To see or not to see
When you see someone, you seem to be familiar, but you don't dare to approach or stop your gaze, for fear that you will find yourself looking at him/her. So, in the end, I just wonder if he/she knows me?
When I saw a flower, I had already forgotten it, but I still remembered the praise I had praised in my mind, so I asked myself to remember it no matter what. So, no matter what the result is, it is to make a deeper impression on that flower.
To see or not to see, in fact, is to miss.
Recently, I met a junior high school classmate, and he was still the same as before, but I also recognized him in the repetition. Unlike us, he is not a local, but transferred from Sichuan.
For us and for him, there is an invisible gully in between, as if it is extremely simple to cross difficult to cross. I still remember that at that time, he always sat at the back, and the male classmates in the class kept asking this and that every time after class because of curiosity, he glanced at Mandarin, which made the group of boys laugh after listening to it. However, when their curiosity was running out, his place became empty.
Whether it is some classmates or teachers who are more or less prejudiced against him, is it good for a person who does not like to talk, is extremely shy, sometimes unfriendly in his eyes, and has poor grades? He's just acting as a 100 percent stranger in a crowd that's already mingled. The feeling of isolation and helplessness in his heart was more uncomfortable than anyone else's. However, whenever he opened his mouth to speak, the ridicule of the accent was endless.
This often makes us feel that he is often "angry", and it is precisely because of this that I rarely talk to him, and to be honest, he looks angry, his face is flushed, and his throat is slightly thickened and the same as his face, as if the blood in his whole body is concentrated on his face and neck. Sometimes I have the courage to squeeze out a word, but I don't know what to answer, it's my helplessness, I don't understand~
I haven't seen each other since I graduated from junior high school, and I've almost lost touch with my classmates. So, when he recognized me at a glance, he was speechless in surprise.
After four years, in addition to his appearance, he almost impressed me, although he was not good at talking in the past, although he still has an accent dialect or Mandarin, but he is no longer shy, he talks eloquently, takes the initiative to call my name, and then asks me to search for all the memories about him in my memory, and suddenly smiles.
Luckily, the boys I know and know are very sweet. Although it was just a few words, it felt natural to come out, he has regarded this place as his hometown, likes the current life, raises a little gray cat, pushes a bicycle and walks the cat, and through his work and family savings, he has bought a house and a car here, which is considered to be settled.
His parents have divorced, or something else, thinking about it, I never heard of his family in junior high school, and I can't help but feel distressed, it turns out that he has actually suffered a lot of grievances at that time, but fortunately he is very strong, despite this, from a stranger gradually became a stranger in twenties, and then began to get acquainted with a few people.
It is really wonderful between people, strangers will become the most familiar people, and the most familiar people may become the most familiar strangers.
You see it or you don't see it, he's there.