If everything could be done all over again, I don't think I would have appeared in front of your eyes, and even in your world, I would not have pulled the innocent you into the whirlpool of the abyss.

Watching that scene go away, I still stayed where I was, watching quietly, if it wasn't for the cold wind blowing through the night, I don't know how long I stood here.

He turned around and smiled.

A pleasant dinner, she really thinks it's good to be a child, but when you put it on her, it tastes different.

When I returned to the hall, I saw Doudou, who was still watching TV just now, and now, he was quietly asleep on the sofa.

In the past, she would wake him up ruthlessly, ask him to take a bath, and then go to bed, but when she stretched out her hand, she remembered the man's words.

Why is the son afraid of her, why would he agree to her things, it is entirely because, for her to be happy, and she doesn't understand at all, she doesn't know what he thinks, she will only ask him to do this and that, just hoping that he will become better, but she was wrong, and she also followed the old path of her parents.

That hated childhood, that hated thought.

Drop your hand, then, gently carry him, and then, go up the stairs on the second floor.

Thinking of the first time she carried him, it seemed that she had forgotten it for so long, wasn't it, hatred was stationed in her heart and mind, making her forget, and his existence, it seems that the person was right, she was not a qualified mother at all.

Gently push open the door, then, turn on the light, slowly lean on the bed, and then, gently put him on the bed, look at him seriously, like that person, sometimes, all the movements are the same as that person, and look at him, there is no appearance of himself at all, if it is like herself, it is that character, like the original self, but she doesn't like that, seeing, will think about the bad self that once was.

I thought of something, and then went into the bathroom, and when I came out, I took a basin of water and a towel.

Wiped it down earnestly.

When you're done, stay where you are and watch.

"If, that day, I abandoned you, please forgive me, I don't really want to abandon you."

Then, pack up your things, then cover the quilt and gently bring it to the door.

Sitting alone in the hall, looking at the noble crystal lamp hanging high, occasionally seeing her own shadow, loneliness, involuntarily attacked, and sighed, in the past five years, how did she come to life, don't ask about the world, how did she come over, and now, I feel that living like that kind of life makes her panic, she is afraid, she is afraid.

Holding the phone, she kept staring at the address book, and kept looking at the person's phone number, even if she didn't look at it, she knew his phone number, but she kept hesitating.

After thinking about it, I finally put it down, and then looked at the shutdown place.

It's an incoming phone call.

It's him, the last time they had an unpleasant call, and he said it so clearly, I think he will figure it out, but now.

In fact, she can ignore it, she can ignore it.

"Hey, what's wrong?"

The faint tone, less of the sunny tone of the past, and less of the innocent atmosphere, yes, she is no longer the same she used to be, she has changed, she is no longer blindly pretentious, she is no longer the one who loves to dream all day long, she is no longer the one they are familiar with, she has become like a stranger, if it weren't for the name, he would have forgotten.

He was still running away from marriage and hiding, and he was already waiting for someone to come back, but how could he have thought that he would be forced to get married.

Listening to her tone, he didn't know if it was right or wrong.

"In the light rainy season, first aid in the rivers and lakes."

They used to be like this, this way of getting along, but he was wrong, she was no longer that person, and that person had left there and couldn't go back.

"I'm sorry, I don't think I can help."

It's still a light tone.

It's not that she doesn't want to help, it's that with her current status, it's not suitable at all, isn't it.

"Yes, Xiaoyuji, do you want to see me die."

Hearing her estranged tone, he remembered the last time they had spoken in an unpleasant tone.

And when it came to whether he wanted to see me die, his tears fell.

He doesn't like Zheng Yi at all, he has always regarded Zheng Yi as a good brother, and now he is forced to marry her, isn't this his life, he has always liked her, but, she is good, she escaped far away, I thought at first, she wanted to go out to see, play, he followed her, but, after five years, she still did not appear, or playing missing, if not, that phone call, he thought, will he be in this life, he and her will be cut off.

"Yan Huan, can you be more mature."

In the past, she has always been a person with no ideas in his eyes, and she will do what she likes in the last second, but if she likes another thing in the next second, she will throw away the things in the last second, and, at that time, they asked her what she really liked, and remember, at that time, she said, she liked everything, in fact, the real thoughts that have been hidden in her heart, she didn't say it, in fact, she didn't know, she would try everything that she felt a little interested in, and now, in his eyes, the idea is still so naïve.

