Chapter 496: I Don't Want to See Him
Shu Micheng leaned on the bed, bowed her head, her hands intertwined, and swayed gently.
Since she came back, she didn't say a word, she was surrounded by self-blame and guilt in her heart, she was not because of Ding Minyan, but this kind of self-blame has always been there, but it was hidden in the bottom of her heart, Ding Minyan said it, she could only face it.
"Mi Cheng, you listen to your mother's words, we don't need to take other people's words to heart, and Ding Minyan's words don't need to be listened to, she has a purpose, you know, right?" Chu He's voice was very soft, and his eyes were full of worry when he looked at Shu Micheng.
Shu Micheng didn't react, she heard Chu He's words, but she couldn't think like this herself, she couldn't care about what others said, but she couldn't care about her own thoughts.
"Orange ......"
"Mom," this was the first thing Shu Micheng said after she came back, she raised her head to look at Chu He, the sadness in her eyes could not be concealed, "You said, if I had accepted that child, would he not have died?" Or is it because of my health that I shouldn't have conceived and had children in the first place? ”
Shu Micheng held Chu He's hand and tightened it constantly, she was not asking Chu He, but she had already determined such a thought in her heart, this guilt would be infinitely magnified by her, and in the end she would only trap herself in pain.
Chu He looked at Shu Micheng and did not answer her question immediately, but smiled and raised his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of Shu Micheng's eyes.
"Mi Cheng, the year you left home, just after your third birthday, from the moment you got lost, the world between me and your father collapsed, to be honest, I thought at that time, I knew that I would lose you, it is better not to give birth to you in the first place." Chu He brought up the past, those past events that still frightened her.
Shu Micheng listened carefully, she didn't know what her mother was trying to say.
"When I met you later, it was my craziest time, your father's indifference and the distortion of family life also made my whole person more vexatious, and in that situation, I did so many bad things to you, Mi Cheng, do you know how I felt when I chose to commit suicide?"
After Chu He finished speaking, Shu Micheng shook his head.
"Fear, self-blame, helplessness, all these emotions ultimately boil down to one point, cowardice," Chu He patted Shu Micheng's hand lightly, and continued, "It's cowardice, I don't dare to face other people's accusations, and it's also because of cowardice, I don't dare to face those punishments, but now, Micheng, I'm glad that I didn't die." ”
Shu Micheng seemed to suddenly understand Chu He's words, all her own self-blame and guilt now were because of cowardice.
Shu Micheng's heart fluctuated slightly, but Ding Minyan's words would still echo in his ears.
"Mom knows, you blame yourself now because of that child, but you have to know that some things are destined, just like a child is unhealthy from birth, he will suffer more than other children, you can't save him, you will blame yourself, but to put it cruelly, a long life, even if he survives, how can he not suffer?"
Chu He's words were indeed a little indifferent, but they were also true, she raised her hand and gently stroked Shu Micheng's hair, and did not speak again, and Shu Micheng gradually fell into deep thought.
It was also because of some of Ding Minyan's words that Shu Micheng suddenly had another idea, she thought that she had to put aside these sorrows and make herself stronger.
But Mu Yue rested......
All his kindness to himself made Shu Micheng remember it, and his love wrapped her so hot and true, but Ding Minyan was right, she shouldn't let Mu Yuexi bear these with her.
"Mom, I don't want to see him." After a long time, Shu Micheng raised his head and said such a sentence to Chu He.
Chu He knew who she was talking about, she didn't ask, let alone stop her, she just nodded lightly, Chu He is the same as a mother, if her daughter's life is miserable now, she doesn't want them to continue to be together.
At this time, Gu Yan had already packed all the things that Shu Micheng needed, but when he walked out of the bedroom, he saw Mu Yuxi still standing there.
Gu Yan walked over, and when he came to Mu Yuexi's side, he couldn't help but sigh and reminded him, "You haven't been to the company today, have you?" My dad is already divesting, so you better deal with it. After speaking, Gu Yan dragged Shu Micheng's things and left.
Mu Yuexi stood in place, his dark eyes were as deep as the sea, he held his head high, and the coldness emanating from his body made him look like a mountain that people couldn't approach.
He didn't go to the company, and he didn't care about any divestment, he just turned his head to look at the bedroom, the place where he and Shu Micheng had lived together.
Now, all her belongings have been taken away, and she no longer seems to want to see him, which is what makes Mu Yue desperate and even helpless.
Wells came to Tang Xianya, she was resting today, but she was at home, which surprised Wells.
"Every time like this, aren't you always at Mrs. Mu's?" Wells brought a cold drink for Tang Xianya, and when he handed it over, he raised his hand to caress Tang Xianya's face.
Tang Xianya didn't hide, and didn't even have any reluctant expression, "At this time, I won't go to join in the fun." When Tang Xianya looked up at Wells, the corners of her mouth were lightly raised, and a hint of evil flashed in her eyes.
Wells was puzzled, and he even suggested that Tang Xianya should go to Ding Minyan to blow the wind in his ears, so that things would progress faster, but Tang Xianya shook her head firmly.
"Now, the two Mu Gu companies have even used the company, which shows that their relationship has reached the freezing point, and at this time, whoever goes to cause trouble will be unlucky." Tang Xianya said with a sneer.
The Gu family is not a small family, and it can compete with the Mu family in the company, Ding Minyan cares so much about the Mu Group, and will definitely not push the Gu family out, if Tang Xianya still mentions Shu Mi Orange now, it will only make Ding Minyan find out that she has ulterior motives, she can't be so stupid.
"But if it's just cool, won't the month we've been watching have no effect?" Wells sat down beside Tang Xianya, and his hand unconsciously rested on her lap.
"Of course not," Tang Xianya stood up, but just to avoid Wells's hand without leaving a trace, there was a smile on her face, but a touch of disgust flashed in her eyes, "Ding Minyan thinks that Shu Micheng has a mental problem, but she definitely won't say it directly, if it is like this, I guess no one else knows why, but if Mu Yuexi knows, it will be different." ”
"Are you saying that Mu Yuexi will believe Ding Minyan's words and give up Shu Micheng?" Wells didn't understand what Tang Xianya meant.
Tang Xianya shook her head, Mu Yuexi's feelings for Shu Micheng were not so fragile, "Mu Yuexi knows the reason, and will turn his face with Ding Minyan, at that time, it will be our opportunity." ”
Saying that, Tang Xianya turned her head and smiled at Wells, there was smugness in this smile, and it was even more joyful, just as Wells had guessed before, Tang Xianya did not do this just for revenge, she also had other purposes.