"You can just put up with it......"

Lu Junfeng raised his hand to signal Xia Xianwen to silence, and after making sure that Lu Yao was not woken up, he stuffed the hand he had been holding into the thin blanket covering her before walking out of the guest room with Xia Xianwen lightly.

Xiao Meng and Lu Yao, the two "drunkards", were resting in their rooms, and Xia Xianwen came to find Lu Junfeng after taking care of him.

They stood at the end of the corridor on the second floor of the Meng family, where a window had been opened, under which several pots of anthuriums were placed, and the afternoon sun cast a dappled light and shadow on the heavy dark carpet through the lattice window.

Lu Junfeng stood in this light and shadow, and his whole person exuded a layer of pale golden warmth.

Xia Xianwen was still full of heavy words just now, but now this person was standing in front of her, bowing her head and being silent, she suddenly felt that this person was quite pitiful, so why did she use those words to hurt him again.

She leaned against the wall, her hands in her pockets, staring at the intricate colors on the carpet, and asked him thoughtfully, "Are you......?" Do you really like her? ”

"Can't you see it?" He smiled wryly at her.

Unexpectedly, he was still in the mood to joke, and she began to feel that she didn't need to worry too much about him.

"It's not just that you can see it," she said angrily, "it's because it's so easy to be seen, that's why you're controlled by others!" If you are so unreserved and wholeheartedly to her, she will be very moved, but after a long time, after she begins to get used to your 'touches', she will feel that you can give only these, and slowly, your likes and favors will become extremely cheap in her eyes. ”

He finally raised his head and looked directly at her, his eyes clear and determined, and he said, "Ah Yao is not such a person. ”

Although she always pretends to be bored with other people's liking, she does not easily accept other people's likes, he once accused her of being "ruthless", but it is because she does not accept and give others feelings at will, so she will be solemnly responsible for her own feelings.

I don't say I like it easily, but once I say it, I will never take it back.

"She and we have always been different people, don't you understand what Meng Zhichao said just now?"

As soon as Xia Xianwen remembered Xiao Meng's sentence "We are different from you", a chill rose in her heart, and she began to be annoyed by the inexplicable self-confidence of the person in front of her, and she forced him to ask, "Hasn't she always wanted to go abroad?" Did she say she was willing to stay for you? If she's never changed her decision for you, how confident are you that she'd want to stay in a world like ours! ”

"I ...... with Haruka"

"Lu Junfeng, you like Lu Yao, Lu Yao she also likes you, I told you at the door of the convenience store that time, if you do this, you shouldn't let go of her hand, no matter how much it costs, you have to keep her by your side!"

This was the second time Xia Xianwen had said such things to him, and this time he finally began to face up to her strange behavior of being too concerned about the matter between him and Lu Yao.

"Why do you keep persuading me to keep Ah Yao by my side?"

Xia Xianwen had long expected that Lu Jun would question herself, and she calmly met his inquiring and questioning gaze, and said without thinking: "Because of Meng Zhichao!" ”

"Do you think Meng Zhichao likes Lu Yao?"

"I didn't misunderstand, I know that he treats Lu Yao as a relative and a sister, but so what, as long as he likes it, I don't mind!"

Xia Xianwen's ruthless expression inadvertently revealed made Lu Junfeng's heart startled, and he couldn't help but be suspicious of the purpose of this person's sudden appearance beside Lu Yao.

"Why are you provoking Yao? You know from the beginning that she and Meng Zhichao are not that kind of relationship. ”

So it was impossible for her to approach her because she regarded Lu Yao as a rival in love, and looking at her expression at this time, he felt that her feelings for Meng Zhichao were probably more than just liking, if she didn't like it, then why did she approach them?

Xia Xianwen seemed to sense that Lu Junfeng was on hostile alert, and she embarrassed and hastily retracted the thoughts in her heart that she unconsciously leaked, and returned to her usual heartless expression.

"Don't look at me like that," she smiled helplessly, "What I want to do has nothing to do with Lu Yao, don't worry, I won't hurt her, I like her very much, I'm afraid that if she knows the selfishness in my heart, she won't want to get along with me anymore." ”

Xia Xianwen and her family background, Lu Junfeng actually knew something, and he once warned Lu Yao not to easily contact people he didn't understand.

But when the two of them got closer and closer, although Lu Yao never admitted that she and Xia Xianwen were friends, Lu Junfeng understood her, and she had already put Xia Xianwen in her heart.

It is rare for Lu Yao to be willing to pay her sincerity with others, and it is rare for anyone to tolerate her petty temperament, so he has not deliberately prevented her and Xia Xianwen from getting closer and closer.

And then he also woke up to himself, a person's family background should not be a reason to reject her, but should respect their willingness to brave hardships and have the courage to get close to you with a desperate attempt to doom you.

He can't deny that he will be relieved of Xia Xianwen's last bit of mustard because he feels that she and himself are actually the same kind of people.

