Chapter 67: She's Worried About Me
Lu Yao stood trembling in the corridor aisle, the wind blowing from nowhere blew up her thin dress, so cold that her whole body couldn't stop shivering, so cold that her upper and lower teeth were making a "gurgling" sound, but the cooling of her body was not as cold as one-ten-thousandth of the cold in her heart!
Just ten minutes ago, Lu Junfeng was pushed into the rescue room behind Lu Yao, and Lu Yun said to her with a cold face before entering: "If something happens to Ah Feng, I will never forgive you!" ”
When Lu Yao first heard his father say this, for a moment, he felt that the person standing in front of him was no longer the father who would be helpless and doting on him in his memory.
He stood in front of him, still tall, with deep eye sockets, but in his eyes were thick shadows that Lu Yao had never seen before, and the light refracted in those eyes was sharp and cold, as if Lu Yao was a heinous person!
Lu Yao was shocked by her father's attitude towards her, but she also understood that she had indeed done something very excessive, and now the consequences were all caused by herself!
The bowl of soup she pushed to Lu Junfeng was the very famous signature dish of the five-star hotel, "Qun Xian Soup", Lu Yao not only tasted it, but also knew that it was a soup specially made with dozens of seafood ingredients, including some shellfish ingredients, and Lu Junfeng was allergic to shellfish......
At that time in Pingtan , Lu Yao heard Lu Jia's grandmother laugh at Lu Junfeng when he was allergic to shellfish, a person who grew up on an island would be allergic to seafood, Lu Yao felt that he must have been born in the wrong place.
At that time, Lu Yao just listened to it as a joke, she didn't know how serious Lu Junfeng's allergy to shellfish was, and she didn't know those allergy symptoms, she pushed the soup to him to drink at that time, just because she was depressed and wanted to punish him a little, no matter what, she would never have thought that things would become like this!
He suddenly collapsed in front of him, Lu Yun and his colleagues rushed over to do first aid on the spot, and then rushed to the hospital non-stop and directly pushed into the emergency room......
She is now standing outside the door of the emergency room, in fact, she thinks that her father is not wrong at all, if she killed Lu Junfeng, she will definitely not forgive herself!
Lu Yao blamed Lu Junfeng's death for his mother's death, she resented him and hated him, and didn't want him to get out of her home all the time, but no matter how much she hated and resented her, she never had the idea of letting him die.
Because she understands the meaning of death, no matter who it is, she doesn't want him to leave her in the way of death again!
Lu Yun pushed open the door of the emergency room and saw Lu Yao standing with his back against the wall of the corridor, his hands around his shoulders.
Lu Yao also saw him, and her father's serious expression made her shrink involuntarily, and her dark eyes were dim.
Seeing her like this, she had to swallow back the heavy words a hundred times, Lu Yun walked up to her and draped his coat over her trembling shoulders, "Just woke up." ”
Lu Yun's suit was very large, and when it was draped on her, her whole body was buried in a black coat, making her look much smaller and thinner than before.
In the emergency room on Chinese New Year's Eve, only one bed is still lying on the patient, just now all kinds of rescue personnel and instruments have been cleared, only one nurse is left to adjust the infusion speed of the patient, seeing the girl standing at the door, the nurse showed a kind smile and comforted, "It's okay." ”
Lu Yao walked towards the hospital bed, she stood at the end of the bed, her hand on the iron railing of the hospital bed, her hand was not much warmer than the iron railing.
When the nurse left, she told Lu Yao to go back after hanging up two bottles of drips and observing them for a while, Lu Yao said "thank you" and never spoke again, standing in place and staring at the tips of the small champagne-colored leather shoes on his feet.
The air conditioner was turned on in the emergency room, which was much warmer than the aisle outside, and after standing for a while, Lu Yao felt that his frozen body and various sensory nerves were regaining consciousness little by little, and the heart that seemed to be frozen just now suddenly surged, and he took a few breaths.
"Don't cry......" A somewhat weak voice came from the hospital bed, and Lu Yao felt a familiar gaze fall on him.
Lu Yao took a deep breath and held back his tears, before he frowned and raised his head: "Who is crying?" ”
Lu Junfeng's heart was sour, he looked at her from a distance of a hospital bed, and said softly: "I was pricked by Uncle Lu and them a few times, and I was almost intubated...... You see, I didn't even cry. ”
Hearing that he used these rescue processes to comfort himself, the tears that Lu Yao had just held back were brought back again, and there was a tendency for tears to rain.
"Ah Yao, don't cry, I'm really fine, don't cry......"
When he was ten years old, he met Lu Yao, who was shy, cowardly, timid, and humble; And three years later, in order to be closer to her so that she no longer hates herself, and become a person who can stand side by side with her, he has been working hard to change himself, wanting to completely change his past impression in Lu Yao's heart.