He thought that if she agreed to be with him, he would be free to worry, but he was wrong, he never knew that his parents didn't like him at all, even if the relationship between the parents of the two families was very good, just like the fact that her mother and his mother were best friends, and her father and his father were good brothers in college, but these were only between them, but they had nothing to do with her and him.

Since she was a child, she knew that his parents didn't like her anymore, and they had threatened her not to get close to him, these words, she never said to anyone, of course, she wouldn't say it, because, she has always been a good brother to Yanhuan, she doesn't want him to mess with adults for himself, such a good family relationship, can't become unbearable because of himself, isn't it.

Sometimes, she will think, why is the relationship between the two families so good, why, the relationship between her is so bad, so hated her, what did she do wrong, what, many times, I want to ask, but even if I ask, the person who hurt in the end is only herself, why bother.

"I'm very mature to tell you, I like you, I've liked you since I was a child, five years ago, before the day you left, I was going to confess to you, but, or wrong, and then, I told myself, you like to play, I'll let you go, wait until you come back, but, waiting, I regret it, why didn't I catch you in the first place, and now I finally have your phone, I can't regret it like I did at the beginning."

The tears kept in my eyes as I spoke all the thoughts in my heart.

"I'm sorry, I don't know."

She really didn't know what she said, she thought that Zheng Yi just said it casually that day, and she didn't take it to heart at all, but now the person concerned, when she said it, she has been feeling guilty in her heart.

"Come back, let's get married, okay."

The other party's him was pleading.

I've just heard it, and I've been sad.

"Yan Huan, I'm sorry, I only treat you as a brother, of course, once, I also fantasized about being your bride when I grew up, but that idea was stifled when it was born, so I can't help with this favor."

I still remember what his mother said at the beginning, the sarcastic words, so that she no longer has other thoughts about him, perhaps, this is the best ending between them.

"It's not like that, you like me, otherwise, every time you want to do something, you'll call me, it's not like this."

Roaring, this is not the truth, he does not believe it.

"That's because we're good brothers, shouldn't good brothers be like that."

It's not that she's ruthless, but, that's what it is.

"It's not like that, you know, I love you, the person I've always loved is you, you come back, okay, okay."

Pleading, tears flowing.

"I'm sorry, if nothing else, then goodbye."

A hurried sentence, and then hung up without waiting for the other party's reply.

In evasion, she couldn't say too much, and if she continued like this, she couldn't guarantee that she wouldn't say a lot of what his parents had said to her.

"Why, in the little rainy season, you have changed, you have changed, you are no longer the clingy person, you have become a stranger, I regret that I should have left with you in the first place."

Looking at the hung up phone, a man was talking to himself.

Originally, she would come back with this incident, but he overestimated his position in her heart, it turned out that she had always just regarded herself as a good brother, and she fell into it.

Sitting on the ground, looking at the phone sadly, looking at the phone that was ruthlessly hung up.

Do you really want to marry Zheng Yi, do you really want to be with someone you don't like?

And she hung up her mobile phone here, and finally turned off her mobile phone, and then, holding it in her hand, went upstairs, did not look back, did not look back, everything she had just done.

And still in a hotel in country R.

He was drunk and asleep, and suddenly, he had a dream, and he dreamed that the man had secretly left with Doudou, leaving him alone and lonely in that apartment.

The man ruthlessly took Doudou and left, and he wanted to go up and keep him, but the man still left him ruthlessly.

"Don't, don't leave me, don't leave me."

A voice sounded in the room, alarming him on the balcony.

Li Bai heard this voice, returned to the room, and saw that he was sleeping in the middle of the big bed, dreaming in a delirious state, and his mouth was still babbling.

"Don't leave me, don't leave me."

I kept saying this sentence in my mouth, and my face was full of tears.

Unexpectedly, he, who has always been calm, still has such a side, even if He Yao did it at the beginning, he has never heard of him like this.

It was that woman who made him so sad.

It can be seen from many things that it is not He Yao, I thought it was He Yao last time, but after this period of time, he found that he was wrong, it was not He Yao, who was it that made him so sad.

Holding a towel, he stepped forward to help him wipe away his tears.

The next second, his hand was grabbed tightly by him.

"Brother, it's me, not your dream girl."

Looking at his hand, his forehead was tightly grasped, and it seemed that he thought it was the important person in his dream.