Chapter 0017: She Still Loves Him
Didn't you say yes and ignore each other, didn't you say yes, be silent, why are you doing this now, what does that mean?
In this silent space, a small voice broke into Yuji's mind, making her heart beat faster inexplicably, at that moment, she wanted to flee the scene immediately, but she couldn't let him see her embarrassment, a faint word.
"I see, I just hope you'll be on time that day."
Not fast, not slow, such a tone to hide their uneasiness.
She didn't have anything to say to him at all, but thinking of what he did to her just now, if she walked like this, it would be a little bad, so she replied casually, but who knows, it was not this sentence that she was going to say, but when she said it, she changed to another sentence, she originally wanted to say, okay, just such a word, but who knows, she made a mistake and said such a long sentence, then I don't know what he wants to think of her.
"Don't worry, I'll be there on time."
He wiped his hair and tidied it up, and the things on the table, his eyes didn't look at her, so he said this, and people who didn't know the truth thought that he wasn't talking to her at all.
She looked back at him, he didn't look at himself at all, he thought he was talking to him, it was a little scary, but fortunately no, if that was the case, he didn't know how nervous he was.
She thought he was ignoring her, so she lifted her feet and headed for the door, stopping suddenly.
"I hope you remember in the future, it's okay to quarrel, but don't in front of your son, and divorce, these two words, I don't want to hear them a second time, this thought, you should immediately dismiss it."
Raised his head to look at her, did not give her a retreat, and looked at her seriously.
Since the moment he got married, he has not thought about this problem, and he will not have this problem, he has always believed that some things are a lifetime, and no one can destroy them, of course, he himself can't, and she can't do it.
"Do you think I want to quarrel with you, Mr. Chen, do you think too much, I'm full of food, I have nothing to do, for this, yes, but, divorce, this, I think, when we got married, we didn't know each other, not even strangers, so I got married inexplicably, I didn't have any feelings at all, and you wanted to kill me at the beginning, and I too, this way of getting along, do you think, do you think this is what you want."
She quarreled because of his sentence, isn't it clear that she is a shrew, and there is also the matter of divorce, she mentioned it, indeed, and she has thought about it for a long time, and she wants to let the two of them be free, isn't it good, his first love, isn't it back, doesn't he love her very much, isn't it, these, isn't she good for him, sure enough, she is really not suitable to be a good person, she should be ruthless, it is suitable for her.
"Can't you just stop it, do you have to quarrel with me?"
looked at her affectionately, but she didn't notice it at this moment, she just thought he was looking for her again.
"I've been silent, quiet, is this in your eyes, no wonder, is she back, it's right to say so."
The eyes are not as frightened as before, looking directly at him, the aura is not worse than him, if before, she didn't even dare to look at it, every time she spoke, she was cautious, for fear, he didn't like it, this was all she whispered in order to survive well, now it is completely unnecessary, because if she doesn't do this, someone will come to her to find fault, so why should she do this.
"This matter is just between the two of us, and no one else should be involved, even if she can't come back, it has nothing to do with her."
Looking at her, I want to see if she has suffered any blow today, I want to say this, but no matter how I look at it, I can't see any clues, it seems that this is her nature, she hid deep enough before, He Yuji, this is the real you.
"I want to too, but someone just won't let it go, if it's you, what do you think, do you ignore her and let her bully, or let her bully."
The flirtatious tone, she said this deliberately, to see how he reacted, it seemed that she was disappointed, and he still acted like it was none of his business.
"I'll take care of this matter and give you enough quiet that I won't let you be bullied in any way."
The serious expression makes people hesitate, so sincere, let the rainy season fall, and slowly fall step by step.
"Okay, I believe in you, good night."
looked at him and said with a fascination, as if he agreed with his statement, and it was true, she only had such a little chance in front of him, and she had the upper hand at the beginning, but in the end, she lost.
"Uh-huh, good night."
Replying to her words, then sat down on the bed and took the book on the table next to him, as if he wanted to read the rhythm of the book.
She read it, and always felt that something was wrong, and then she remembered that he was going to read a book, and at this moment, she was still in his room, and she assured that she had no idea what was going on, and surprisingly, he didn't chase her away.
He thought that his words were a farewell tonight, but when he saw someone, looking at him blankly, what did she want to do.
