Xi Murong: "We are all actors, shedding our own tears in other people's stories. ”

Gently flipping through the book, looking at the documents seriously and attentively.

The whole picture, no one bothered anyone, and it was spent quietly.

Occasionally, she would stop the movements in her hands, look at him, look at him seriously, and weigh his words from time to time, can you believe it, should she believe it, she was deeply hurt once, do you still have the courage to believe in love.

Recalling his words, I will give you happiness, that affectionate look, she saw it in her heart, and listened to it in her heart, if, five years ago, someone said this to herself, she would believe it without hesitation, but, she was hurt once, can she still believe it, and, as far as she knows, he loves her very much, she can't believe that he will let her go, and now, she is back, obviously just to get back together, I believe, he should know it very well.

When he works, he will ignore everything, so he doesn't know anything about her, and he won't think that she will think like this in her heart.

Suddenly, I was not in the mood to read the book in my hand, closed it, and then put it back in its original place, walked around, and finally saw that there was a balcony at the outermost, and she didn't turn on the light, so she just stood on the balcony, looking at the night view of the whole city of A, and looking at this lonely night with herself.

"No, I'm really working overtime."

At noon, he obviously said that he would eat and put dinner together, but as a result, he was good, slipped away first, leaving him to send her at the risk of being besieged, as a result, he admitted that he lived a very failed life, she didn't know who he was from beginning to end, the whole city A, who doesn't know the actor, what about Li Bai, at that moment, he really wanted to ask her, are you from city A.

Now I am very dissatisfied and talk to him.

Before anyone could enter, the voice arrived.

He didn't hear it, whatever he wanted, he just knew, hurry up and go home, but he still raised his head and looked at the sofa, people, not there, should have looked everywhere.

"Brother, what about this, I'm here, what do you see."

Push open the door, see him, look over to the sofa, didn't he just enter the door, shouldn't he be looking at him, he looked over there, what are you doing?

"It's a big night, don't have a good rest, run to me or something."

Looked over, looked, a little blamed, he went for more than half a month, and now it is rare to have a little rest, he is good, it is all used to care about him.

"You're wrong, I'm here to care about you, how can you train me."

As he spoke, he went to the sofa, still working, as soon as he sat down, he couldn't help but Erlang's legs, this action was often persuaded by him, he just couldn't change it, he got used to it.

"Are you here to care about me, or are you here to gossip."

Well, since he was disturbed, anyway, his work was almost over, he stopped what he was doing, leaned back, and looked at him with a smile, now he was in a good mood and not as angry as he was in the morning.

"How do you feel like you're in a good mood, are you back together?"

looked at him with a happy look, this is an expression that only appears when he is in love, but at noon, he noticed that the eyes he looked at He Yao had changed, not the kind of lover, but the eyes of ordinary friends, but now that he appeared again, it would not really be reunited.

"Xiaobai, you still don't understand me."

A deep meaning, he suppressed his smile and looked at him a little seriously, can't he talk about something else, since he came back, it was this topic, and he kept asking, he had already said it very clearly.

"Wrong, I know you better than anyone else, and she doesn't know you as well as I do."

I took off that joking look and put it on a serious look.

"You can only have this kind of smile when you are in love, not her, is there anyone else."

Analyzing it seriously, he looked at him like this, didn't bother him, and let him say, however, he was right, but he didn't know why he was laughing, just thinking about her coming back, his heart was full of happiness.

"It's not like you're in love with me."

He narcissistically said, he came, and then he showed this smile, is it really, in the past five years, he has changed sex, no, if it is, but he doesn't have that kind of fetish.

"It's you, I can think about it."

His mind opened up, and he continued his thoughts, and he, heard, what kind of logic was this, when did he say that he liked men.

She stood on the balcony, threw herself into the darkness, looked at the night market of the entire A city, and fell into thinking, thinking, whether to leave, or to believe in love again, to believe in him, this question has been entangled with her, if she is in the past, she hates this kind of entanglement the most, she will definitely leave, but, at this moment, she is reluctant, as if she is really in love with him.