But although he can already look at her calmly, talk to her without being humble or arrogant, and he even sometimes can't control his temper and get angry at her, he can't learn how to comfort her after all, and once he sees her crying, he becomes the boy on the island who is always helpless in the face of her.
"Haruka ......"
"Don't move!" Lu Yao found that he wanted to sit up, so he quickly ran over and pressed him back to the bed.
"Then don't you cry?" He took one of her hands.
She withdrew her hand awkwardly and whispered, "Got it......"
Lu Yao felt that this person was really getting more and more annoying, obviously he almost killed him, not only was he not angry but cared if she was crying, was he a person who had no heart and no lungs and didn't know pain?
But if she is really a bad good person who has no temper and doesn't even hate the "murderer" who almost killed herself, why do you care so much about someone doing something to her, thinking that her previous behavior is simply "shameless to the extreme", and even thinks that her hands that have been touched by others are dirty?
Lu Yao really doesn't understand this person, he clearly said that he hopes Lu Yun will kick him out of this house, and one day he will replace himself as Lu Yun's child, he said that he will occupy the magpie's nest, but his behavior is always contrary to his sworn words, if he is not too high, the relationship in the past half a year is an illusion that he deliberately created in front of Lu Yun, or the words he said to himself at the beginning are all ...... Lying to her?
"I didn't lie to you."
Lu Junfeng's sudden voice startled Lu Yao, and she looked at him in a panic.
"Ah Yao, I didn't lie to you, I'm really fine, you don't have to worry and don't blame yourself, you didn't know that there were shellfish ingredients in that bowl of soup, right?"
Lu Yao wanted to nod, but she couldn't lie to herself.
Lu Junfeng had already guessed her answer from Lu Yao's expression, but he didn't care, he spoke again, "You didn't know that my allergy to shellfish was so serious, so serious that I would go into shock, right?" ”
This time, Lu Yao nodded without thinking.
Seeing that her tears that she had finally stopped were about to gather momentum again, Lu Junfeng thought helplessly: "She must not have thought that her momentary play would cause such serious consequences, she must have been very scared at the time, Uncle Lu should have scolded her, she must be very sad and blamed herself now, and it is not necessarily much better than me lying on the hospital bed." But in fact, she doesn't understand, she doesn't understand, no matter what happens, I won't blame her, let alone hate her, what's wrong with her? She suffered so many grievances in one day today, not only did no one comfort her, but gave her such a big shock...... It's me who is not good, and a good little Chinese New Year's Eve made her cold and uncomfortable. ”
"I may really have the wrong birth, a person who grew up by the sea not only can't eat seafood, but also doesn't smell the smell of seafood at all, and has to go to the hospital on Chinese New Year's Eve, causing trouble for so many people." You...... Did you just stand outside all the time? Cold or not? Hungry or not? ”
"You don't have to say these words to comfort me, I know what I've done." Lu Yao snorted and choked up, "It's me who is not good, I know that you are allergic to shellfish and deliberately gave you that bowl of soup to drink, that bowl of soup is added with pepper and coriander, even if you are a dog's nose, you may not be able to tell that there are shellfish ingredients in it." However, I really didn't expect it to be so serious...... I'm sorry, I'm really sorry......"
He suddenly asked her, "Is your 'sorry' sincere?" ”
She nodded vigorously, "Of course it's true!" ”
Lu Yao is not a person with a small belly in essence, let alone a person who will evade responsibility, he hates Lu Junfeng correctly, but the apology at this moment is completely sincere.
"When you're ready, you can scold whatever you want...... Fight, I'm definitely not going to fight back, okay? Although she has stopped her tears, her crying is still obvious, with her pear blossoms with rain and a pair of dark eyes that want to talk about it, people can't help but feel heartache.
"She's worried about me", this sentence uncontrollably fluctuated in Lu Junfeng's heart for a moment, making him gently shudder in the fully heated emergency room, and countless emotions wrapped around his heart for a while.
Lu Junfeng lay weakly on the hospital bed, his body was actually very weak after first aid, if it wasn't for Lu Yao here, he might have fallen asleep.
At this moment, Lu Yao's rare soft and pitiful little appearance looked in his eyes, which made him feel that the line of life and death just now could not withstand the tears that fell when she was worried about herself.
This girl, she hates herself and hates herself, she often dictates to herself, she has a bad attitude, she can be affectionate and friendly to anyone, but she always yells at herself and looks unpleasant from head to toe.
But it turns out that she will also worry about herself, and she will even cry for herself......
This is enough for Lu Junfeng, he never wants much, as long as he ...... As long as she can give even a tiny little "care" occasionally, he will never again be entangled in the dirty thoughts in his heart.
Although it is very slim, he will still look forward to it in his heart, maybe one day his thoughts can be placed in front of her, and there will be a moment when he can really have the candy he has treasured for a long time......