Of course, no matter how you say Fang Yemei, you have to bless Chen Jingling, from the congenital condition of birth, Chen Jingling is happier than Fang Yemei, then I wish her happiness all the way, I wish her to be so happy all the way!

As soon as Chen Jingling's phone hung up, Fang Yemei would come whatever she was afraid of, and Chen Shubin called.

"Fang Yemei, are you home?"

"Hmm......" Fang Yemei wanted to be perfunctory, but she felt sorry for others.

"Chen Jingling called me just now."

"Oh, what did she say?" This Fang Yemei was energetic, and when she heard Chen Jingling say that Chen Shubin was a real person, Fang Yemei couldn't help but have the idea of teasing him.

"She's going to get engaged, it's on May Day, but the engagement is not so grand, it's just maybe a month away, maybe she will get married, will you go to drink wine at that time?"

"Go."

"Also, she said, you're very self-motivated."

"Oh......" Fang Yemei wanted to ask, what else did she talk about, but after thinking about it, she couldn't help it, it wasn't like her style. The prank depends on the object, and he is uneasy about the prank of a serious person, if it is Fang Licheng, it doesn't matter if he damages him well. But Chen Shubin is too serious, no, it will hurt his self-esteem. Thinking like this, Fang Yemei was stunned again, not knowing what to say.

This feeling is really bad, and I can't simply say, don't bother me, I don't want to fall in love, and I can't let the other party fall into emotions, Fang Yemei really wants to let go: Hey, do you like me, to make it clear, I don't like you, if you fall too deep, you will bear the consequences. But is this possible?

How did the phone hang up, Fang Yemei herself was confused, anyway, this night, because of two phone calls, she was basically in no mood to indulge.

As a result, this night was not so much relaxed as restless, and uneasiness intruded Fang Yemei. It's a strange feeling to be loved, and even though you can't get anything substantial, when you think about it, that person is crazy about you, crazy about you, and you don't think about it—oh, it's weird and exciting to think about. But this excitement is like a steal, not a taste, the reason is that I can't accept this love. One is that there is no feeling, and the other is that it is not the right time.

Isn't it time? When is the time to love? The key is how to say no? The point is that he obviously likes himself but doesn't say a word of love, and in other ways, he understands her, so he can't refuse. I don't want to hurt his self-esteem, I don't want to make him sad, I don't want to lose this friend......

It's really weird, it's strange that Chen Shubin's love evokes Fang Yemei's longing for Jian Nantao.

Why can't you have a good love? Why are you so scared? Fang Yemei, who was in the village at the beginning, was so resolute and fearless: maybe it was because she was doing less, maybe she was by her parents' side, and she didn't have to worry about survival, maybe she was ......

There will always be moments, very crazy, very selfish, doing what comes to mind, writing what comes to mind, loving and chasing regardless of everything. Until it attracts a lot of strange eyes, I will give you another sentence: shallow. So, I was so sad that I forced myself to calm down and pretend to be virtuous. Later, I gradually lost this passion, and slowly became reserved, thinking about everything. Looking back on the recklessness at the beginning, I think it's cute, although there is no lack of ridiculousness or shallowness as people say. After such a time is gone, I blame myself a little, why should I care about other people's evaluations in the first place?

Jian Nantao! Fang Yemei took out his mobile phone, this mobile phone was given by Jian Nantao, but his phone number was not left in the mobile phone.

Forget it, don't think about him, think about him with a headache.

Who said come here, the farthest distance in the world is not the distance between life and death, but I stand in front of you and you don't know that I love you. Fang Yemei revised it again: The farthest distance in the world is not the distance between life and death, but I am thinking about you, but you don't know.

In order to pass the time, Fang Yemei went to read the newspaper she bought before getting on the bus during the day, and there was a piece of news that still made Fang Yemei break out in a cold sweat: There is a robbery gang in a certain district, which drives motorcycles to rob women's carry-on bags......

Then she comforted herself: This kind of thing is like Lei Gonggong hitting someone, and the probability is very low...... Well, I didn't worry about it anymore, so I put down the newspaper again and stopped thinking about it.

Now, work is Fang Yemei's most loyal friend, because work can give her bread and solve her livelihood problems, well, without bread, what qualifications do you have to think about emotional matters when your stomach can't be filled? What are the conditions for falling in love?

Sleeping, Fang Yemei seemed to be angry with herself, pulled the quilt with a hula, and then closed her eyes heartlessly.

As soon as she arrived at the company the next day, before she had changed her clothes, Fang Licheng smiled at her, smiling a little slyly.

"What are you laughing at?" Fang Yemei was a little inexplicable by his laughter.

It's strange to say, Fang Licheng, who has always been said by his colleagues to be the second fascist, can joke with Fang Yemei, and he didn't cover it up.

"You've had to work overtime with me since today, and I'm finally free......"

"If you have overtime pay for overtime, you can add it, and you have already done the exam anyway." Fang Yemei laughed, to be honest, she was eager to make more money now, and it was right for her to have the opportunity to work overtime.

"There are perverts when you go home at night after working overtime, aren't you afraid?" Fang Licheng laughed again.

