One sentence is repeated a lot, I don't know if I have deceived myself.

This day and day were hopeless, but I survived.

Qiuqiu finally fell asleep in his arms tired, but the sleeping child was still tense, his eyebrows were not spread, and there were tears in the corners of his eyes.

In the past few days, Qiuqiu has lost weight at a speed visible to the naked eye, and the baby fat has disappeared from the once round little face, and the little belly that was once very cute and always bulging has also deflated.

Jiang Shenhan thought that if Mi'er woke up now and saw Qiuqiu like this, she would definitely hug Qiuqiu and shout: "How did you lose weight, how did you become so thin, tell me quickly, tell me quickly, I want to be thin too!" ”

Jiang Shenhan imagined what Mi'er would look like after she woke up, and couldn't help but have a small smile in her eyes.

When she woke up, the room would soon be lively, full of her cheerful voices, no loneliness and coldness would exist, even the lights would be warmer.

When she was there, it was really nice.

Even those noises and disputes are nostalgic.

Jiang Shenhan leaned on the side of the bed, Mi'er's fingers in his palm were still cold, but the breathing of Qiuqiu in his arms gradually stabilized.

He hugged his son tighter, as if this was his last hope.

Because she knows that she can't let go of Qiuqiu, she must be working hard, trying hard to live and survive.

The room was silent, the sound of the instruments ticking, and her life was now sustained by the cold instruments.

No one knows if Mi'er is still conscious at this moment, Yang or, in her only remaining consciousness, what is she thinking.

……

Regret Sheng sat in front of the old Miao doctor with gray beard and hair, he flipped through the medical book codex that had been torn, and after a while, he asked softly: "At that time, did the young master also choose this way?" gave her a sense of forgetting her worries, letting her live, but forgetting the old things...... And, only ten years to live. ”

"Yes, at the beginning, the young master did the same, but ah, this forgetfulness of worries, as long as she thinks of a little bit of the old things, she will have a splitting headache, and the torment is unbearable, the young master can't bear it, he can't bear to watch Miss Xuanwei suffer that kind of sin, so he forced me to find a medicine to relieve his worries......"

"If you can forget your worries, you must exchange your life for your life......"

"Really, there is no way to have it both ways?"

Doctor Miao shook his head: "There is a law of both in the world......

Regret Sheng was silent, according to his age at this time, he couldn't think about what the young master's heart was like at that time, and he couldn't think about how long it took the young master to make that decision.

And when he finally decided to die for her, did he rejoice in his heart?

Unfortunately, I didn't expect that the same thing would happen again, but the identity of the protagonist has changed.

The young master of the day was unwilling to die.

But now Jiang Shenhan and Song Mi'er love each other.

If Song Mi'er can only live for ten years, what will Jiang Shenhan do?

If Jiang Shenhan exchanged his life for Mi'er's life, how could Song Mi'er be embarrassed?

This circle, it seems that there will never be a way to make a circle.

"I'll tell Mr. Jiang, this kind of thing, it's up to him to make his own decisions."

Regret Sheng stood up: "You have a good rest first, and in the future, I can't say that I will bother you." ”

The old doctor nodded, and staggered to his feet.

He is also lucky, this kind of thing that cannot be encountered once in a hundred years, but in his lifetime, it happened again.

Forget your worries, forget your worries...... How can there ever be a miracle medicine in this world that can make people really forget their worries?

Forgetting worries is just making people forget everything in the past, but it doesn't really make people worry-free for a lifetime.

Regret Sheng stood outside the door for a long time.

Along the way, this eleven-year-old boy has thought a lot.

If one day, he is faced with such a choice, how will he choose?

Of course, he hoped that he would never encounter such a moment in his life, but what if it happened......

Will he give up his life for his beloved without hesitation, or will he not be one of the ten young masters at all?

Regret Sheng remembered what the young master said to him, he said, Regret Sheng, if you meet someone you like in the future, you must do your best to be good to her.

But, young master, you tried your best to Ruan Jingwei, and you didn't even allow her to know that you died silently for her, do you really have no regrets in your heart?

If one day in the future, I also meet my beloved, I think, I will not let go of her hand, no matter what, I will do my best to love her, and I will do my best to get her, have her.

Young Master......

I don't want to be like you in this life, leaving regrets that will never be erased.

Young master, will such a regret make you feel disappointed?

……

Decade.

Jiang Shenhan's fingers lightly swiped one after another on the wood-grained floor.

Ten years, a fleeting decade.

How long has he known Mi'er?

I still remember that when I met her, she was only eighteen years old.

is as old as a flower, beautiful to the extreme, and innocent to the extreme, it is hard to imagine that in such a circle, there will be such a hot girl.

He couldn't help but be attracted to her and sank, and the love at that time came and dissipated quickly.

I have known her for eight years, but the time we have been separated for six years.

Looking back now, what a waste of those six years was that it had passed?

If he had known that he would love her so much, how could he have failed her for six years.

Mi'er, I don't want you to die, of course I am willing to live with you for a long time and live this life.

But I don't want you to live happily for ten years, and you will die at the best age.

I will accompany you for ten years, and after ten years, exchange my life for yours.

Mi'er, I don't know why you resisted me so much in the past, resisted me, and insisted on separating from me, but I think it's something I didn't do well that made you completely sad.

So now, let me use this life to atone for my sins, to pay for it, just beg, don't hate me anymore, resist me again.

If there is an afterlife, we will love each other happily, and we will not waste our time like this.

Jiang Shenhan endured the sharp pain in the wound on his leg, he knelt on one knee beside Mi'er's bed, leaned over, and kissed her lightly on her pale eyebrows: "Mi'er, when you wake up, you will forget me, then, I will pursue you again...... Let's love for a long time. ”

……

Mi'er returned to her past life in a chaotic consciousness.

"Qiuqiu, come on...... Learn from Dad like this, open your mouth, ah......"

Jiang Shenhan sat cross-legged on the ground, holding a very cute cartoon bowl in his hand, and he skillfully scooped a spoonful of porridge with a spoon and brought it to the mouth of the child in front of him.