Chapter 348: Veto Inner Feelings
In fact, everyone knows that he just misses An Qi too much, so he just wants to miss her in An Qi's room, but everyone doesn't want to break this matter.
"Girl, I don't need to explain this kind of thing, you should know. ”
Although An Qi knew it very well in her heart, she just wanted to hear this answer from the captain's mouth.
But the squad leader just doesn't like gossip, so he used formal language to explain Zhao Lei's series of behaviors.
"Zhao Lei said that the people in the dormitory affected his sleep, so he wanted to go to another room to have a good rest, so he would go to your room to rest, as for whether he had any other ideas, then I don't know. ”
An Qi didn't expect to hear such an answer from the captain's mouth, which made An Qi a little disappointed.
In the end, An Qi said with a disappointed face: "Oh!"
Seeing An Qi's disappointed look, the captain was also a little reluctant.
"Actually, you should have come back earlier, if you don't come back, our old Zhao doesn't know what to be tortured by himself. ”
Hearing the captain's inexplicable words, An Qi understood a little more, but she didn't understand what the captain was going to say.
"Captain, what do you mean by that?"
Seeing that An Nu was so stupid, the captain could only shake his head helplessly.
"You will understand later, you hurry up and go back to rest, you still live in the room you used to have, and I will let him move out when Zhao Lei comes back." ”
An Qi also knew that the captain had a lot of things to do in a day, so she left his office without saying anything.
In the past, An Qi felt that the time in the army passed very quickly, but she felt that the past two days were like two years.
Finally, when Zhao Lei's troops returned, An Qi deliberately went to their dormitory to play, but Zhao Lei's love and ignorance of her made An Qi particularly injured.
So after An Qi stayed in the dormitory for more than ten minutes, An Qi found a reason and left.
Ann who left the dormitory. did not go back to his dormitory, but found a flat ground to sit there, and cried bitterly.
When An Qi left the dormitory, Li Jie came to Zhao Lei's side and said with an unhappy face.
"What the hell is going on with you! After others left, you tortured yourself desperately, and now it is not easy for others to come back, but you have to show others your face, you still think you are an uncle!"
I don't understand what Lao Zhao thinks in his heart, obviously he has An Qi in his heart, but he pretends not to care on his face.
Others An Qi came to be a soldier for him, and I don't know what he insisted on there.
If there was a girl who could give him that little bit, he would definitely marry her home.
But Lao Zhao is still there, this is not, that is not, and I don't know what he wants to do!
"Lao Zhao, let me tell you, if you offend An Qi, we buddies don't have to do it. ”
After some period of contact, Li Jie likes An Qi very much, and it is understandable that he treats An Qi as his sister from the bottom of his heart, so he does not allow Lao Zhao to bully An Qi.
After finishing speaking, Li Jie threw down his gloves and left the dormitory without looking back.
When Li Jie left, the loudspeaker also came over.
"Lao Zhao, why don't you go and take a look at An Qi, I seemed to be crying when I saw her leave just now, I'm worried that she can't stand it, what if she finds a short time!"
What's more, in a relationship, women are quite fragile.
So as a man, we can't break a woman's heart like this.
"After all, others are coming to be soldiers for you, even if you are not interesting to others, but you can't treat her like that, not to mention that the other person is a girl, why don't you go and make it clear to her, so that others will die sooner. ”
Although he hasn't been in a few relationships, he knows one thing very well.
If you really don't like a girl, then you must make it clear to her, if you procrastinate like this, it will always be the woman who will be hurt.
So as a man, you must not let the woman who loves you get hurt, whether you have feelings for her or not.
And at this moment, Zhao Lei, who was standing in place, suddenly threw down the gloves in his hands and rushed out in a hurry.
At this time, the team members in the dormitory all looked at Zhao Lei's departing back with a pair of big eyes.
"Big Horn, your mouth has done a good thing this time. ”
I used to have a loud mouth, but I was the master of bad things, but I didn't expect it to be a good thing today.
When the dormitory team members heard this, they all laughed.
And the big horn looked at the perpetrator with an unhappy face.
"You have a lot of mouths. After saying that, the big speaker left the dormitory without looking back.
And Zhao Lei, who left the dormitory, desperately looked for An Qi's figure.
After looking for a long time, Zhao Lei saw a very weak figure in a clearing.
When he approached, he found that An Qi was actually asleep.
And she found that there were still many tear stains on her face, and she didn't have to think about Zhao Lei to know that An Qicheng was tired of crying, so she sat here and fell asleep.
In fact, Zhao Lei didn't deliberately ignore An Qi, because he didn't know how to face her.
Because after this period of separation, Zhao Lei knew that he had fallen in love with this girl deeply.
So Zhao Lei didn't know what form and what mood to use to interact with An Qi.
Although he really wanted to be with An Qi, he really didn't want An Qi to worry about his work in the future.
But he was afraid that he would fall deeper and deeper, and the more he was afraid that An Qi's feelings for him would become deeper and deeper, so now Zhao Xue was in a dilemma.
At this time, Zhao Lei didn't know how to deal with such a thing.
