Chapter 987: Push Away
When she entered the military academy, she fell in love with Xu Muzhou and couldn't extricate herself.
But Xu Muzhou just treats her as a brother, and there is no difference.
She was young and arrogant, and she refused to take the initiative to confess, let alone let her mind be known by Xu Muzhou and everyone, so she was with Xu Muzhou in those years, and she was like a big buddy.
Later, Xu Muzhou returned to China, got married, and had children.
She married her ex-husband after a drunken confusion......
Gu Yingnan raised her hand and pressed her slightly painful eyebrows, she didn't want to think about the past.
In those years, what kind of life did she live when pigs and dogs were not as good as dogs?
And now, she can finally get rid of it all and finally be able to return to him......
It's just that before returning home, that phone call completely shattered all her hopes.
No, that phone call did not dash her hopes, what dashed her hopes was that she saw Xu Muzhou and his wife, who were actually in love.
When Xu Muzhou got married twice, she never felt such a heartache.
Because she could see from those overwhelming reports that Xu Muzhou and his two wives before and after had no feelings.
He didn't love them at all, and he would never fall in love with that kind of delicate and useless vase woman!
Sure enough, over the years, she heard intermittently that his original wife died in childbirth, leaving her only son, at that time, she also wanted to return to China desperately to find him and confess her heart to him, but then she encountered something and delayed.
Later, he married Zhou Nian again, but the husband and wife lived apart all the year round, and the relationship was very unharmonious.
Her original heart, which was like ashes, rekindled again, and finally decided to completely break off her former life, she wanted to return to China to find him, and to tell him that after so many years, there has never been one man in her heart, and that is him...... Xu Muzhou.
But what did she see?
Gu Yingnan's heart hurt and felt uncomfortable, if she was brave back then, if she left everything behind and went back with him when he returned to China, then, now, isn't she the Mrs. Xu who stood by his side openly and was envied and envied?
"Brother Mu Zhou......"
Gu Yingnan is so close to him, no matter how much he misses him over the years, he can only know some news about him through TV media or magazines, and the images about him are even less pitiful.
But now, he was beside her, and she could reach out to him.
It was the real touch on him, not the weak imagination as before.
Gu Yingnan felt that the strong smell of tobacco and the strong smell of alcohol on his body were so good, she couldn't help but want to get closer, wanted to throw herself into his arms, silently, but cried happily.
Xu Muzhou felt the weight on his shoulder, and the drunkenness made him feel groggy and groggy, and what hit his nose was mixed with an unfamiliar aroma in addition to the smell of alcohol......
He subconsciously pushed the person leaning on him away.
"Yingnan?" Xu Muzhou pressed his painful eyebrows: "Drunk like this...... I'll let you take you back to your room to rest......
Although Xu Muzhou was very drunk, his self-control was amazing, and he was calm, and he slowly stood up.
Gu Yingnan reached out and gently tugged at his sleeve: "Brother Mu Zhou, I'm not drunk, I'm just uncomfortable in my heart, I want to talk to you......"
"Yingnan, you need to rest now, you're back anyway, if you have anything to say, there's more time to say."
Xu Muzhou said, looking down at his watch while raising his wrist.
It's already three o'clock in the morning, and he was chatting happily with these buddies before, but he forgot Zhou Nian's instructions, and forgot to call her and say that he wouldn't go back tonight......
But thinking about it, at this point, Zhou Nian should have fallen asleep, and if he called back again, he was afraid that he would wake her up again.
Gu Yingnan saw him raise his wrist to look at his watch, thinking that he was still thinking about going back, he couldn't help but feel bitter and painful, and sneered: "Brother Mu Zhou, when I was in the military academy in the past, we all thought you were an iron-clad man, but now it seems that ...... Brother Mu Zhou, you seem to have changed...... Could it be that Brother Mu Zhou, you are also like those ordinary people, obsessed with gentleness, and your bones are softened? ”
"Yingnan, you've said that."
Xu Muzhou's face was a little gloomy, any man would be displeased when he heard such words, not to mention, he was always extra macho.
Gu Yingnan chuckled, shook and slowly stood up: "Brother Mu Zhou, have you forgotten what you said to me before?" You say that there is no one in this world who can trap you and bind your wings, but what about you now......"
"Yingnan, you're drunk, when you're sober, we'll talk again."
Xu Muzhou glanced at her, turned around and walked out, ready to call the waiter and send Gu Yingnan back to the room.
"Brother Mu Zhou, I'm not drunk, I've been a ghost over the years, only when I see you, I dare to say what I think about it......"
Gu Yingnan sat on the sofa, his figure was sparse, and tears flashed in his eyes.
This is the first time Xu Muzhou has seen her cry.
In his eyes, Gu Yingnan was just like Chen Mo and them, he even forgot her gender and treated her as a man.
Xu Muzhou stopped, turned around, and lit a cigarette: "Yingnan, you got married a few years ago and divorced again, what happened?" ”
Gu Yingnan shook his head: "It's all over, Brother Mu Zhou, I really can't talk about it, and I don't want to talk about it......"
"Okay, you don't want to say it, I won't force you, Yingnan, now that you're back, you can find me if you encounter anything, in my heart, I will always treat you as a relative, and I can help you if you have any difficulties."
Gu Yingnan covered his face and nodded vigorously: "Brother Mu Zhou, what I said just now was not good, don't take it to heart." ”
Xu Muzhou nodded: "I understand, you are unintentional." ”
"It's not early, do you still want to go back to the mansion now?"
Xu Muzhou was also a little hesitant, when he went back at this time, he would wake up Zhou Nian again, and after a few hours, it would be time to get up at dawn, and he would go back to the official residence again, and he would not have to sleep.
"Not back."
Gu Yingnan raised his eyebrows and smiled: "Then I'll call you for breakfast tomorrow morning." ”
Xu Muzhou smiled heartlessly when he saw her, and the little suspicion just now was thrown aside.
Gu Yingnan is such a character, he speaks straightforwardly, he can't turn around, and it's not the first day he met her.
……
Zhou Nian didn't sleep soundly all night.
Xu Muzhou didn't call back, nor did he send a text message, in fact, in the second half of the night, Zhou Nian probably knew that he wouldn't come back tonight.