"Late?" Fang Yemei was stunned for a moment, yes, Mao Xuebin of the previous company let herself go to the morning shift, she remembered the news she saw last night, although she knew that this kind of thing was rare, and it didn't happen in Xiasha, she was still a little frightened.

"Forget it, just kidding, I won't let you add it for a long time, at most until eight o'clock in the evening."

"Oh......" Fang Yemei let out a long sigh.

In order to show that she cherishes her work very much, Fang Yemei didn't say a word all morning, and buried herself in work.

Until Hu Qinxin appeared next to Fang Yemei.

"Fang Yemei, have you forgotten to sleep and eat?"

"Ah, Hu Qinxin! What time is it? ”

"It's delicious."

It's very strange, even if she is also a woman, Hu Qinxin can also make Fang Yemei's heart move, she is like a gust of spring breeze, gently blowing her face, she will make you fascinated, there are such beauties in the world! I don't know how many boys have been dumped by her, right? But why is she so good to Fang Yemei? Fang Yemei raised her head and smiled at Hu Qinxin.

The current company is better than the previous one, there are tables and chairs in the restaurant, the previous company was a big pot of miscellaneous dishes, and now there are many varieties of dishes, and they are all burned separately, and there are several windows for cooking. The restaurant is clean and tidy, and no one dares to make noise.

"Are you still used to it?"

"It's ok, it's better than before." Fang Yemei said honestly.

"I think you're working hard and learning on your own?"

"Well, if you don't work hard, you're afraid of being eliminated by society."

"I also like to read, but I don't really know much about poetry, but I just like it. As for the study book, I have a headache when I see it, and I really don't know how I got into college

Target. ”

"Like you, I like poetry, but I don't like rigid plainness and rhyme, and I like to improvise a few sentences the most."

"Well, in general, I prefer modern poetry. I like Mu Xin's poems, and so do Gu Cheng's, Gu Cheng's sentence 'The night gave me black eyes, but I used them to find light' is particularly philosophical. ”

"Isn't it ridiculous that the two of us are here rambling verses?"

"Well, sort of, but it's fun."

"You know what? For a long time, I thought that Su Dongpo and Su Shi were two people. ”

"Me too, haha, we really smell like each other, and I'm still confused and suspicious."

……

They were chatting while eating, and they were chatting energetically, when Fang Licheng shouted over there.

"Hey, two beauties, the kitchen is closed."

Only then did they realize that the surroundings were empty, and hurriedly packed up the dishes and chopsticks and returned to work.

In fact, they didn't talk much, but in just a few minutes, there seemed to be an indescribable tacit understanding between them.

Hu Qinxin got off work at five o'clock, but Fang Yemei was told that she had to work two hours extra tonight, eat at five o'clock, and from half past five to half past seven, Fang Yemei simply didn't eat dinner, and added it to seven o'clock at five o'clock.

Hu Qinxin was not in a hurry to go home, she stood beside Fang Yemei and quietly watched Fang Yemei's drawing.

"I didn't expect you to be a hero of the country, not bad."

"Hey, don't hold me, we'll be fluttering."

After watching it for a few minutes, Hu Qinxin felt that it was not good to interfere with Fang Yemei's work like this, so she said with some reluctance: "I'll get off work first, and I'll play with you another day." ”

"Cheng ......" Fang Yemei smiled sweetly at her, it was really strange that Fang Yemei liked to stay with Hu Qinxin so much.

The two-hour shift is quite passable, there is work to do, and it will be there in a flash.

Chen Shubin still sent text messages so enthusiastically, but Fang Yemei didn't care about thinking about it, when she thought of the future, she remembered that she had to imprison herself after marriage, if she was good with Chen Shubin, then she would have to revolve around the stove for the rest of her life, which was really aggrieved for her.

Looking at the text message sent by Chen Shubin, Fang Yemei was also shaken, forget it, forget it about falling in love and getting married, but the rumble of the machine whipped her like a whip, and then looked at the busy figure of the canteen cook, her idea of falling in love was extinguished again: her interest was not in the kitchen, where was it? Not in the kitchen anyway.

But the next week Fang Yemei was not so good, there was not much money in her pocket, she had to make careful calculations.

Eat porridge in the morning, plus an egg, eat in the canteen at noon, eat in the canteen with a ticket, one ticket per person per day, not enough to pay for it, five yuan for a meal, if you work overtime on Saturday, you have to pay for it yourself, or do you have to be hungry for a meal at noon on Saturday? No, I can't afford to go to work hungry, and I can't buy daily necessities such as clothes. Borrow from the company's finance first? What's so embarrassing about that? It's only been a month, and people will look down on her. In the end, after thinking about it, I still got rid of the eggs in the morning, and tried not to use my mobile phone.

It's a week to survive, however, there is still a week left before receiving the first month's salary, Fang Yemei only has fifteen yuan left in her pocket, lunch is free, what about breakfast and dinner? And that period also has to be delayed or a little less, otherwise...... Thinking that inferior tampons might make her look ugly, Fang Yemei became worried. No, you can save anything, and you really have to be willing to spend the cost of this thing.