Seeing that An Qi was sleeping so soundly, Zhao Lei didn't want to disturb her, so he sat quietly next to her.
When An Qi woke up, she found Zhao Lei sitting next to her, which startled An Qi at that time.
An Qi, who looked surprised, asked, "Why are you here?"
Zhao Lei, who was sitting next to him, still said without changing his face.
"I saw you sitting here alone and falling asleep, and I was worried that you would be taken away, so I sat here and waited for you to wake up. Saying that, Zhao Lei quickly stood up from the ground.
"Since you're awake, then you should hurry back to the dormitory, now it's getting dark, and it's very cold at night, so you have to pay attention to keep warm and don't catch a cold." ”
After finishing speaking, Zhao Lei wanted to turn around and leave, but he was stumped by An Qi's question.
"If you don't like me, why should you care about me? ”
I don't know if it's right or wrong to be a soldier.
At this time, An Qi knew that it was such a painful thing to really fall in love with someone.
Zhao Lei, who had his back to An Qi, also showed a very painful expression on his face.
Fortunately, it is now facing back, otherwise Zhao Lei would not know how to face the current situation.
"I care about you because you're my stationmate, so please don't get me wrong. ”
Sitting next to An Qi and thinking about it for a long time, Zhao Lei still felt that he should not accept this feeling.
Because he didn't know what would happen to him tomorrow, and his only wish now was to catch the fire phoenix, he couldn't respond to An Qi's feelings now.
At this time, Zhao Lei said very indifferently: "Now that you have joined the army, I hope you can train well in the army in the future, and you don't have to think about other things." ”
A fool can also hear that Zhao Lei is rejecting An Qi's feelings when he says this.
When An Qi heard this, tears flowed out of his eyes at that time.
"Okay, I promise you, I'll train seriously in the future, but you have to answer me three questions, and if you answer these three questions, I won't pester you anymore. ”
No matter what happens in the future, An Qi must ask these three questions, no matter what Zhao Lei's answer is, she will stay in the army seriously, and she will achieve the goal she has set.
"Okay, if you ask, I will answer truthfully. ”
After agreeing, An Qi walked in front of Zhao Lei and looked at him with a pair of big eyes.
"The first question, we have ever liked me from the bottom of your heart?"
Because there was something to say first, when An Qi asked this question, Zhao Lei replied very seriously.
"Loved it. ”
After hearing this answer, An Qi didn't know whether to laugh or cry.
He should have liked it, but he didn't want to accept himself, and he really didn't know if he was ridiculous or pathetic.
"The second question, if you didn't become a special soldier, would you be willing to accept me?"
At this time, Zhao Lei was still standing there like a log, but his eyes were looking into the distance.
Listening to Zhao Lei's eyes, An Qi said very loudly.
"Zhao Lei, I hope you can look at me when you answer questions. ”
Zhao Lei, who was looking into the distance, heard An Qi say this, and he slowly withdrew his eyes.
"If I hadn't been a special soldier, I would have been with you. ”
After getting this answer, An Qi's tears could no longer flow uncontrollably.
Following An Qi's tearful appearance, Zhao Lei wanted to hold her tightly in his arms and reach out to wipe the tears from his face for her.
But in the end, reason still made Zhao Lei unable to do the things he wanted to do.
Seeing Zhao Lei standing there emotionlessly, An Qi's heart seemed to be pricked by a needle at the moment.
In the end, An Qi gritted his teeth and asked the third question.
"The third question, if I joined your special forces, would you be willing to marry me?"
Zhao Lei never dreamed that An Qi would actually ask this question, so he didn't know how to answer for a while.
"An Qi, I really can't answer your question. ”
Looking at Zhao Lei's embarrassed look, An Qi still didn't give up on this issue.
"Since you don't want to answer that question, then answer my other question. ”
Anyway, she had to ask the third question today, or she would not be reconciled.
"Okay, you ask. ”
As long as he doesn't answer the question just now, no matter what question is asked, he will answer it truthfully.
"If you leave the Special Forces one day, will you marry me?"
Oh my God, what kind of problem is this! What is the difference between this question and the question just now?
"Zhao Lei, if you don't answer this question today, then I will pester you every day from now on until you answer this question. ”
Looking at An Qi's persistent eyes, Zhao Lei finally replied very seriously.
"I do. ”
After these three answers, An Qi finally understood that it was not that Zhao Lei didn't like him, but that he didn't want to drag himself down.
At this time, An Qi looked at Zhao Lei with tears streaming down her face, but there was a happy smile on her face.
"I know why you can't accept me now, because you don't want to drag me down, but don't worry, I'll learn to protect myself from today onwards. ”
As a soldier's wife, you must learn to protect yourself.
In this way, the husband who is fighting at the front will not worry about the safety of his wife in the rear.
At this time, An Qi understood this, no wonder Zhao Lei would refuse him.
"Zhao Lei, one day I will have the ability to protect myself, but then you will marry me home with peace of mind, never worry about me again, and protect me with a clone, and one day I will protect you in turn. After finishing speaking, An Qi showed an innocent smile.