Meng Zhichao can always hit the nail on the head, he stands on a high place with the natural superiority of a rich man and criticizes you, and he can't look at the darkness and sin in your heart for a lifetime, in front of him, people like them have nothing to hide, so he can expect how much heartache Xia Xianwen suffered from Meng Zhichao.

And once upon a time, Lu Yao also treated himself like this.

That's why he didn't stop her from deliberately approaching.

"Yao won't care about that." But Lu Junfeng subconsciously disagreed with Xia Xianwen's opinion of Lu Yao, and he always refused to admit that Lu Yao was a "rich man" in Xiao Meng's mouth, with a completely different life and future from people like them.

"There is a shih in the eyes of a lover," Xia Xianwen bluntly interrupted Lu Junfeng's rebuttal, she swept away the excessive gloom in her eyes, and instead smiled heartily at him, "I'm talking about myself." Meng Zhichao's words just now are not only aimed at you, he is also hinting to me, people like 'me' are different from 'him', I can go through a certain journey with him, but I will never reach his end. But even if he said it so ruthlessly, I still wouldn't leave him, as long as he didn't know what to do, I wouldn't leave. ”

"You know, such a chase can be tiring."

When he was ten years old, he fell in love with a person he had never dared to hope for in the past, and he embedded this person in the depths of his heart, completely and preciously, and from then on, he began a dream that he desperately chased forward.

The most painful thing in the process of chasing dreams is not the rejection, disgust and hatred of the other party, but the fact that you understand so clearly that there is no future between you and her!

You gave everything you had for an impossible person, pouring your whole life and future into it. This is no longer a bet, but masochism!

Xia Xianwen suddenly stretched out her hand towards Lu Junfeng in front of her, her palm was upward, spread out in front of him, and she asked him: "In their mouths, only people like us are in the same world, if I ask you to give up the person in the room behind you now, and then hold my hand, we can move forward side by side, and we can go to the only common destination." Lu Junfeng, are you willing? Are you willing to let go of Lu Yao's hand and hold my hand? ”

Lu Junfeng looked at her with a puzzled expression.

Xia Xianwen didn't take her hand back immediately, and she didn't feel embarrassed by Lu Junfeng's indifference, she seemed to be a person who didn't have "sense", whether you liked her and hated her or ignored her, she wouldn't take it to heart.

She gave herself a very clear positioning, and because of this positioning, she could not care about those injuries.

"You see, how easy it is to hold my hand, but you don't want to, so...... There is really no persuasion and hesitation whether to be tired or not, this is the road we choose to go on, no matter how rugged and bumpy there is no chance to turn back, we have to go step by step, I don't regret it, I hope you will not regret it in the future. ”

When Lu Yao woke up, he found himself lying in Lu Junfeng's arms.

He was lying on the sofa in the Meng family's guest room, and she was curled up sideways in his arms, and she didn't know how long they had been nesting on the sofa like this, and even her own hands were numb, so his hands and shoulders ......

"Don't move...... found that the person in his arms wanted to get up, and he wrapped a hand that could still move around her shoulder for the time being, and circled her.

"Won't you feel uncomfortable if I press you like this?" When she was so worried about him, her body involuntarily found a more comfortable position in his arms, and a pair of hands crossed her head to wrap around his neck, expressing in action that she had completely given up her intention to leave his arms.

"It's really uncomfortable," he rubbed his chin on the top of her head affectionately, and he made no secret of his infatuation with her on Lu Yao's invisible face, "Why don't we do the opposite, I'll hold you under me, okay?" ”

Lu Yao: "......"

Lu Junfeng tightened his arms so that there was not the slightest gap between her body and himself.

"You're holding it too tight...... his strength is so great that with just one hand it's like breaking her body!

Lu Yao's collarbone slammed on the chest of Lu Junfeng, who had faded away from the thinness of the young man, and she was a little out of breath when she squeezed, "Ah Feng, let go of your hand a little, I feel a little pain......"

"Where does it hurt, huh?"

He didn't seem to care about Lu Yao's resistance at all, and his other hand, which had already recovered consciousness from paralysis, poked into the hem of Lu Yao's clothes.

"Ah Feng!" Lu Yao was so frightened by his sudden move that she exclaimed, and she tried to suppress his hand wandering behind her with her backhand, but he was rudely stopped.

"Ah Yao, don't hide, and don't refuse me!" He still imprisoned Lu Yao's upper body with one hand, and wrapped a pair of legs around her legs, so that her whole person could only fit into her body and couldn't move a bit.

It was only after he was certain that she could not escape, he began to drop delicate kisses on top of her head, and the hand that had dug into her dress aimlessly kneaded her tender back.

He deliberately didn't control his hand, and he pinched Lu Yao and shouted pain, but he didn't hear it, the more she screamed, the more serious his hand became.

When he pressed his fingers against the buttons of her underwear despite her struggles and resistance, Lu Yao bit him on the chest through the clothes.

She didn't let go until her teeth were sore, her face covered his chest half warning and half begging for mercy: "Ah Feng, don't you do this, you let go of me, are you drunk?" You, you don't want ...... You don't touch there!! ”