"What's the matter?"
looked at her questioningly.
Similarly, for her staring straight at himself, he felt a feeling in his heart.
Panicked by staring, embarrassed to escape from his room.
She returned to her room in a panic, as if some monster was chasing her behind her.
It wasn't until she closed the door and turned on the light that she breathed a sigh of relief, walked to her big bed, and then lay down on it, looking at the ceiling, thinking about what had just happened.
"What does he mean, will he really do what he said, he will help himself, and, like to see me read, did I behave like a nymphomaniac at the time, no, what do you mean?"
Looking at the ceiling in confusion, it seemed to want to see the answer, but no matter how you look at it, the ceiling is still the ceiling, I don't want to, go to the bath, and then, with a tired look, get up from the bed, walk to the closet, open the door of the wardrobe, look at the pitiful clothes inside, and shake my head.
"Heyu season, it's really okay to mix, if before, you couldn't look down on yourself, but now it's really changed."
I casually took a set of pajamas and went to take a shower.
In the past, she was a full control of the new family, clothes and shoes, wearing new ones every day, a piece of clothing, not wearing a second time at all, doing this, completely to get their attention, but did not attract their attention, and she developed a bad habit of herself, but, since she came to City A, it has been proved that she wants to give up those, but she did it, but, the purpose of coming was not done, should be glad that it was not done, or regret it, even if the purpose of not doing it, but many bad habits have changed.
After tidying up everything, lie down in bed and meditate.
Thinking about it, everything that has happened in the past few days, there are so many things that make her feel incredible, and the two people who are obviously communicating at zero distance suddenly seem to be so familiar, but, in fact, it is not.
Is it because we have changed, or are we all changing?
On the other side, when she was still there, he took out a book and was reading, but when he looked at it, he couldn't read it, he was also thinking about what had happened in the past few days, the same feeling, everything, it was incredible, he obviously didn't like her, he never paid attention to her, and suddenly, he was like crazy, he would pay attention to her and see her, he would be in a better mood.
If it weren't for the phone call, he would have been thinking about it.
"Hey, Hao, tomorrow, are you free?"
Coquettishly asked him.
But now he is no longer the same person he was at the beginning, and at the same time, when he heard her voice, he would always remember that at the beginning, it was she who pushed the relationship between her and himself to an impossible top, and at the beginning, he abandoned everything in order to be able to be with her, go to the ends of the earth, and live a happy life, but she strangled all this.
"I'm not free, or you ask Yu Han to accompany you around."
replied directly, he thought, he is not suitable for him now, not to mention, Yu Han is more suitable than him.
The answer she wanted, not this, sure enough, he was still blaming her, what happened at the beginning, she didn't mean it, if, she knew that there would be today's situation, she wouldn't leave him, she would definitely accompany him, even if she abandoned everything at the beginning, she would agree, but, now, everything, is it almost a foregone conclusion, is there still a chance to save it, or is it really impossible, but she really can't live without him.
In all these years abroad, she thought that she would forget him and let him completely disappear from her world, but the answer was ridiculous, she still loved him.
"He's not available."
In fact, she didn't know if he was free at all, and blurted out.
"We have to do this."
She wanted to say that she was wrong, that she couldn't live without him, but she couldn't say the words that came to her lips.
"What's wrong?"
It's completely a concern between ordinary friends.
Is he really going to abandon himself, not himself?
"Hao, I was wrong."
She wants to admit her mistakes, and he will understand.
Carefully, she thought, when, the relationship between her and him, needs to be so careful.
Sad, she wanted to cry loudly, but her identity did not allow her to do so.
He was thinking, he also thought, the relationship between him and her, it turned out that everything could not go back, he seemed to tell her this cruel answer, but he was afraid of hurting her, he still couldn't bear to hurt her.
"It's late, let's go to bed early."
A muffled sentence ended the conversation between her and him.
I used to think it was a lifetime of happiness, but now everything has changed.
He doesn't need vigorous love, he just wants to be plain, and she is completely in the opposite direction to what he wants, maybe, that's it, it's impossible for him and her at all.
She was waiting for his next word, the result.
"Uh-huh, okay, good night."
Hung up the phone, stared at the phone screen, always thinking that what he said just now was false, and he would call again and say it seriously.
At the end he smiled, laughing at his own stupidity.