Is it better to be silent than to be sweet (3)
When I got home, I skipped my mother and father, and didn't say loudly like before: "Your baby is back~" I didn't change my shoes, I didn't change my clothes, and I didn't finish eating. While they were eating, they sneaked into the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, took a box of chocolates and two cans of pineapple beer, hid them in their clothes and quietly went upstairs and locked them in their rooms, holding dark chocolate in their left hand and beer in their right hand, and began to talk to themselves.
"What~ You won't hide it from me, say one thing, do another?"
"Isn't it like this for every boy~"
"Could it be that his previous relationship has made him uncomfortable even now? In other words, why do I want to know his love history? I'm too curious......"
The carpet wrappers on the floor, as well as the beer that was accidentally spilled, were not in her eyes, and the sound of the mobile phone vibrating at hand made her feel upset, and she pressed the pillow on the bed on the phone not gentle enough, and sat on it, thinking if she was a little abnormal? Of course it's normal, she told herself.
After sorting out a handful of garbage on the ground, she patted her head, ready to settle down to at least complete your own task before she had time to think about it again. It didn't feel easy, but in fact, it went very well.
After turning off the computer, I forgot about the phone under the pillow, packed up my pajamas, and went to take a shower.
When she returned to the room, it was already half past eleven in the evening, and she suddenly felt that something seemed to be missing from her hand while lying on the bed, and after thinking about it, she realized that she had abused her mobile phone, and turned it on, and his name flashed on the screen.
Countless messages, and fifteen missed calls, she was at a loss, it was too late to read, holding the mobile phone that was still vibrating, she slid it and put it to her ear: "What's the matter?" ”
"Are you angry?" He asked eagerly.
"Just now when I was in the shower, I was talking about you being a bastard, and I was ...... Crying, now you ask me if I'm angry? I don't even know what's wrong with me? Didn't we say yes before? I'm disappointed in you! "I didn't think about anything.
"I'm sorry, I just want to tell you my story right now. I used to be quite prodigal, I could easily start a relationship, and then it ended hastily, I just had the mentality of playing. This incident was made by a girl who made me realize, I used to pursue her frantically, and she agreed to date me, but later, because we went to different universities, I felt that there was no need to continue dating, so I proposed to break up, I didn't feel anything, but when I saw her crying, I felt that I hurt him deeply. After two years to now, I haven't looked for a girlfriend, I don't want to hurt girls because of my impulsiveness, now I know that I am no longer the seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy I was at the beginning, and now I just want to take it seriously, at least I have to be able to take on the responsibility of a man to be able to say love. ”
She listened, and he continued:
"Hiding it from you is actually because you hate it because even I hate it, and after listening to my story, are you more disappointed in me?"
“……”
"I'm sorry, I hope you forgive me~"
His nervous hand holding the phone was almost out of his hand, and his heart was racing.