence is so fake when it comes out of Shi Xiangnan's mouth.

The corners of my mouth twitched in an instant, my heart pounded, and if I hadn't sat in the car, I could have just fallen to the ground, which was too shocking and too easy to disturb my young mind.

A man like him who is perfect to the extreme, has been friends with me for two years, and then tells me that you are my first woman.

Can I believe it?

The main thing is that he said this sentence is particularly innocent, which makes people have to believe it.

But no matter what I think, Shi Xiangnan doesn't match the word innocence.

To have status, to have money, to be handsome, to be handsome, it stands to reason that such a man must have a lot of warblers and Yanyan around him, how can he be innocent?

But when I heard what he said, my heart was full of emotions, and I pretended to be calm, but I couldn't help but say to myself, "What about the first time? Why are you telling me? I... It's the first time I've ever said this, and what does he mean by that? Do I have to be responsible for him? ”

As I finished saying these words, the events of that night became clearer and clearer before my eyes.

Although I had my first boyfriend back then, he just didn't get to the last step, and he did that kind of dirty thing with other women.

And with Shi Xiangnan, of course, it was with a sense of anger that he made up his mind to go out and find a man.

I only remember that my palms were sweaty at that time, and I didn't even dare to raise my eyes when I found out that I had a super handsome man casually.

Although this man is handsome, at least in my perception of male appearance, he belongs to the handsome and boundless kind, but I always feel that this man is not something I can provoke, so I instantly became cowardly at that time.

Later, when I was pressed by him, my drunken brain became clearer, and I told myself, He Anning, no matter how you are betrayed by a man, you shouldn't just find a man and give it to you for the first time.

But after all, I still couldn't escape this man, who told me to drink too much to provoke him, and in the end I was still unable to resist the temptation of beauty and obeyed him.

Although I haven't done anything like this, but after all, I'm a medical school graduate, and I know everything about this aspect of things, probably because I drank too much alcohol before, and I really got on the head at this time, and I followed his rhythm without any scruples.

It's not like a first-time person at all, although I try my best to show that I'm very skilled, but I'm still too rusty, and many times even clumsy, but what about him......

It's like an old driver's style, and he is at ease.

Although it has been a long time since that time, I still remember it vividly when I think about it.

When I saw the blinding red, I sat on the bed in a daze and looked through the frosted glass door at the people who were bathing in the bathroom.

My first time, it was given to a strange man on such a drunken night.

I don't know why I wanted to provoke him when I was in the bar, and I don't know why I didn't refuse when I was intimidating, but I half-pushed and half-obeyed him.

But what I do know is that he has been lingering in my life since about this night.

In fact, as Shi Xiangnan said, he is my first man and my only man.

In the days I left him in the future, I often remembered this night that seemed extremely absurd but could not be forgotten.

If it hadn't been for the fact that I had stopped the car in the south, I might still be immersed in the memories of that night.

Shi Xiangnan parked the car at the door of the villa in the northern suburbs, which was the villa he had asked the driver to pick me up.

"Why did you bring me here? I want to go home. I looked at the once familiar villa in front of me, and hurriedly wanted to push the door and get out of the car, and said in a somewhat anxious tone.

Shi Xiangnan grabbed my wrist, turned his head to look at me, and then said indifferently: "Is Minghu still your home?" ”

I came back to my senses when I heard this, and said with emotion in my heart: "Yes, where is my home, whether I get married or divorced, it is just Xiang Hao's home, and it has nothing to do with my half a dime." ”

This person is particularly susceptible to emotions, and when I hear him say this, I don't have any confidence for a while.

As soon as I thought about it, I stopped struggling.

I regret everything that happened today, I regret getting into the southbound car, and I regret choosing to go back to Minghu.

Shi Xiangnan is like a misty forest to me, I don't know too many things, I only know the little things between you as a gunner.

When Shi Xiangnan came down to open the door for me, he pulled me out of the car with an almost tough attitude, and after he held my hand domineeringly and entered the villa, I realized that I was really left by him.