If only she were still the dashing she, she would not be facing this kind of thing, but hesitating and tangled.

Shaking her head, she looked at the beautiful starry sky again, looked at it, and was distracted, so strange, she remembered an idea she had had, at that time, she thought, if she fell in love, in the lonely night, he could accompany herself to look at the beautiful starry sky, or the person who loved her could confess to her under this beautiful starry sky, or she could also propose to her, how romantic it would be.

The idea is very beautiful, but the reality is really cruel, and she is lucky to have avoided it all.

In the eyes of others, she is so free and easy, and she doesn't care about a heartless person, but they are all wrong, in fact, she is not such a person, the reason why she will do this is entirely because, she wants to protect herself, not to let herself be hurt, deliberately pretended, but, should she laugh at how good she acted, or laugh at her stupidity, her hair is small and she doesn't know the real her, she should be like everyone, think that she is a heartless person.

In her heart, she is a person who longs to be loved, cared for, and protected, no one has ever understood her, and no one knows what she needs, many people may think that her family is so good, what she wants, what she wants, what she doesn't need at all, there is nothing lacking at all, but no one has really asked her, what she wants most, only she knows what she wants most, if she says it herself, believes, no one will believe it, will say that she shows off.

In the end, I was still a little shivering by the cold wind.

Trying to leave the balcony, all of a sudden, there was a voice inside, to be precise, the sound of two people chatting, should she go in, or should she stand here and listen.

If it was him talking to a guest about work, and he suddenly broke in, it was not good, then the scene should be very embarrassing, then he should still stand here, even if he heard it, he didn't know.

Clearly, the voices of the two.

"It seems to be very disgusting, you think, I don't want to."

changed his tone, and he didn't have the serious look he had just now.

"In the future, we can skip her in conversations."

That's what he wants to say, since he wants to live a good life, he will leave everything in the past behind.

"I'm really letting go, no, to be precise, goodbye to my old self completely."

There is no hint of lying, he understands him, he doesn't lie.

"Well, this time I really believe that you let her go, but she'll understand."

This is also the problem he is facing now, he has seriously told her to make her forget everything, but every time, she will change the topic and don't want to hear this result at all.

"At lunchtime, she asked me, how have you been in the past five years, are you okay, and said that she was wrong and wants to ask for your forgiveness."

Originally, I still thought about her and his affairs, but looking at his serious expression, how dare he joke again, or tell him about the noon incident.

"Then does she know, there are some mistakes that can't go back."

He didn't hear a word of self-talk.

"What are you talking about, be louder, forget it, I asked you, I shouldn't have said it, or let's talk about it, I'm the most angry."

The purpose of his coming, he didn't want to disturb him, who told him to provoke him, his breath, if he doesn't come out, he will lose sleep tonight.

"I already knew that you must have been injured when you came, so you came so kindly to care about me."

From the moment he came out, he guessed probably, he knew each other very well like him, and he could see it at a glance.

"Miss He, actually, she doesn't know who I am, even who I am, she doesn't know, I'm such a popular actor, she doesn't know me, she is also from City A, how can she know me, I'm angry."

While making an angry appearance, he said what he was upset about.

He admits that he has always enjoyed the kind of worship and the glow of being admired.

"She doesn't know you, it's normal, when you were popular, she was abroad, and she only came back for a few days, where would she know these things."

It's not that he helped her, it's a fact, City A has really changed a lot in the past five years.

"You're on that side, what did you just say?"

Trying to find some comfort, he's fine, and he still sprinkles salt on it, is he still his good buddy.

Standing outside, she still heard their conversation, it turned out that Li Bai, she knew him because she saw it in the entertainment newspaper, because it was related to him, at that time, she read it, and remembered, it was written in the entertainment newspaper, since his debut, there have been zero scandals, rumors, he is gay, like him, it is Chen Hao, now, she knows the inside story, it turns out, he and he are good buddies, it seems that he doesn't know everything, when she hears that, he and her are really impossible, she is happy in her heart, and there is a kind of belief, he didn't lie to himself.